Doctor's Hand Covering Fragrance

Chapter 504 Can't
An Yi sneered: "So you are threatening me?"

Concubine Zhu sighed: "How could I threaten you? I am discussing with you and thinking of you."

It was too late, no matter how she persuaded the King of Shu to intervene in this matter, no matter what she was here for today, no matter what she told her to say to her, it was too late .But An Yi wanted to ask her a question, so An Yi stared at Concubine Zhu for a moment, and jumped off the horse neatly.

Huyue welcomed her into the car with a sigh of relief. The car was covered with luxurious woolen carpets. Anyi wiped the mud from her boots on the carpet childishly and viciously. Concubine Zhu's beautiful eyebrows did not even move. It was as if An Yi was rubbing the carpet of another house.

An Yi was very uncomfortable and felt that she was being ignored, so her attitude became even worse: "I remember that you left very quickly that day, why did you suddenly change your mind? In fact, you are more afraid that I will find the Shu Palace to threaten you Are you? Are you still worried that things will get out of hand and affect your future? Or because your natal family refused to listen to you this time, and some people in the Shu Palace used this to make a fuss, forcing you to face it. Reality?"

Concubine Zhu looked at her quietly, without saying a word.

An Yi couldn't bear it. She wanted to tear off the unchanging mask on Concubine Zhu's face, and even more wanted to destroy all the gorgeous furnishings in this ordinary-looking car with a luxurious interior.But she couldn't do it, because this person was no longer her mother, and because this person didn't love her in his heart, all her venting would make her appear weaker.An Yi got up and left: "If you block me on the road just to keep from talking, then I'm leaving."

Concubine Zhu grabbed her sleeve and said softly: "I want to tell you a story. I wonder if you are interested in listening?"

"I'm not interested. Who are you to me? Why should I listen to your story?" An Yi said, but she stood still, because she really wanted to know about those things back then.

Concubine Zhu smiled, and handed her a cup of Yunwuzhuanlin tea: "Your hands are too cold, sit down and drink a cup of hot tea to warm your body. I'll tell you my story, if you want to listen, just listen to it. If you don't want to listen, just pretend I'm talking to myself." Concubine Zhu didn't wait for her consent, and started talking on her own.

"Some past events, you must have known in the palace. You all regard me as a shameless woman, and I have nothing to say. The world is like this, so there is no need to explain. Over the years, I have been burdened by it. There is a lot of infamy, and the price that should be paid is not less. The reason is that I did something that other people wanted to do but did not dare to do." Concubine Zhu said with a little mockery on her lips, "Could it be It is right for me to be forced to marry someone who is not worthy of me at all. Should I be tied to him for the rest of my life, alone every day, and endure all the pain and even the shame he brings to me? Is it correct?"

In fact, she didn't blame her for abandoning An Baofeng and leaving, because An Baofeng was indeed unworthy of being a husband and father, and all she blamed was that she abandoned her.An Yi's mood was agitated, and she really wanted to say a few words to Concubine Zhu, but she felt that the words were superfluous.Since she abandoned herself back then, she must have considered it carefully, and it is meaningless to get her regret at this time.Even if you win the argument yourself, what's the use?

"Of course no one can ask you to do this, including your children." An Yi turned her face away, looked at the bare trees passing by the road, and finally couldn't help it, and whispered: "But can it, or Don't give birth to her, or try to be nice to her? If you take her away, will she die so early? Have you ever thought that when she was on the verge of death, when she was tortured so much that she couldn't bear to live, she Maybe you have been calling your mother all the time? Have you ever felt the feeling of being ignored by all relatives, and all the wrong or right are all wrong?
You probably haven't felt it, because you have been loved by thousands of people since you were young, and the only setback in this life is marriage.You don't know what that taste is like, like a weed growing alone in the gravel, very thirsty and hungry, but there is no hope forever.One day, someone suddenly cast a ray of sunlight on her body, and she thought it was all the warmth, so she leaned towards it recklessly. This was the cause of the fatal marriage. "

The blood faded from Concubine Zhu's face bit by bit, her breathing gradually became heavy, and her voice was also a little sharp: "I tried my best! I tried my best! I could have given up on her at the earliest, but I couldn't bear it." Start! I..."

An Yi turned her head and looked at her quietly, her black eyes were filled with tears.Concubine Zhu's justification stopped abruptly, and she gritted her teeth tightly to keep them from clinking. After a while, her voice sounded softly: "I, I also thought about taking her away, but I, can't ..."

An Yi burst into tears: "Because if you take her with you, you won't be able to leave, right?"

Concubine Zhu started to panic, all her calmness and elegance faded away from her body, her hands on her knees were bruised because she clutched the skirt too hard, she showed a bit of old age, and said weakly: "She After all, it's the An family's flesh and blood, the An family doesn't allow it..."

"You said that no one can let you ruin your life, including her of course." An Yi wiped away the tears she didn't know when she fell on her sleeves, and glared at her fiercely: "Who is her biological father?" who?"

Concubine Zhu looked at her in a daze for a moment, drooped her shoulders, and said in a low voice in embarrassment: "Of course it's An Baofeng. Otherwise, who else could it be?"

An Yi gritted her teeth and said, "Then why did the An family say that she is a villain?"

Concubine Zhu turned her face sideways and refused to meet her eyes, and said in a dull voice: "Who knows, maybe it's because in their eyes, unclean people are unclean from beginning to end."

In other words, because of Concubine Zhu's elopement, her lineage has also been questioned.Of course, this doubt came from most people, including her biological father, but her grandfather never doubted it from the beginning to the end. Otherwise, with the power of An's family at that time, even if she couldn't offend the King of Shu, she would not allow her to live. go down.A slight wind and cold can kill her, so how can there be those expensive dowry later?

An Yi suddenly felt like laughing, laughing at herself for being stupid, being fooled by the old lady, and disturbing herself for so many days.

"If she was his child, do you think he would allow his child to be homeless for so many years? That's impossible." After a moment of silence, Concubine Zhu regained some energy: "I don't care, but It’s because she thinks she would be better off without me.”

"Understood." Anyi stood up and was about to get out of the car.

(End of this chapter)