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Chapter 487 Ying Heng: The Bitter Taste
[What is trust? I said I believe in you, but there are still small doubts in my heart that are well-intentioned.

What is absolute trust? After I said I believed in you, I was still worried, not because I was worried that you would lie to me, but because I was worried that what you did or said would hurt you.

To put it bluntly, it means protecting and loving you with all my heart.

Unfortunately, I know too late, doomed to miss you, and lose you forever.

————Ying Heng]

How long is two years, 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds.

How much can you do?But enough for me to understand what absolute trust is.

It also taught me that a relationship with cracks is like a mirror. Even if it is repaired, there will still be two halves of the figure.

Xinxin, I was wrong, really wrong, but I know it's too late.

I'm sorry, I said I would protect you, but after the end of the world, I didn't do it.

I'm sorry, I said that I believe in you, but what happened later also emphasizes that I have never done it.

Sorry, the two years you gave me were ruined by me.

Do you regret it?Regret it, but I have no choice, and I admit that I am cowardly.

I never told you that I have a twin brother, not because I don't like him, but because of guilt.

When my brother was kidnapped, it was actually my willfulness. After school, I had to drag my brother to eat marshmallows, so that my brother would be taken away and suffer.

After my brother came back, I was very happy and surrounded him every day.

But it was because of me, my brother who insisted on going to learn Taekwondo, when crossing the road, a car rushed over, and my brother protected me.

He went to beautiful heaven and left me alone in hell.

I thought I had forgotten it a long time ago, but I always remembered it and never forgot my brother's request at that time.

He said, if a cute and kind girl comes to me in the future, please help him take good care of her, this is what he owes.

At that time, I didn't understand what it meant, but I remembered the cuteness and kindness.

So since then, my subconscious has been positioned, and the girls I like are cute and kind.

The first time I saw you, I was tempted. You have a clean temperament, and you have two small dimples on your cheeks when you smile, which is very cute.

Can't bear to hurt a small animal, so kind.

At that time, I thought, you are the lover tailor-made for me by God, and it really doesn't take long to fall in love with you, it's confirmed at a glance.

Before the apocalypse, we lived happily, and after the apocalypse, we also lived happily.

Until Mu Lan appeared, at that time, I didn't treat her differently because of the clean and kind feeling she gave me.

I've never understood why she seems to like following me so much, but it's nice to have such a mutant on the team.

I don't know when, the relationship between us gradually became estranged, and then the incidents of you bullying Mulan were exposed one by one.

When I saw it with my own eyes, I was so distressed that I almost suffocated, because the beautiful image of you in my heart was shattered.

During that time, I chose to alienate you, but if I knew the ending later, I would definitely not make such a stupid decision.

Some mistakes really take a lifetime to make up for.

I believed Mu Lan. After she returned to Mo's house, I was worried that she would be made things difficult, so I agreed to your father's engagement.

In fact, that matter was just a stopgap measure, and I didn't take it to heart at all.

Meeting you again, my heart keeps beating because it never forgot you.

It's like a person who was once blindfolded, suddenly opened some, and saw a different scene.

Do you know what I was thinking after Xun Mi helped you come forward and beat me up?

I was thinking, an outsider can trust you without hesitation, but why can't I who have been with you for so many years.

Looking back on what happened afterwards, I feel that I am really the kind of scumbag that I am looking for.

I always thought that we still had a chance and could be together forever.

As long as I want to understand what absolute trust is, but when I understand, another mountain is pressing on me.

The girl my brother mentioned back then appeared, and it was Mu Lan.

I also understood why she was always hanging around me, why she was so excited about my reaction.

I understand why she framed you everywhere, it's all because she thought I was brother Yingheng.

I still remember that when I was young, I asked my mother why my brother and I were called Ying Heng. It sounded like we were calling someone.

My mother touched my head lovingly and said, because you are one, and the eternal Heng hopes that Xiaoheng can last forever.

Balanced Heng hopes that Xiao Heng will have no troubles, and everything will be balanced and stable, so that nothing bad will happen.

Whether it's Xiaoheng or Xiaoheng, you have to support each other. When one of you can't walk anymore, the other will take the other's way and continue walking.

So after my brother left, I took over his path and embarked on the trajectory arranged for the heir of the family.

The elder brother who has always protected me is, to me, the god of my world.

I will never refuse what he said, of course including taking care of the little girl in his heart.

Now that the little girl has grown up, she has become so crazy after being infatuated and wronged.

I asked for help, so that all the extra things on her body disappeared, and she stood silent and smiling, just like we met for the first time.

But as soon as I leave her sight, she will become manic, ranging from smashing things to self-harm.

"Brother Ying, Brother Ying, where are you, where are you?"

Bang bang bang, there was the sound of things breaking apart again in the room.

The man sitting at the corner of the balcony writing something quickly put away his notebook and walked in. "I'm here."

Inside, a woman in white clothes with disheveled hair rushed over immediately, hugged the man, and smiled foolishly.

"Lan Lan is very good today, she is not injured." The woman seemed to have thought of something, and quickly took the man's hand and said happily.

The man rubbed her hair, and replied with a smile: "Well, Lan Lan is very good today."

"Then as a reward, Lan Lan, who is very obedient, will take you out for a walk today." The weather outside is also quite good.

Holding the woman's hand and walking on the street, there is a peaceful scene everywhere, without the depression and embarrassment of the first few years.

A woman in a light blue long dress came to meet us, she was taken aback when she saw the two of us, then smiled and nodded, then passed by.

I eagerly turned around, looked at her back and opened her mouth to speak, only to realize that tears were already on my face, and the tears slipped into my mouth. I tasted it, it was a bitter taste.

Just like my heart at the moment.

Xinxin, I wish I could be with you, but it's a pity that it's hard to have both.

You tell me whether my choice is right or wrong.

(End of this chapter)