Quick-wearing female partner Su is all over the universe

Chapter 1742 Sometimes living is more painful than dying
[You never know whether you will fall in love with someone who you hate, don't cut or have no relationship with at the moment in the future, just like me, who will never know, will fall in love with you.

————— Emperor of Heaven]

I have existed since the beginning of the world, how long it was, I have long forgotten.

Because it is really too long, so long that I have no sense of time.

Every day is very ordinary, as always, I feel no ups and downs, but it doesn't make me feel boring, just a little boring.

Until they appeared, more and more powerful people made me feel threatened.

Obviously I know that it is impossible for them to surpass me, even if they surpass me, it will not affect me, but I am afraid.

This is probably someone else's child.

God the Father once told me that I am His most perfect child and has given me a heavy responsibility.

But gradually, his children have sprung up like mushrooms after rain, and they are all very good, so good that I have to face it squarely.

I want to be strong, to be strong, to let Father God know that I will always be the best.

So I practiced desperately and tried my best to improve my abilities.

During this time, I met two people, both of whom were hurt by me.

Even now, I still remember the first time I saw her.

Dressed in red, she was as hot as fire, and her white and delicate facial features seemed to be the product of a painter's meticulous work.

The bright red manjusawa on the forehead is very dazzling, and under the slender willow eyebrows, the pair of black and deep eyes are full of charming color.

It is like the most beautiful star in the sky, tempting those who yearn for beauty to touch it.

Beautiful lips, with a flamboyant nobility and elegance.

She just stood there quietly, the slowly flowing Sansheng River became her embellishment, and the swaying red flowers behind her became her foil.

With frowned eyebrows, she seemed to be in deep thought, with slight melancholy.

I stepped forward uncontrollably, introduced myself to her, and impulsively said that I wanted to marry her.

Thinking about it now, the meeting at that moment was really so beautiful that it made me lose my mind and soul.

Since then, I have been addicted to the picture scrolls she made up, and I can't get out.

When I knew that she was the primrose I was looking for, and that Suzaku had a special relationship with her, I was furious.

Speaking of which, I don't know why I'm angry, whether it's because she rejected me, or because I know her relationship with Suzaku.

Or maybe both, but the latter is heavier.

I forced her to marry me, which was the first wrong thing I did.

Knowing that she doesn't like me, even threatening and coercing her will achieve her goal, just because of the sudden emotion in her heart.

Although I succeeded in the end and she sat next to me, it was only that one time.

When Suzaku appeared at the ceremony, she was thrown into chaos by my own hands, and Suzaku jumped off.

I stood there for a full ten years, thinking about the same question for ten years, why?
Even at that time, I didn't even know her name, my heart caused a power shock, and I could only choose to sleep.

In Miyan, she was the second person I was sorry for. With her help, I was able to use the power of the world as the cornerstone of the Three Thousand Realms to practice hard.

Time passed by every minute and every second. At that time, I thought those two people had died.

Unexpectedly, not only did they not die, but they also loved so deeply.

Thousands of years have passed, as in the past.

And it dawned on me at that time that the plunder and domineering back then were only because I fell in love with her already.

What a ridiculous but obvious answer, I thought.

Unwilling to support me, I followed all the way, unable to intervene, but still wanted to follow.

The result of following is getting deeper and deeper, and finally unable to extricate yourself.

Hearing her cry, he subconsciously stopped, just wanted to make sure she was safe, and didn't care about his situation at all.

Regret?
No.

It's just a pity that I couldn't get her.

Even if I do it all over again, I will still make this choice, because I really love it.

"Father God, thank you, but I feel that looking at them like this will make my heart hurt even more."

I raised my head, and I, who had become nothing, stared at the same nothingness, Father God, and murmured.

"Son, your fruit has fallen, but someone has reborn it with himself."

The kind voice drifted into my ears, but it only made me feel heavy and sad.

That's why I don't want to live, that silly girl Mi Yan, I just took her away.

Sure enough, it is that sentence, cause and effect, cause and effect, where there is a cause, there is an effect, and I also planted it with my own hands.

Gently blowing away the cloud and mist in front of my eyes, looking down, I felt something hot slipping from the corner of my eyes, despite my incorporeal self.

In the barren desert, a woman in a black robe covering her face was walking slowly.

Holding a flower pot in her arms, there is a small tree in it.

I can clearly see that there is a thumb-sized fruit on the tree, shriveled and silent, but tenaciously exuding a little vitality.

Hey.

Mi Yan, who was taking a step forward, paused, and then became ecstatic.

"Emperor, Emperor, is that you? Is it you?"

She heard it right, that small sigh was the person in her heart.

But where are you?I can't find you.

Is it okay to come out, is it inconvenient for you now, it doesn't matter, I will wait, no matter how long, I will wait.

Mi Yan said in her heart, but she didn't dare to speak out, because she was afraid that the Emperor of Heaven would not see her if he heard it.

She didn't expect much, she just hoped to be with him, that's all.

After waiting for a long time, after confirming that the voice would not sound again, she lowered her head, and crystal clear teardrops fell one by one into the flowerpot in her arms.

Too sad to notice that the tree inside moved, but only slightly.

Wiping away her tears, Mi Yan embarked on her journey again.

This life is very long, so long that I can slowly find you and plant our karma tree.

As the figure drifted away, a small cloud quietly appeared above her head, protecting her from the scorching sun.

Sometimes living is really more painful than dying, just like this moment, how could there be such a stupid person?

I have been asking myself in my heart, but no matter what, I can't get the answer after all.

"Father God, although life is more painful to me than death, I am willing to live."

At least I want to accompany her until the moment she gives up.

I feel sorry for her, but without love, my heart is still that person.

People, you can't make mistakes, that's true at all.

Because sooner or later, you will pay it back.

Maybe I will be free when the new master of the symbiosis of heaven and earth appears, or maybe I won't be able to wait at all.

But at this moment, I still want to thank that person for teaching me what love is.

And Mi Yan, she made me understand that there are many kinds of love.

In the vast sky, can I still be redeemed?
(End of this chapter)