emperor cold concubine

Chapter 358
As Cang Hao said, Xie Changting's acupoints were not restrained, and his knee was slightly injured, which was due to the teacup that had fallen to the ground and shattered into slag. It is impossible for Cang Hao to make a move without getting injured.

But if he really wants to leave, not to mention that the injury is not serious, even if he only has one leg left, he can still walk. Xie Changting even knows clearly that Cang Hao in this other courtyard has not set up any barriers to stop him Array.

Naturally, he knew that it would be easy for Cang Hao to trap him, so the sentence "You can try a hundred methods, if you can get out of this other courtyard, how about I recognize you as my master from now on?" all thoughts.

The weight of this sentence itself has exceeded the limit that Xie Changting can bear, and he even regrets the grievance of the long speech he blurted out.

Do you really feel wronged... Maybe you have, but compared with the obsessions that have been growing and spreading in your heart over the years, most of the time, the feeling of being wronged seems too insignificant, and often he doesn't even bother to think about it.

This is the first time in his life that he has experienced the true meaning of the word regret.

His body felt chilly, and he even realized what kind of mistake he had made...

In vain, he always thought that he was extremely smart, even though he was defeated by Cang Hao countless times, he never underestimated himself—except for Cang Hao, he didn't think there was anyone else in the world who could surpass him in terms of martial arts strategy Myself, amazing talent is never the result of flattery from others.

So the moment Cang Hao just uttered those words, he thought that he derived another meaning from it?
Cang Hao didn't seem to have the intention of testing him or asking him to leave from the beginning to the end. With Cang Hao's temperament, he would never bother to use this probing method to treat a subordinate who has already been approved by him—even for people who practice martial arts. For him, losing his martial arts is very likely to be a devastating blow, but this situation obviously does not apply to his noble and conceited master.

So, what exactly caused his delusion?So that, later on, she completely lost her usual calmness and self-control, and became hysterical like a woman?
It's not a temptation, so where does his self-righteous distrust come from?

Xie Changting evoked a self-deprecating wry smile, but it was just wishful thinking but extremely stupid suspicion and anxiety...

He now has a deep understanding of what it means to be bound in a cocoon.

Is it in his heart that he has hidden inferiority complex and uneasiness that has not been noticed from beginning to end?

Xie Changting will feel inferior and feel uneasy... After saying this sentence, people will probably be taken as a monster to confuse the public... But the truth is that only Xie Changting knows that he is indeed inferior and uneasy, and his emotions are completely derived from In the inner obsession——

There is no reason.

At least, so far, he has not found the real reason for his uneasiness and low self-esteem.But in his mind, he couldn't help recalling those words Cang Hao just said——

"You said that you are just a defeated general, just an outsider... Xie Changting, based on this sentence alone, I can't find any excuse to forgive you."

"Xie Changting, you can try a hundred methods. If you can walk out of this courtyard before dawn tomorrow, how about I recognize you as my master from now on?"

Xie Changting thought silently, the master was probably really angered this time, and he could easily hear it from the tone of his last speech, that kind of voice was as cold as an ice sculpture that hadn't melted for a thousand years.

After all, no one has ever dared to disobey his orders so blatantly—from the first day he knew Cang Hao, Xie Changting knew that every word that that naturally cold boy must be thoroughly implemented King, no word can be disobeyed by anyone.

This is such a cool and domineering young man to the extreme, he didn't even know what laughter was at that time, and he couldn't even completely control his temper, but he broke Xie Changting's innate pride step by step, even though his temper is more mature now These, but the innocence in the bones is beyond the reach of any emperor in the world.

One moment he ordered him to fully cooperate with Su Mo's plan for the next time, but why did he have such an unforgivable illusion the next moment—unforgivable, isn't it unforgivable?
Like passing through a lantern, he recalled in his mind the scenes of these years since he met Cang Hao, how many twists and turns and ups and downs have been separated for a long time.What really made him feel wronged was that he lived in exile in Langzhou in those years. He met him once every three to five years. He was self-willed and self-abuse, which was regarded as a silent provocation. At that time, the master probably didn't even bother to guess. In his mind, he just felt that since he deserved a beating, he simply granted him the punishment. The more severe punishments were always the most direct answer.

However, what happened later?
From Langzhou to the imperial capital, from taking over the training of Ziyiqi to being appointed as the prime minister, even if he didn't say anything, Cang Hao's trust in him can be seen from his words and deeds...

Xie Changting's lips once again burst into a wry smile. Tonight, he personally destroyed everything that was hard-won. The master's patience must have finally run out, right?

However, one should be thankful that even at this time, Cang Hao did not say a single word to make him leave.

Thinking like this, Xie Changting couldn't help guessing, what kind of punishment will he earn for his gaffe and rudeness this time?
Since he said to give him a whole night, probably the master will not come to see him tonight...

Looking up at the outside of the hall, it was pitch black. From here, you can still see the lights of the various courtyards. The weather at the end of May is close to June. Even in the middle of the night, it can't stop the extremely uncomfortable feeling in the air. heat.

Trying to stand up, he found that the intense pain in the knee of his left leg seemed to be intensifying. Xie Changting bent down slightly, pressed down with his fingers, and there was a slight fracture of the kneecap——

As expected, the master will never be lenient when he strikes.

Lowering his eyelids, Xie Changting endured the pain, and walked out of the hall step by step. Although his footsteps were not as steady as usual, if he was not careful, he could hardly see anything unusual. Beyond ordinary people.

Now is not the time for healing, even if this leg is useless...

Xie Changting obviously didn't expect to go out of the side hall, and after walking for a short distance, he met Cang Hao who was walking towards this side, and for a moment, he froze in place.

Cang Hao stopped and looked at Xie Changting with his hands behind his back. In the dark night, illuminated by the not-so-bright lights, his brows were still unparalleled. , are indifferent and ruthless.

The uneasiness in my heart passed by wave after wave. This time, Xie Changting didn't dare to have a moment of silence or hesitation. He knelt down slowly, tried his best to maintain a calm tone, and said in a low voice: " Chang Ting admits his mistake, and let the master handle it... As long as the master calms down, even if Chang Ting's limbs and martial arts are abolished, Chang Ting will not dare to complain, I just beg... I just beg the master to forgive Chang Ting this time - just this time , Changting promises."

Cang Hao quietly looked down at his docile posture, and curled his lips indifferently: "This king thinks that you should beg this king to let you go at this moment."

Under the light, Xie Changting's face became paler, lowered his head, and his voice was also pale: "It's Changting's fault, please calm down, master."

"What's wrong with you?" Cang Hao looked up at the sky casually, and said indifferently: "Perhaps this king has treated you badly these years, and this king just met Jimo Sheng, and he said that he would find a place deep in the mountains and wild forests for the rest of his life. , live a peaceful life without disputes with the world... Some time ago, Mo'er also mentioned that when the world is unified, I want the king to join hands with her to go back to seclusion. The king thought about it, and Changting was probably tired of the strife in the mundane world. I just thought of a flat boat. Since this is the case, it seems that this king should not do things that are difficult for others... Get up, let Biyue find a doctor to heal the injury on her leg, and from now on, I will spend the rest of my life in the sea It is your freedom to gallop the horse in the rivers and lakes."

After finishing these words in a flat but even warm tone, Cang Hao turned and left. No matter from the tone of his speech or the refined and elegant demeanor of his back, there was no trace of him that had surfaced before. The icy anger between the brows.

At the same time, it also means that there is no longer any room for turning things around.

Xie Changting suddenly felt his eyes go dark, his whole body felt as if he had fallen into a cellar of ice, and he couldn't say a word anymore.

Kneeling on the ground like a lifeless ice sculpture, all the deeply hidden self-esteem and pride have been broken into pieces many years ago, and the person who made him willingly kneel and throw away his pride...

A hopeless smile slowly appeared on his lips, and Xie Changting straightened up slightly. In this world, who is more cruel than his master?
It's just a wrong thing to say, but there is really no room for redemption?He doesn't believe... Oh, he just doesn't believe it.

Isn't it just cruel, Xie Changting has never cared about his own life, so what are you afraid of?What else is he interested in?
From the beginning to the end, what he cared about, what made him give up everything, was nothing more than the persistent belief in his heart.

Close your eyes, the powerful zhenqi condensed in the dantian slowly circulates in the limbs until it all gathers in the dantian, Xie Changting smiles lightly, sticks the right hand condensed with internal force to his Qihai acupoint, and suddenly exerts force, the powerful air flow passes through the external force Hitting that deadly place... Xie Changting felt all the strength in his body was drained in an instant, and he fell limply on the ground, unable to exert any more strength, he just moved his fingers and felt that it was extravagant move...

It turns out that losing all martial arts, is that how it feels?
His eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he gradually lost consciousness. When he was drowsy, Changting thought, if he died without pain like this, could it be called a happy thing?
(End of this chapter)