The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 388 I Don't Deserve To Have You
Before, there were only bits and pieces of memory fragments, but this time, they finally appeared in his mind completely, and Shen Shaoting felt his brain was swollen, as if it was about to explode.

He put his hands in his hair, he didn't want to think about it, the pain that he didn't want to be exposed flooded him like a sea tide, his eyes were scarlet, and he looked very painful, as if he wanted to kill himself to be reconciled.

"Young Court..."

It was the first time Mu Xiangwan saw him like this, she quickly stepped forward to hug him, trying to stop all this.

"do not come!"

Shen Shaoting pushed her away, and Mu Xiangwan was not as strong as him, so he stumbled and fell to the ground.

She couldn't imagine what kind of harm his father had brought to his family. Once he mentioned it, it would become like this.

This appearance is really too scary, too scary.

"Shaoting, don't do this, I won't ask, I won't ask!"

"Mu Xiangwan!" Shen Shaoting watched her getting up from the ground and approaching him, he was trembling all over, emotionally, "Go away, go far away, I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you!"

He leaned against the banister of the stairs with a hideous look, and slammed his head against the wall, as if trying to pull back his sanity.

Seeing him like this, Mu Xiangwan became anxious, "Young court!"

"I'm a murderer!"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Mu Xiangwan's eyes were scarlet, shocked by his words, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I killed someone, so I don't deserve you!"

Knowing that he was emotional and might hurt her, Mu Xiangwan still crawled forward and hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry, Shao Ting, I shouldn't ask these questions, Shao Ting, calm down!"

Shen Shaoting stretched out his hand to pinch her neck, but when he saw the tears in her eyes, he suddenly softened his heart, pleading in his tone, "Wanwan, take the rope and tie me up, I'm afraid I will control you." Can't stop hurting you."

"No, you won't hurt me, I know, you won't hurt me!" Mu Xiangwan shook his head violently, "Be obedient, close your eyes, and don't think about anything."

Shen Shaoting leaned his head against her arms and closed his eyes in pain.

"I don't deserve you."

"Wanwan, I don't deserve it." He sobbed like a child, "I deserve it... I deserve what happened today. All of this is my own fault."

"Don't say it anymore..." Mu Xiangwan regretted asking those words so cruelly. She always knew that, in fact, for so many years, he has been working hard to suppress himself, and he is unwilling to recall the painful things in the past. It's because he was so rare and gentle today, he thought that he would completely treat her as someone he could confide in, so he had the courage to ask, but he didn't expect that it would make him so excited and out of control.

Last time, it was because of drinking that he talked a lot. This time, because of Mu Xiangwan, Shen Shaoting was not extreme enough to kill, but he still fell asleep.

Mu Xiangwan was becoming more and more incomprehensible to him.

What she did just now really frightened her.

She really thought that he would kill her!

I glanced at the time, it was almost dawn!

She was alone, dragging Shen Shaoting's heavy body back to the room.

The drowsiness was gone long ago, she sat by the bed, and used a hot towel to cover the wound on Shen Shaoting's forehead and the bruises on his hands.

In fact, she didn't want to alarm Lu Liangcheng and the others about this matter, but she was really scared when she heard him read about killing people all night.

Thinking of the past few years, her father has been preventing her from divorcing him. Before, she didn't understand why he did this, but now that she thinks about it, is there another reason?
About Shaoting?
Was he trying to hide something for him?
Thinking of this, she felt pain in her heart.

Looking at Shen Shaoting who had fallen asleep, she pressed Lu Liangcheng's phone with trembling hands.

At daybreak, neither Lu Liangcheng nor Gu Mianmian woke up. They slept soundly with their beloved woman in their arms.

"bell--"

The bell rang, waking him up.

As soon as Lu Liangcheng heard the ringtone, he immediately reached for his cell phone. He was afraid of waking Gu Mianmian. Seeing that it was Mu Xiangwan's call, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, walked to the window sill to pick it up, "Xiangwan."

"Liangcheng," Mu Xiangwan squeezed the phone tightly in his hand, and asked a little uneasily, "Do you know something?"

She remembered that many months ago, when he was drunk, he called him and said some inexplicable things. At that time, she didn't pay attention to it, but in retrospect, it should be related to him.

These words stunned Lu Liangcheng, he thought for a while, "Did something happen?"

"Shaoting, he..." Mu Xiangwan told him truthfully, "Last night, I accidentally mentioned the grievances between the Shen family and the Mu family, and then he said a lot like he was stimulated by something, and I couldn't understand it at all. If so, Shaoting, does he often do this, he said, he killed people..."

Hearing Mu Xiangwan's words, Lu Liangcheng's heart twisted suddenly, "Where are you?"

"I'm at the villa, and he is too."

"Did Shaoting hurt you?"

Mu Xiangwan was taken aback by Lu Liangcheng's words. Sure enough, he already knew, "Tell me first, what happened to Shaoting? Why did he become like this? He was fine just a second ago."

"Xiang Wan..." Lu Liangcheng thought that he hadn't had an attack in the past few months because his condition had improved. Unexpectedly, it still happened, "You should ask Uncle Mu about Shaoting, I know, no It must be correct, but when you filed for divorce, he did have an attack. As you can see, he seemed to be a different person, and his words and deeds were out of control. He also said the same thing to me , said he had killed someone."

"Because of this incident, I went to the prison to find Uncle Mu that day, but he refused to say anything. Both Chi Mu and I agreed that Shaoting has a congenital family genetic disease. If possible, we should do it as soon as possible." Cooperate with treatment!"

"What?" She was stunned, she had a congenital family genetic disease, "How is this possible? I have been with him for so many years. If he is really like this, he should have discovered it early in the morning, but..."

"We have been with his brother for so many years, didn't we also not find out? Shaoting has trauma in his heart. Only he knows about this disease. However, every time he wakes up after the attack, he will forget what happened before. Therefore, in front of our eyes From Li's point of view, he's more normal than anyone else!"

"We are all very anxious about the situation in Shaoting. I hope you can convince Uncle Mu to tell us the truth. Only when we know the truth can we help Shaoting."

"Why did this happen?" Mu Xiangwan's eyes were flushed. If it wasn't because of his sudden behavior tonight, she would never know for the rest of her life that he was living in such pain. He has a congenital family genetic disease. Didn't mention it to her?
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