The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 386 Do you want to play unspoken rules?

In fact, after getting along with Chi Mu for such a long time, she doesn't exactly like him, but she must have different feelings in her heart. Otherwise, she would not let him kiss her tonight, let alone allow him to kiss her. He touches her like this now.

Being pressed down by his heavy body, Jasmine felt that her brain had lost the ability to think, her lips and tongue were dry and uncomfortable, and she didn't know how to answer him.

"Ok?"

Chi Mu leaned over, and the warm breath approached her again.

Jasmine had nowhere to hide, so she could only raise those clear eyes and look at him, "Did you make such a temporary decision because...you needed to vent?"

"Not exactly, at least, I touched you because I had a feeling."

Jasmine hesitated, "Then, how will I face you tomorrow..."

She couldn't tell a lie, and she would immediately reveal her original shape if she was poked lightly.

If the people in the hospital knew about them, she would definitely not be able to stay any longer.

Chi Mu chuckled, "You want to play with unspoken rules?"

"you……"

Feeling her nervousness, Chi Mu caressed her body gently, "Hey, relax..."

Outside, the rain was pattering, and it was getting heavier and heavier. The rain seemed to refresh the appearance of the entire city.

In the room, there were intertwined groans and groans of men and women, which were very pleasant.

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On the other side, Shen Shaoting and Mu Xiangwan drove halfway through the car, but because of the heavy rain, they couldn't move forward, so he flashed double flashes and stopped on the side of the road.

Because the windows were closed, the atmosphere in the narrow car suddenly became subtle.

For a while, Mu Xiangwan has been in poor health. He was afraid that she would catch a cold in rainy days, so he took off his coat and put it on her, "We will go back to the hospital when the rain subsides."

Mu Xiangwan nodded and replied, "Okay."

He unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over, and held the petite girl in his arms, "If you're tired, go to bed first, and I'll call you when I get there."

Mu Xiangwan shook his head, "I'm fine."

In a flash, eight months have passed. In this year, letting go of grievances and hatreds seems to be the easiest year he has ever lived.

However, he could faintly feel that this woman in his arms was hiding more and more things on her mind.

In the past, he could only see through or guess her thoughts through her eyes, but now, seeing her who has learned to be calm and silent, there is a trace of fear in his heart, fearing that she will escape from his control.

"Late night..."

Mu Xiangwan's long curled eyelashes drooped, agitated by his cry, she raised her head to look at him, Shen Shaoting's passionate eyes were staring at her, she responded.

He stretched out his big palm, like tonight, and squeezed her cold little hand tightly in his palm, "I gave you almost a year to think about it, are you still planning to divorce me now? Go to the hotel On the night I found you, I drank too much and said a lot of nonsense, but none of them came from the heart. I shouldn't believe you, let alone question you. In the past few months, every time I look at you If you are hesitant to talk to me, I will want to ask you what you think of me. I accept any accusations and punishments you give me, and I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just hope that you don’t want to live. So painful."

Mu Xiangwan only felt that his throat was a little sore, and complicated emotions were intertwined.

She dedicated her best years and youth to Shen Shaoting, and she even stayed with him for so many years regardless of hatred.

Whenever night fell, she would start to think wildly, struggling over and over again in her heart, and in the end, she still couldn't get an affirmative answer.

To be honest, in her heart, she was really reluctant to part with the divorce.

But she could also faintly feel that with him, no matter what, it was impossible to reach the level of Mianmian and Liangcheng, let alone go back to the Shaoting she knew in the past.

Many times, the grievances and torments she suffered in her heart could not be confide in others.

"Shaoting..." Mu Xiangwan pondered for a long time before speaking out, "I don't know when my father's illness will be cured. I have nothing now. I am nothing to you or anyone. I always feel that , It’s a burden, it’s a drag, I know, the relationship between us, maybe you have been struggling to maintain it because you see me pitiful and sympathize with me. In fact, I have never blamed you or hated you , I only hate myself..."

"I'm very confused. From the moment I proposed divorce to you, I have been full of despair for myself and life. I am afraid that my temperament is not suitable for loving someone. I will never, never be able to do like Qingqing. To you, considerate and gentle, more often, I just feel like a bitter woman, because I hold grudges in my heart because of a little thing, maybe, except for me..."

"You still mind, about Qingqing?"

"No."

"You just heard the rumors. Qingqing is the daughter of my mother's sister. She is two years younger than me. She married a foreigner before. Later, her husband died in a car accident and she was homeless. That's why she came to me. I don't know why the media reported that she was my adopted woman, indeed, I would give her money every month, not because of anything else, but because I was doing my due responsibilities for my family."

"I've always wanted to explain this to you, but I couldn't find a chance, and you never gave me a chance. Neither of us really trusted each other. Over the years, although we have been separated, I, Apart from you, I have never touched other women, I will not accept it, marriage derailment, I hate marriage derailment, so I will not do that. "

Tears wet his eyelashes all of a sudden, and Mu Xiangwan's heart ached. He hadn't told her the truth until now.

"That night, I saw with my own eyes that she went to your villa. When she went, she was wearing a red skirt and your shirt when she opened the door. I know that Qingqing is your aunt's daughter, but... Forget it, no Having said that, the rain should stop."

"Wanwan!" Shen Shaoting straightened her body, "Do you still not believe me? What do I have to do to make you believe me? I will call Qingqing now and let her prove that we are innocent!"

Mu Xiangwan snatched his mobile phone, "Stop calling!"

Shen Shaoting looked at her, his Adam's apple rolling, "Is this why you divorced me?"

She shook her head.

"If we are really divorced, can I still chase after you? I used to not know how to cherish it, but now, I discover day by day that it turns out that the days with you are what I want and want the most. Yes, even if it's like tonight, like now, staying together quietly, it's enough!"

"Wanwan... I love you!"

Shen Shaoting kissed her lips.

(End of this chapter)