The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 345 The one standing in front of you is Nan Yin

The eyeball seemed to be hit hard by something, and the second his eyes crossed, there was an indescribable emotion in his heart that surged up and was about to burst through his throat——

this decade.

He has seen his figure in countless days and nights, from expectation to despair, and from despair to rekindling, as if he has experienced centuries of long suffering.

Although, when the werewolf appeared, he guessed something, but when he was standing in front of him so vividly, he stared at you and stared at you with the eyes you are most familiar with.

He couldn't express the feeling of regaining it with words.

Is happy, but also sad.

Lu Liangcheng thought that when he saw him again, he would go crazy with excitement, but it wasn't.

The two just stared at each other quietly, as if time stood still.

In the end, someone broke through.

Lu Liangcheng's eyes were red, "If it wasn't for the fact that I almost died in an accident this time, do you plan to never see us or return to Lu's house for the rest of your life?"

Even at the beginning, they knew that Nan Yin was Lu Yingjing and that he was not dead, but they were still powerless, because if he didn't show up, they wouldn't be able to find his trace.

He knows everything that happens around you, but if you want to understand him, you want to know every detail of him, but you can't figure out any of them.

This is him, his own way of style!

"no!"

His answer was still Lu Liangcheng's familiar voice.

"Then how soon do you plan to come back and meet us?"

"After the task is completed."

Lu Liangcheng's Adam's apple slipped. Sure enough, his death was for the mission.

However, for the sake of the mission, he could...abandon his family and friends.

And this walk lasted ten years without any news, which completely plunged them into despair!
To be honest, Lu Liangcheng was angry with him. He wanted to vent the pressure, longing, and pain that had accumulated in his heart for so many years, but he couldn't.

For him, it is already a great gift for him to be alive!
"Last time in the shopping mall, was it you that Nan Yin was caught by the gangsters?"

Lu Yingjing looked at him, from the moment he boarded the helicopter and rescued him, he didn't intend to hide any more.

"Yes!"

He answered.

"On the day of the death, you also put that coin?"

"Yes!"

Lu Liangcheng vaguely remembered what Gu Mianmian had said to him that night.

She has never met the second brother, but she is sure that Nan Yin is the second brother.

Her intuition is very accurate, and nothing can escape his eyes.

"You went back to Lu's house, I stood at the door of your room, and you stood under the plane tree."

"Yes!"

It turned out that he was doing all of this.

He went back to Lu's house.

Perhaps in the past ten years, he had stood under that sycamore tree countless times, watching them with the same gaze, but because of his mission and his dead identity, he couldn't step into the house.

Lu Liangcheng's chest tightened.

From the moment Lu Yingjing was declared dead, after he cried bitterly, he never shed tears again, but at this moment, his eyes were moist.

"Second brother, you are too selfish! You made such a choice for the sake of the country and the mission. You walked away, changed your name and surname, and disappeared completely. But what about us, you know, how did I come here in the past ten years? Do you know how grandpa, mom and dad survived in the past ten years? When you made this decision, you never thought about me, did you think about Jing Qi and the others? "

"Every year on the anniversary of my death, I feel like I'm dying, and every year on the anniversary of my death, you are always there, watching us, and holding a funeral for you. On the anniversary of my death, don't you..."

Lu Yingjing could understand his feelings at the moment, and he also admitted that he was selfish and did not consider the feelings of his family, but he did not regret what he had done.

"Lu Yingjing is indeed dead!"

Hearing the word death, Lu Liangcheng broke down even more, "No, he didn't die, he just stood in front of me alive, didn't he?"

Lu Yingjing said in a firm tone, "The one standing in front of you now is Nan Yin."

"So, you have to borrow someone else's name to live in this world for the rest of your life? Didn't you say that you will come back after completing the mission? You mean that it is impossible for Lu Yingjing to come back to life in this life, right? ?”

"Yes!"

"Second brother!"

Like a child, Lu Liangcheng covered his face with his hands that was the only one that could peek out his emotions. In front of Lu Yingjing, he didn't want to cry so shamefully that he was too embarrassed.

But ten years!
The yearning, the distress, and the grief in his heart all flowed out together.

Lu Yingjing looked at Lu Liangcheng, took a step forward, and gently hugged him with his arms, "I'm sorry Liangcheng, because Lu Yingjing died once, I won't let Nan Yin live anymore."

"In the past ten years, I have been living in suffering just like you. I also hope that time can pass faster, so that I can go back and meet you. However, since I have accepted this task, I must Done, I told you that I have no way out, no matter how much blood and blood is waiting for me, I still have to be fearless, leave behind the love of my children and move forward, this is my mission, if I give up , I flinched, then my survival in this world is meaningless!"

"Even if I sacrificed one day, I would feel it was worth it. For me, as long as you are happy, as long as your father, mother, and grandpa are safe and sound, I am content!"

"I completed the mission not for meritorious service, but to better protect you and everyone!"

"Seeing that you are sad and sad for me again and again, I have tried to stop halfway, but I can't do it, I can only be cruel, I can only abandon you so selfishly!"

"I reappeared in Nancheng as Nanyin, and I never thought of disturbing you, but..." Lu Yingjing thought of Gu Mianmian, with appreciation in his eyes, "That girl is smarter than I thought, I don't know , how could she associate Nan Yin with Lu Yingjing, I admire her very much!"

"She admires you very much. You have a great influence on her. Even Cheng Cheng didn't recognize you, but she..."

"So Liangcheng, you said that you have lived in pain and suffering for the past ten years, but there is such a girl beside you who helps you and accompanies you to grow up. In fact, apart from me, you are just as happy, Lu People at home can live on!"

"Second brother, what mission are you performing?"

Lu Yingjing's eyes faded, and as usual, there was no emotion on his face, "I will tell you after the mission is over, I have to make sure that I won't bring you, or anyone from the Lu family, into danger! "

　I love my second brother~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)