Meng Shao, you have today too

Chapter 544 Powerless Depression

Kong Lingxin, who thought that no one could fool her, was actually teased by Meng Zexiao, and she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart, not angry but a little excited.

Meng Zexiao stood aside, eating tomatoes, and continued to watch Kong Lingxin cook.

He suddenly said, "The way you chop vegetables is very similar to Aunt Li."

Kong Lingxin's hands didn't stop. After living as a younger sister for so long, she was already mentally prepared to deal with the possibility of revealing herself.

Even if the words of doubt came from Meng Zexiao's mouth, Kong Lingxin was still able to deal with them freely.

Kong Lingxin said: "Really? It seems that I have learned a little bit."

Meng Zexiao said again: "Have you ever learned cooking from Aunt Li?"

Kong Lingxin's expression was as usual, she said, "Yes, you should know that I met Aunt Li."

Yesterday, Wang Qi told Meng Zexiao that the courtyard house that Aunt Li was going to live in had been renovated, and she would move in soon. Now Aunt Li lives in Liu's house.

Meng Zexiao could feel that between him and Liu Hanyi, Kong Lingxin trusted Liu Hanyi unconditionally but had a gap with him.

Some mistakes may not be able to be made up for even if it takes a lifetime of atonement, Meng Zexiao feels powerless like never before.

He tried to chat with Kong Lingxin about Aunt Li, maybe she would tell him something.

But the fact is that Kong Lingxin didn't avoid his question, but he didn't share the secret in his heart with him either.

Meng Zexiao said: "Aunt Li really looks a lot like you, and there are many similarities in speech and behavior."

Kong Lingxin smiled slightly and said, "Yes, I think so too."

Meng Zexiao added: "Aunt Li is lonely in Huaiyang City, maybe we can do something for her."

Kong Lingxin replied: "Liu Hanyi should have done everything we thought of."

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That's right, Liu Hanyi has already done it. In front of the truth of the matter, Meng Zexiao is a marginal figure, and he cannot enter the circle of the truth.

Kong Lingxin felt that Meng Zexiao should know something, but because the insurmountable gap between her and Meng Zexiao was her dead sister, Kong Lingxin chose to bypass it.

At first, Kong Lingxin was afraid that Meng Zexiao would know her true identity, but after going through so many things, she had a new identity, and she was no longer afraid of being known by Meng Zexiao.

It's not that I'm afraid, it's that I can't bear it.

Meng Zexiao failed to learn more about the truth from Kong Lingxin, and felt a bit disappointed in his heart, and his eyes became a little sad.

Kong Lingxin changed the subject, and she asked Meng Zexiao, "What do you think of Auntie and Uncle Lin Hao?"

Aunt and Lin Hao?
Meng Zexiao opened his eyes wide. From what he heard, he could only think that they would be together if he had a big hole in his head.

He said, "You don't want to match my aunt with your Uncle Lin, do you?"

Kong Lingxin nodded noncommittally and said: "Of course! The two of them are really suitable, you don't know, right? Auntie has been with Uncle Lin and Grandpa since she left City B. After a period of contact, both of them have a good relationship. A feeling of enlightenment, my aunt felt that she could still find love, and Uncle Lin found out that he still had love.”

Meng Zexiao, who was drinking soup, choked on Kong Lingxin's words and coughed.

He said, "No way!"

She said: "Of course I will. Don't you think my aunt needs a warm man? Uncle Lin just meets the requirements."

Meng Zexiao didn't seem to agree with Kong Lingxin's statement. He said, "Auntie has someone in her heart, and that person's position in Auntie's heart cannot be replaced. If your Uncle Lin pursues Auntie, he can only be a permanent backup in his heart."

Meng Zexiao's words aroused Kong Lingxin's curiosity. She asked Meng Zexiao, "Auntie really had an unforgettable love? Tell me about it..."

Meng Zexiao put down his chopsticks, and slowly said to Kong Lingxin's appetite, "Do you really want to hear it?"

Kong Lingxin rested his chin in both hands and said, "Of course, let's talk quickly."

Meng Zexiao looked pensive and said after a while, "Why don't you ask aunt yourself?"

Kong Lingxin rolled her eyes at Meng Zexiao and said, "It takes time to ask a question, and there is no time for these two days on weekends. Tell me quickly!"

Kong Lingxin picked up one of the chopsticks and pointed at Meng Zexiao as a threat.

Meng Zexiao shrugged and said, "Well, in order to have dinner tomorrow, I have to cooperate with you."

Next, Meng Zexiao told Kong Lingxin that the situation was similar to what Kong Lingxin had learned before. Aunt Meng Yueer did have a crush before, but it was unrequited love, and the other party didn't have much interest in her.

For that man, my aunt has never accepted the pursuit of other men. Later, she suddenly came to her senses and married a man who pursued her many times.

It's just that fate doesn't seem to favor Meng Yue'er. Her husband died of illness within a few years of marriage.

From then on, Meng Yueer traveled around the world alone, and finally settled in the Netherlands.

Meng Zexiao said: "Generally speaking, even if my aunt is in a situation like this, even if she reconsiders marriage, it's just to find a partner, not for love. I heard that your Uncle Lin has been with your grandfather since he graduated from university. Having had a girlfriend, a person like him suddenly gets married for love. My aunt can't give Uncle Lin love, and one-sided love will make the other party feel very tired and depressed!"

In the first year of marriage with Kong Lingxin, Meng Zexiao spent that kind of one-sided love. Every time he went home and saw Kong Lingxin's expectant eyes, Meng Zexiao would feel very depressed.

He couldn't give her more at all, but she was looking forward to it all the time.

Even if Meng Zexiao now regrets treating Kong Lingxin like that at the beginning, it still cannot make Meng Zexiao forget the anguish in his heart in the deep environment at that time.

Both love and marriage should be consensual.

Kong Lingxin noticed that Meng Zexiao's words both inside and outside were implying the initial relationship between him and his sister. After more than half a year of contact, Kong Lingxin understood Meng Zexiao more or less.

Maybe she hasn't realized what kind of person the real Meng Zexiao is, but through his attitude towards Wang Qi, she knows that he is not a bad person.

Kong Lingxin asked Meng Zexiao, "You mean that my aunt can't forget the person in her heart at all? But since she hasn't forgotten, why did she get married?"

"Because she knew the feeling of unrequited love so well at that time, my uncle entrusted many people to find my father, and finally my father brought my aunt to see him. Maybe she felt that unrequited love was too depressing in her heart, so she didn't want her uncle to be like her. If my uncle If they didn't die of illness, I think the two of them will get divorced in the end..."

In the entire Meng family, Meng Yueer is probably the only person who is affectionate - Kong Lingxin said with emotion in her heart.

Kong Lingxin said: "But I think my aunt and Uncle Lin really get along well, and they share a common language and hobbies."

Meng Zexiao asked Kong Lingxin back: "Do you think that if you have a common language and hobbies, you will definitely have love?"

Kong Lingxin quickly realized that she stood up to clean up the dishes and said, "Don't worry, I definitely have no common language or hobbies with you. I like cooking and you like eating!"

In order to avoid getting burned, Kong Lingxin avoided Meng Zexiao's gaze.

After Meng Zexiao left, Kong Lingxin stood on the balcony watching the night scene.

The bright lights make this ancient and fashionable city extraordinarily beautiful, but the glitz in front of you makes me feel a little lonely.

Kong Lingxin couldn't help thinking of many people and things.

Because of the seven-hour time difference, when she finished her work and was about to go to bed, it was already early morning in another city.

Almost every day, she spared time to chat with those who cared about her in City B, but Kong Lingxin still felt that something was missing.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that only Liu Hanyi has no contact.

Kong Lingxin didn't know how to face Liu Hanyi, she knew she couldn't accept too much love from him, he had done so many things for her and her mother, sometimes she wanted to refuse, but found that if he refused, he would be hurt even more.

Kong Lingxin told herself in her heart that she regarded Liu Hanyi as her elder brother, and the adults of the two families also said the same, they could be brothers and sisters if they could not be lovers.

But Kong Lingxin still felt that she owed Liu Hanyi in her heart.

Her mother told Kong Lingxin that she would be able to move back to her grandparents’ original quadrangle next week. The Liu family was very thoughtful and prepared everything for her. All she needed to do was to move back to the old house she hadn’t seen for many years.

After Kong Lingxin sent Liu Han a WeChat message, she retreated into the quilt and prepared to sleep.

Just two simple words - thank you.

Because she really didn't know what to say, no matter how much she said, it would be superfluous, she couldn't give him hope, let alone promise him.

At this time, Liu Hanyi's time is early in the morning, and there are still more than three hours before dawn.

To Kong Lingxin's surprise, Liu Hanyi replied to her WeChat very quickly.

He said - are you okay?
Kong Lingxin held the mobile phone, feeling restless for a long time.

Damn it!Liu Hanyi, can you not be so warm, can you be a little scumbag, so that I won't feel so guilty!
Kong Lingxin felt a powerless depression in his heart.

After a while, she replied to him - I'm fine, thank you for everything you do for my mother.

She thought he was going to say something like this is what he should do, but instead he said—you should go to bed.

He knew so much about her, but she knew nothing about him.

The reason why she didn't know anything was because she didn't dare to take the initiative to understand. Some people are destined not to get together.

When she woke up in the morning, Kong Lingxin turned on her tablet as usual, and made breakfast while making a video with her mother.

Li Lijuan suddenly said to her daughter: "Xin'er, did you look for Han Yi yesterday?"

Kong Lingxin was startled, and asked back, "What's wrong?"

Li Lijuan sighed and said: "As soon as Han went to work in the morning, I felt that he didn't sleep well last night, and only you can harm him."

Scourge?Still not a real mother, she even said that her daughter is a scourge.

Kong Lingxin pouted and looked at her mother on the screen, and said, "Mom, I am your own daughter!"

(End of this chapter)