Gong Shao proposed again today

Chapter 1726 Four Chapters In One (4000 words)
Seeing Qingxue dodging, Ou Manhui felt an inexplicable pain in her heart, everything seemed to be back to the original state, even worse than before...

All the hard work during this time seems to be in vain.

"I don't want to see her."

Qingxue hid behind Beitang, and Ou Manhui's eyes flashed many emotions.

Beitang turned sideways, pulled Qingxue who was hiding behind him into his arms, then hugged her lightly, supported her head with one hand, pressed her chin against the top of her head, and said to her, " It's okay, sweet girl, I'm here."

Sheng Qingxue's nose was inexplicably sore.

Just now her father beat her because she didn't want to recognize her mother. For the same thing, Beitang chose to protect her.

Maybe, as long as this is the case, as long as there is someone standing beside her and telling her that no matter what she says or does, she doesn't have to be burdened, just do it according to her own heart, as long as she is like this...

Beitang continued, "A person has to play too many roles in his life, but when the roles conflict at the same time, he has to play only one identity. At this moment, I am just your husband. Forever, your husband first .”

He said that no matter what happens, as long as there is conflict with her, he will choose her without hesitation.

She didn't cry when she was beaten just now, but now she feels that her tears are about to fall.

now.

Ou Manhui was completely stunned.

Many years ago, she chose to be herself, so she gave up the role of being a mother. Now she wants to come back to be Qingxue's mother. Qingxue's reluctance is of course reasonable.

She was right, she was selfish, but she never dared to say that she did the right thing.

She doesn't regret her choice, just regrets.

It's a pity that my love has become the later one.

It's a pity that my home has become fragmented.

It's a pity that my lover can never fall in love again. Even thinking about him, I have to force myself not to think about it, force myself to forget, force myself to almost drive myself crazy, and haven't left the manor for more than ten years. Because I am too afraid that I will have memories about him when I go out. Once I fall in love again and go to him again, I can only hurt each other painfully, because she can't forgive...

Therefore, Qingxue didn't want to forgive her, just like she didn't want to forgive Shengshaocheng.

She was just sad and didn't know what to do.

Would her life have been better if she had chosen to be a good mother?In fact, she has thought about it many times, too many times, and the answer will never be.

and so……

"Qingxue, I'm sorry, once, I chose myself willfully."

Although she didn't feel happy about it, it was a decision she couldn't change.

Qingxue's body stiffened.

It turns out that she also knows that she is self-willed... far more than self-willed...

But even if she was the one who was too self-willed, she still said that even if the time came again, her decision would not change.

Don't change even if you know your mistakes?Or did she not feel that she was wrong at all?

Just when Qingxue's body was trembling a little, her left hand was grasped by a gentle big hand.

It's Beitang.

He was shaking less and less.

Ou Manhui continued, "I know I'm terrible, and I agree with what you just said. If I choose to be myself, I can no longer be a good mother, but I still do it. I didn't become a good mother, but I still want to Your forgiveness is itself a matter of greed. It was me who went too far."

Qingxue's expression was a little numb, so she still knew... she knew everything...

Knowing that I'm bad and greedy, I don't deserve to be forgiven, huh?
Ou Manhui continued: "I always wanted to get closer to you and make up for you, but I never thought about what you want. It's really too much. You should hate me..."

At this moment, Qingxue's eyes widened in surprise.

Ou Manhui looked at Qingxue seriously, looking a little absent-minded, wanting to get close to her, touch her hair, and talk to her are extravagant hopes, and all of this is because of her...

What Qingxue wanted was never her, she would rather not have a mother, maybe it would be better for her to disappear forever...

Wait, wait until after watching her wedding...

Wait until you see her being well received, hold on to happiness, and wait until she has a complete family.

Definitely not going to repeat the same mistakes.

Maybe it's because she's too weak, Beitang is always by her side no matter what, she is much more competent than her as a mother.

It's even better than Shengshao City's treatment of Qingxue.

Because Shengshaocheng would hurt her sometimes, but Beitang didn't...

The real relative was not standing by her side, but Beitang...

Ou Manhui paused, then continued: "Fortunately, you have Beitang. Qingxue, mother is really sorry for you. You were so young at the time, and I didn't even have time to look at you, but... only one thing is for sure, I I don't want you."

Sheng Qingxue's eyes turned cold, almost thinking that she was blaming herself and apologizing, but it turned out that she wanted to justify herself and forcibly clear her name.

Really been disappointed too many times.

She still didn't look at her, her body was stiff in Beitang's arms, and she wanted to leave.

They never really sat down and talked because she resisted.

Probably the first time today...

But she just wanted to leave.

Qingxue told Gong Beitang that she wanted to leave, so Gong Beitang took Qingxue to leave.

Seeing this, Ou Manhui didn't chase after her, but continued:
"I didn't want you, but I didn't think about your feelings. It's my fault. You never want me as a mother in your heart, and I know it all."

Qingxue's body stiffened slightly, her movements stopped slightly, and then she continued to walk.

Ou Manhui's voice came from behind her.

She said, "Don't worry, I will leave. When you and Beitang are married, if you don't want to see me, I can disappear from your sight forever."

Qingxue's pupils suddenly constricted.The action suddenly stopped.

Ou Manhui continued, "As long as you're happy, it's fine. Qingxue, this is the only thing I can do for you."

Qingxue wanted to laugh and cry at the same time, she didn't know what to say at this moment, her lips opened and closed several times, but she couldn't make a sound.

She is always like this, doesn't know anything, but always pretends to know everything, this kind of her is the most hateful!

Who told her that the only thing she could do was disappear?
Is she just this patient?For the child who has been abandoned by him for so many years.

"Then leave, forever!" Qingxue finally opened her mouth and said something excitedly.

Ou Manhui's face was extremely pale immediately, at this moment Sheng Shaocheng came over, he stood in front of Qingxue with his eyebrows frowned, Qingxue also looked up and saw him.

"What's wrong? Do you want to hit me again?"

Sheng Qingxue looked into Sheng Shaocheng's eyes and clenched her fists tightly. Beitang felt her stiffness and shook her hand slightly to let her relax a bit.

She really relaxed a little, and felt that her whole heart was in pain.

"It doesn't matter how many times you beat me, and it's the same if you beat me to death. She is not a good mother, so don't imagine that you will have a good daughter!"

"Qingxue..."

"Father-in-law, Qingxue is not feeling well, we have to leave first."

Beitang spoke.

At that moment, Sheng Shaocheng, who followed after him, froze for a moment.

He saw that Qingxue's body was still trembling, as if she would have been unable to hold on if it wasn't for Beitang's presence.

One side of her face was so pale, but the other side was red... It was almost swollen, did he hit her just now?

"One more sentence, Qingxue is your daughter, but not your accessory, not someone you can hurt casually. In the days to come, please always remember what I said now, she is Sheng Qingxue first and foremost. , followed by a wife, daughter, or other role."

Sheng Shaocheng only felt that his internal organs were wringing pain.

Just now he only thought about Ou Manhui, but forgot Qingxue's mood.

How could he blame Qingxue for not being an obedient daughter?First of all, he himself has not been a good father...

He saw the red marks on Qingxue's cheeks, and felt his palms burning.

He wanted to apologize to Qingxue, but saw Qingxue looking up at Beitang with tears in her eyes.

Sheng Shaocheng held the anti-swelling and pain-relieving ointment he found from the medicine box just now, and handed it to Qingxue.

Qingxue's body was stiff and she didn't answer.

Sheng Shaocheng said, "Qingxue, I'm sorry."

Qingxue didn't speak.

"Does it hurt? Daddy apologizes to you. Can you forgive Daddy? I'm crazy to do this. I won't do it again. I won't ignore your feelings for anyone. If you don't want your mother, then we don't want it." !"

At that moment, Qingxue looked at him in shock, even Beitang was surprised, what made Father Sheng make such a decision?He has always wanted Qingxue to recognize his mother.

At that moment, Ou Manhui's body was stiff, and it seemed to be the first time that she said such words from Sheng Shaocheng's mouth. She felt that her limbs were all cold.

Therefore, no one has ever needed her, and she has been wishful thinking for too long, maybe, it is really time to end.

At this moment, Qingxue's voice came.

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes." Sheng Shaocheng replied.Maybe, letting go of Manman can make Manman really happy, so let her go, although she is very reluctant, but she never regretted leaving at the beginning, and she would rather never meet him.

If she is so reluctant.

The past has passed, and he has no way to change it. The future has not come yet, so it can still be changed.

Ou Manhui remained silent the whole time, her heart seemed to be crushed by severe pain.

It's like being abandoned again.

Qingxue asked again unexpectedly, "Didn't you always want me to accept it?"

"But aren't you unable to accept her? Let's forget it. You have Beitang, your sister, your father, and most importantly, the baby in your womb. So many family members are enough for your happiness."

Qingxue's breathing was stagnant, which seemed to be the case, but why, she suddenly felt indescribably uncomfortable?

Ou Manhui suddenly said that she would leave after she got married.

Dad suddenly said again, it's okay if she doesn't want her mother.

It was obvious that he beat her because of this just now, but why did he give up all of a sudden?
A person who has given up on her once, why should he give up on her again?
Sheng Qingxue was very annoyed.

She should feel relieved that she was finally free from Ou Manhui, and no one would force her to accept someone she didn't want to accept anymore.

Everything should be fine, but why, her heart felt as if it was blocked by something.

"What do you think?" Sheng Shaocheng asked.

"Of course it's great!!!" Sheng Qingxue said every word.

"That's good." Sheng Shaocheng said, "Then, it will be as everyone wishes."

He handed the ointment to Qingxue, but this time Qingxue still didn't take it.Gong Beitang is next.

Sheng Shaocheng left without saying a word, nor did he look at Ou Manhui.

He had always been very active when he saw Ou Manhui, but he left without even looking at her, and he never said a word to her directly.

What happened to them just now?

At this moment, Ou Manhui froze in place and did not move for a long time.

Qingxue also seemed to have froze, too many complex emotions made her a little overwhelmed, and she couldn't tell what those emotions were.

Beitang said to Qingxue, "Let's go?"

Qingxue just woke up like a dream, and forgot to respond. She started to follow Beitang mechanically.

"Wait!" Ou Manhui came back to her senses and called her to stop, "Qingxue, there is something... I know it will be difficult for you, if you don't want to, forget it, I will help you reject grandpa."

"Grandpa?" Qingxue frowned, "You don't say anything, how do you know I'm in trouble?"

Ou Manhui was a little surprised, and then said: "Before you get married, can you go and see your grandfather? He wants to see you very much."

So, didn't she want to see him?
Right, she desperately wants her.

Qingxue didn't speak, only the movement of her eyes proved her existence.

Ou Manhui continued: "He will definitely like you very much... But if you don't want to, I will reject him."

"When? Where will I meet?" Qingxue asked.

Ou Manhui was even more surprised, did Qingxue only agree to things that were contrary to her opinion?She paused, and then said, "Are you going? Tomorrow... At Ou's house."

"Why not? Did you ask because you didn't want me to go?"

"Of course not." It's just surprising why she suddenly changed her attitude. If it was before, she would never agree.

Seeing Ou Manhui's attitude, Qingxue thought to herself that she didn't want her at all, so what's the hypocrisy?
Why is she always abandoned every time? Even if she wants to be abandoned, it should be her, Sheng Qingxue, who doesn't want this mother!

Thinking of this, Qingxue even treated her with childish malice, and said coldly, "Just to celebrate that I finally got rid of you."

As expected, Ou Manhui's complexion turned very bad, but Sheng Qingxue didn't feel happy at all. From just now, she felt as if something was blocked in her heart. Is her heart broken?
Sheng Qingxue pulled Beitang away, she asked Beitang, "Is my heart broken?"

"Does it hurt?"

Qingxue nodded. "Am I going to die?"

"will not."

"But why I can't breathe anymore, no one is forcing me, I should be very happy, why am I so uncomfortable, I don't have time to be happy, Beitang, my heart hurts so much."

You just don't want to admit that you're already accepting your mother, fool.

"You are a doctor. You tell me how to make my heart feel less sad."

"As long as you do what you want, you will get better." Beitang said to Qingxue, "You can do whatever you want, don't have any psychological burden."

(End of this chapter)