Bamboo horse is king

Chapter 394 No Longer Deceiving Himself (2)

Ling Ruoshui went to the backyard, Luo Yifan followed silently.

Shen Jue'er was curious about what Ling Ruoshui would talk about with Luo Yifan, and she always felt that it would not be a good thing.

Ling Ruoshui met Luo Yifan before, she was a weak little woman, her aura was slightly stronger today.

Mu Yechen is more curious than Shen Jue'er, but he has already decided to fulfill Ling Ruoshui and Luo Yifan, no matter how curious he is, he will just hold back and let himself not care.

In a rare tacit understanding, both Shen Jue'er and Mu Yechen stayed in the lobby and did not leave.

In the backyard, Ling Ruoshui was facing Luo Yifan, and said bluntly, "Yifan, let's separate!"

Luo Yifan was stunned for a moment, a little surprised, "Are you still angry with me?"

"No!" Ling Ruoshui shook his head and smiled softly, "I was angry at first, but then I stopped being angry."

"Last night, I thought a lot about everything from before to now."

"I was very weak when I was a child. After my mother passed away, I started to rely on myself and then became strong."

"When I met you later, I realized that I was still very cowardly. I loved you too much, and loved you carefully."

"The better you are, the more I'm afraid of losing. In fact, deep down, I'm not very confident. I'm not sure that I can catch you for the rest of my life."

"Actually, we are not suitable. My personality is too meek and rigid. It will be boring for you to be with me."

"You are a joker, but you never joke with me."

"You are not serious in front of others, but you are too serious in front of me."

"I have suspected countless times that you don't like me that much, but your kindness to me makes me deceive myself again and again."

"Ruoshui..." Luo Yifan stepped forward, held Ling Ruoshui's hand, with a serious expression, "I like you! You are not deceiving yourself!"

"No!" Ling Ruoshui shook his head, tears welled up in his eyes, and he tried his best not to let himself cry, "You don't understand, you don't understand what liking is, what love is!"

"Either you want to marry me or you love me!"

"I didn't quite understand it before, but then I did."

"A man who wants to possess a woman is not necessarily love, but if he loves a woman, he must want to possess."

"Mu Yechen has kissed me three times, but you haven't kissed me once."

"We have been together for more than a year, and you have never done anything outrageous to me."

"I keep telling myself, you are a gentleman, a modest gentleman, but are you? Are you Luo Yifan?"

"If you really love a woman, can you sit still?"

"I feel so humiliated, so ashamed, I don't have an iota of charm for the man I love."

"That's not it!" Luo Yifan held Ling Ruoshui's shoulders with both hands, and looked straight into her eyes, "It's not that you are unattractive to me, but every time I want to kiss you, Mu Yechen will come out to make trouble."

"Hehe!" Ling Ruoshui smiled bleakly, "You wanted to kiss me, but Mu Yechen came out to make trouble, but where were you when he kissed me forcibly?"

"You don't need to prove that you like me, these are not important to me anymore, I am not left over from others, and you don't have to be a bastard!"

Ling Ruoshui pushed away Luo Yifan's hand, turned and left.

"Ruoshui..." Luo Yifan grabbed Ling Ruoshui's arm, "I'm the bastard, talking nonsense, don't be angry anymore!"

Ling Ruoshui smiled bitterly, he thought she was just angry until now, she couldn't deceive herself anymore.

Luo Yifan doesn't like her, never did!

Luo Yifan and Mu Yechen, one doesn't love her but tries to be nice to her, the other loves her but hurts her desperately.

They are all sick!
(End of this chapter)