There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 470 I Don't Plan to Think of You Again!
"Then, midsummer, is it Situ or the prince!?" Xu Lemei hurriedly asked Li Shengxia.

Li Shengxia cleared his throat, "Cough, guess what!" After finishing speaking, he walked away, "I'll go first, bye!"

"... Sheng Xia, how can you be so cruel, how can you have the heart to leave me alone, without answering a single question, you are going to kill me..."

"Lemei, you are enough!" Pei Yunke tugged Xu Lemei, who was exaggeratingly posing as being abandoned, and couldn't help breaking down and helping her forehead.

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When Li Shengxia went to the hospital, he saw Mo Nianchen sitting in a wheelchair, in a daze in the hospital yard.

His side face still looked so pretty, he looked at the blue sky, as if he was remembering something, but he seemed to have no memory at all.

A basketball fell in front of him, and he seemed to be going to lower his head to pick it up, but he tried twice but failed.

Suddenly, a feeling of annoyance rose from his heart.

She walked over quickly, picked up the basketball for him, and threw it to the junior high school student in the playground next door.

Li Shengxia remembered that Mo Nianchen was still helping her to take care of her father and let him try to recover, but... now it was his turn.

Mo Nianchen frowned at her, and when he saw it was her, he turned around and was about to leave.

She hurried to catch up: "Where are you going, I will push the cart for you."

"Don't bother you." Mo Nianchen said coldly, pushed the wheelchair and left, but the wheelchair was stuck at the stairs, and he couldn't get up no matter what, the inexplicable feeling of irritability made him smash the wheelchair twice angrily.

"Don't blame yourself!" Li Shengxia grabbed the wheelchair and said to him: "This is a normal thing, it's not your fault, it's just that a stone stuck the tire under the stairs."

She said pushing him back.

He said coldly, "You don't need to worry about me!"

She was not angry, but picked up the stone that stuck his wheelchair just now, and said to him: "Life is like the ladder in front of you, climb up step by step, and one day you will reach the end, but before that , you may encounter many setbacks, like this humble stone, stumbling your footsteps. But it is not your fault, it is just a test of life for you. As long as you bypass it, you can continue to move forward .”

Mo Nianchen was silent and did not speak.

Li Shengxia continued: "Now, when you encounter a stone in your life, don't try to break through it so hard, it may scratch your tires, you can choose to go around it, so that you will soon find another stone. Road……"

"What way?"

"There are many paths to happiness, not necessarily the one you choose now is the right one." Li Shengxia said, "At the beginning, I was also steadfast in my choice, but in the end, I realized that sometimes, I believe that What you see may not necessarily be right, and what you see may not necessarily be true."

Mo Nianchen frowned coldly: "What on earth are you going to say? That I'm going the wrong way now, and chose the wrong person!? I should choose to be with you, is it correct?"

"That's not what I mean, I just want you to find yourself as soon as possible."

Her voice was calm, but his was irascible.

"My own what? Why should I get it back? What did I forget? I just forgot you. Since I forgot you, it means that you are not someone important to me. Since I forgot you , I don’t intend to think of you anymore!”

"You don't have to think about me." Li Shengxia clenched his fists, took a deep breath, and said to him: "But you have to face yourself, don't lock yourself in the dark, hiding won't make things better, just pretend everything It didn't happen."

"Enough! I don't want to listen to you! How many times have I told you, please don't appear in front of me again, don't you have self-esteem? Why do you repeat!? Didn't I tell you that you are annoying? Every time I see you, I feel very irritable. If you really want me to get out of the darkness as you said, please don't show up again, so I should get better sooner! "

A sourness flashed across Li Shengxia's heart.His rejection of her is much deeper than she imagined, but she won't give up just yet.

She opened the bag, took out a music box from it, and said to him:
"Mo Nianchen, do you remember this music box? I took it back when I went back to City Y with you on a business trip."

"At that time, we were only teenagers, and you lived next door to me. One year, I fell in love with this music box and wanted to give it to you as a birthday present. In the end, I saw exactly the same one in your drawer. "

"At that time, you told me that she was given to you by a girl who admired you. You have no interest in this kind of thing, so you insisted on giving it to me. I felt that I was humiliated by you, so I refused to accept it. You threw it into the trash can in a fit of anger. Later, I went to pick it up again..."

"However, I never dreamed that it turned out that you bought it for me. Because you didn't know how to tell me that you bought it for me, you just said it was given to you by someone else. You forced it to Me, not because you don't like it, but because you intended to give it to me, and you know I like it..."

Mo Nianchen frowned and looked at her, as if he had no impression at all.

She continued:
"I know you can't remember, but when I saw this music box in a window cabinet in 'Ten Miles of Red Makeup', I suddenly felt that it doesn't matter what happened in the past."

"Because you like someone's heart, you won't change easily. You won't suddenly dislike someone just because you're rejected. You won't suddenly let go just because you're coldly treated."

"In the two five years since I left you, we met in a hurry for less than a year, but you are still in my heart and never left..."

"Now, I give you this music box, not to let you recall anything, but just to tell you that I don't hate you anymore, and I don't blame you. I have forgiven and let go of all the past. All good things , not good, everything is in this music box..."

Li Shengxia stuffed the music box into his arms, and continued:

"I know, you don't want to see me, but I have no way not to see you. As you said, if you love someone, you want to be with him, and you want to see him all the time, even if you are hated, even if you are rejected Being left out in the cold still can't stop me from loving you."

Li Shengxia finally finished the above series of words before changing the subject: "You haven't eaten lunch yet, I'll go and bring you lunch."

Mo Nianchen frowned to see her leaving back, picked up the music box, and threw it into the trash can without hesitation.

He saw the stone that had tripped him before, and remembered what she had said to him just now, feeling a little irritable for no reason.

(End of this chapter)