There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 396 You are my red makeup.

"Five years ago, I heard that you fell into the sea, and you went crazy. Tan Tianyou also sent me an unrecognizable dead body. Next to the dead body was the crystal bottle I gave you. Do you know how I felt at that time? ?You may not know how much I regretted the decision I made. "

"I have been piecing together you and our past. I always repeat the same mistakes and can't get out of the shadows. Even, Ouyang introduced me to many women, each of them is good and perfect, and I try to forget you... ...But, do you think you are the only one who suffers from male phobia!?"

"Because of you, I can't convince myself to touch other women no matter what."

"..." Li Shengxia looked at Mo Nianchen blankly.

His eyes are so deep, "You are in my heart, so I decided not to eliminate you, so, besides looking for you, I am looking for you. If I can't find you, I will keep looking for you."

"I said these words to you today because I want to tell you clearly that I want you to face me and my pursuit with dignity."

"Don't always escape, always say something to pretend we are strangers, let me forget your nonsense."

"In short, it is impossible for me to forget you, unless you burn my memory."

"If you don't set off this fire, don't ask me why I keep pestering you."

"Take a good look at your own heart, take a good look at me, go back and think about our past, present, and future."

"Even if your choice is not me, at least treat me fairly and treat the person you decide to choose."

"Get me out of your heart completely, and then consider letting others live in."

"Otherwise, it would be too unfair to that person."

"Okay, I'm done. 'Ten Miles of Red Makeup' also has a movie theater, let's go to a movie together."

"..." Li Shengxia still stayed there.

But he suddenly changed his relaxed tone: "Don't think about anything now, think about it when you go back. Don't waste this last night."

With that said, he pulled her towards the cinema in front.

Li Shengxia was already petrified by what Mo Nianchen said...

She feels so confused now.

This was the first time he had spoken to her in such a tone.

It seems that every word is very serious, after careful consideration, and it seems that it is just a dialogue that came up on the spur of the moment...

If what he said is true...

If he is really different from before, will she give it a go this time, will there be a different result?
this man...

She has been in love for too many years, for too long, she has been trying to forget, and has been trying to escape.

However, if you really try to forget, the more you will be unable to forget.

The more you try to escape, the more you cannot escape...

After all, it is the first love.

After all, after loving him, he never loved anyone else again.

Because of him, she lost the ability to love.

But he, he said, he also...

How could he be...

How could he be...

In the world he owns, too many things are at his fingertips.

For example, he can buy this street at will, rebuild it at will, and create a mirage, a beautiful phantom——

Let her drown.

Make her confused.

Let her be at a loss.

"Movie..." Li Shengxia muttered two words, "It won't be... the same as last time, right?"

"Which time?"

"The one we first saw..."

"So you still remember."

"It can't be true, can it?"

"Yes!" Mo Nianchen said, "This is the city of memories, so it's full of memories, and we can only do what has happened."

"..."

"When you leave this street, you will return to reality. When you are inside, indulge yourself." Mo Nianchen said, "Isn't it great!? When you are dreaming, someone will accompany you."

"..."

Yes, when she was dreaming, she was actually accompanied by him.

She thought that in this dream, she would never meet him again.But she met him again.

She passed a fountain that was exactly the same as the one where they had their wedding photos taken...

The emergent memories, and the shattered wedding photo...

Cruel and beautiful...

Watching the movie silently, looking at the picture in the movie, remembering that time, they met Ouyang and others unexpectedly in the movie theater.Thinking of the popcorn scattered all over the floor, thinking of the screams she made when she thought he had night blindness and helped him walk outside...

Thinking, too much, too much...

I have already watched it once, why did I watch it again, and still feel that this movie is scary...

She has always felt that the past is the kind of memory that can never go back.

But today, he took her back to the past.

Back to the past that she thought she could never go back to.

Is he telling her that as long as she wants to, there is nothing she can't go back to?
She obviously couldn't burn her youth, her memories, this phantom, this phantom city.

Why don't you dare to go back to the past?
Loving him again is very difficult, very difficult, something that scares her...

But is it really impossible?
Her heart began to fluctuate again.

The movie theater here is very quiet, just him and her.

This is the third time she has watched a movie with him.

The first time, it was a horror movie.

The second time, it was a romance film.After reading it, she turned around and left...

The third time, it was a horror movie.

The same movie, the same person, the same location, different moods.

love, love...

Is love a matter of one person, or a matter of two people?

She doesn't know anymore...

Love him, she once said, although this decision was very difficult, she didn't want to say sorry...

The results of it……

She escaped anyway.

Had he been trying to find a way to get her back?
Because of this game, if only he is playing alone, he will look very boring and lonely...

in fact……

She also faintly wants... wants to go back again...

Even if it's fake.

The thing about having him, in fact, was so beautiful.

Beautiful things are always memorable...

Whether it's sweet, lonely, painful, or boring.

After all, it is part of the memory.

Don't want to forget, don't want to destroy, don't want to just... become strangers to each other?

Li Shengxia turned his face slightly and looked at Mo Nianchen beside him.

He seems to be the same as before, but also seems to be different.

It was that face, which seemed deeper than before.

That was him, who stretched out his hand, but was no longer qualified to hold it tightly.

After watching a movie.

The two finally walked out of the 'Ten Miles of Red Makeup'.

Li Shengxia reminded herself, don't look back, don't sink, don't fall into the trap.

(End of this chapter)