Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 56 The Man's Tears (4)
"Xia Mu!" Shu Yawang called his name loudly, tears fell, she stepped forward, held Xia Mu's hand tightly and said, "Xia Mu, I like you, I really like you, I want to live with you, I want to Give you happiness, I really think so."

"Then Yawang, what about your happiness?" Xia Mu looked at her and asked softly, "Can I give you happiness?"

"Yes!" Shu Yawang looked at him stubbornly: "You can."

Xia Mu didn't speak, but frowned tightly, looking sad.

"Xia Mu..." Shu Ya looked anxiously, pressed his arms, looked at him and said, "Enough, enough, we have suffered enough, so let's be together, huh? These days are not very good Aren't we happy? Why are you doing this? Why don't you trust me? I really want to be with you! Why don't you trust me?"

Shu Yawang cried sadly, Xia Mu stepped forward, hugged Shu Yawang gently, his eyes gradually darkened: "Don't cry, don't cry. Yawang, don't cry, I understand, we are together, we are together."

Shu Yawang hugged him tightly, crying in his arms: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be angry with me, I will definitely throw them away, this time I will really throw them away."

Xia Mu didn't speak, he knew that she could get rid of this box of letters ruthlessly, but could she really lose the person in her heart?

can she really
Will she really be happy if she is forced to be with herself like this?
The next day, no one woke Shu Yawang who was sleeping, Xia Mu still left, even the kissing fish necklace on Shu Yawang's neck was gone.Shu Yawang looked for him in a panic, only to see a letter on the table, which read: Let love be free - Xia Mu.

Holding the letter paper, Shu Yawang kept saying, "Why did you leave? Why didn't you believe me? Why?"

Shu Yawang slumped to the ground holding the letter paper, she didn't cry this time.

She stopped crying, never cried again, because the boy who told her that when you cry, I want to kill someone has left her.

When Zhuzhu came back, she saw Shu Yawang like this, sitting silently in the corner of the living room, so silent that she passed in front of her without noticing her, and only saw her when she came out from the room. she.Zhuzi was taken aback, patted his chest and said, "What are you doing? Sitting there like a ghost, trying to scare people to death?" Looking around, he asked suspiciously, "Where's Xia Mu?"

Shu Yawang was silent for a while, then said, "He's gone."

"Gone? Why?"

"He said to set me free." Shu Yawang closed her eyes, inserted her hands into her hair in pain, and held them tightly, "Freedom? What is freedom? I don't need him to set me free at all."

Zhuzi sighed, walked over, squatted beside her and looked at her seriously and asked, "Yawang, did you stay with him because of guilt and because you wanted to make up for Xia Mu?"

"I……"

"Don't rush to deny it, think about it carefully, do you really love Xia Mu? Do you love Tang Xiaotian more than Tang Xiaotian?"

Shu Yawang closed her eyes hard, frowning tightly.

"Yawang, if you don't love him enough, then let him go. In fact, you should also let him go." Zhuzi looked at Shu Yawang.Shu Yawang looked at her blankly, her long hair hanging down her cheeks in a mess.

"Don't you think Xia Mu deserves a sincere and complete love?"

"Yes, he deserves it." Shu Yawang's tears fell drop by drop, "He should have had a bright future, a love like a dream, a warm family, his life should be the best..."

"Yawang..."

"I know I should let him go, but..." Shu Yawang lowered her head and murmured, "But, I love him, why don't you believe me?"

"I really love him. I really want to be with him. I want to see him every morning when I wake up. I want to say good night to him every night. I want to give him a warm home. I want to make He is happy...I love Xia Mu! Really love him..."

How could she not love him?From the time she saw him standing in a pool of blood with a gun, from the time he opened the ambulance to save himself, from the time he told her that the child could be killed, her heart had been broken bit by bit. His love penetrated, gnawed away, swallowed up, and she fell in love with him long ago without knowing when.

Yes, she is guilty, how could she not be guilty?She ruined six years of his life.

Yes, she wanted to make it up to him, but she had thousands of ways to make it up to him, but she chose to be with him.If it wasn't for loving him, she would never have done this, because she also knew that the proud Xia Mu would not accept this kind of guilt-like love.

She can't forget Tang Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian is an important person in her life, she really can't forget, but she has gradually forgotten the feeling of loving him, maybe after a while, she can completely Forget about him and face him calmly.

It's her fault, it's because she didn't express clearly enough, it's because she did something that misunderstood him, she really deserves it.

"Then you go to him! Tell him clearly."

"He doesn't believe it, he doesn't believe me."

"Then you say until he believes it, Yawang, didn't you say you want to give him happiness? Then go!"

Shu Yawang raised her head: "Yes! I'm going to find him and make it clear to him that I will never let him sneak away again. No matter where he goes, I will follow him."

"Come on! I support you." Zhuzi clenched his fists and cheered her on.

Shu Yawang called Uncle Zheng and begged him to tell her about Xia Mu's whereabouts. Uncle Zheng was reluctant at first, but after Shu Yawang begged for a long time, Uncle Zheng told her that Xia Mu was now living in a five-star hotel in W City , I will take the plane to the United States at ten o'clock tomorrow morning.

Shu Yawang hung up the phone, put on her coat, and rushed out the door!
She figured it out.

This time, she won't hesitate anymore,
She will hold his hand tightly,
She would look him in the eye and say "I love you" seriously until he believed it.

(End of this chapter)