Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 133 Black Wings (3)
"Do you want me to go there too? I'm good at coaxing children."

"No, it's too late, don't come out, it's not safe."

"Okay, you go home early, too."

"En, bye." Tang Xiaotian hung up the phone, walked to the seat opposite Shan Shan and sat down.

"Why don't you eat? You must be hungry after crying for so long, eat some." Tang Xiaotian pushed the hot noodles forward, shook his head alone, and said with sobs, "I'm not hungry."

"I bought them all. This is my dinner money. I'm not even willing to use it. I want to save it for going online tomorrow. I'm sorry if you don't eat it." Tang Xiaotian brought the noodles in front of him and picked them vigorously. The heat dissipated, and when the noodles were almost warm, he pushed them back in front of Shan Shan: "Eat some, you will feel better when you are full."

"En." Shan Shan pursed his lips, took the chopsticks handed over by Tang Xiaotian, and lowered his head to pick up the noodles, but he didn't pick up a single noodle even after several times.Shan Shan grew up in the United States since he was a child, and he doesn't know how to use chopsticks at all. Naturally, he doesn't know how to use chopsticks to pick up noodles.Tang Xiaotian also noticed it, he got up and sat down, took the chopsticks in Shan Dan's hand, picked up the noodle bowl on the table, picked up a small chopsticks and blew the noodles, and fed them to her mouth.

Shan Shan was slightly taken aback, it was the first time someone fed her like this, since she could remember, she had been eating with a spoon by herself, she raised her head to look at him, her nose was a little sore, it was only two days, she I have experienced so much warmth from a brother I just met, and I know what true caring is, but why can even an outsider treat me so well, but my family hates her so much?

Shan Shan lowered her head, remembering the conversation between her parents just now, tears could not help but ran out again.

Dad said it made her sick to see her.

Mom said she did it on purpose to make her sick of Dad.

Shan Shan opened his mouth tremblingly, took a mouthful of noodles with Tang Xiaotian's hand, tears also slid down his cheeks, flowed into his mouth, swallowed bitterly with the salty taste of the noodles.

I don't feel delicious at all, and I don't feel hungry at all, but I really like being fed like this.

Just like this, she lowered her head and cried while eating the noodles Tang Xiaotian fed her.

In fact, Tang Xiaotian is not a person who can comfort others. His personality is too bright and his world is too sunny. He doesn't understand the suffering of the little girl in front of him. To comfort her, he felt that doing so would make her feel better.And his mouth is too stupid to speak, and none of the gorgeous language and gentle words can come out of his mouth.

He clearly knew that she was crying, but he could only touch her head and comfort her softly: "Don't cry, your snot will be eaten by you."

"It's not pretty when you're crying."

"Hey, my brother will take you out to play tomorrow, okay?"

Shan Shan raised his hand, wiped away his tears, and said with a smile while crying, "En."

Tang Xiaotian reached out to pick up a napkin from the dining table, and wiped Shan Shan's face: "Little girls, why do you like to cry so much?"

He remembered that when Shu Yawang was this age, she always cried a lot, if she touched her a little bit, and she didn't like her, she would cry upside down, no matter how much he followed her behind her to apologize, it was as if tears didn't cost money.

After eating the noodles, the rain had stopped. Tang Xiaotian walked alone on the road washed by the rain, and the branches on both sides dripped from time to time, hitting their bodies and heads. After leaving, he raised his hands for Tang Xiaotian to hug, Tang Xiaotian hugged her kindly and asked, "Tired?"

Shan Shan nodded, wrapped her arms around Tang Xiaotian's neck, and put her face on his shoulders. In fact, she was not tired. She just wanted to be hugged and held like this, so that she could feel that she was being cherished and treated by others. .

(four)

There was no one in the hospital anymore. Although the corridor in the inpatient area was brightly lit, it still made people feel gloomy. Fortunately, Tang Xiaotian was brave enough to hold Shan Shan who was already asleep and got on the elevator without paying attention. Walked to the 602 ward.

In the ward, Shan Dan's mother was still awake, and her frowning revealed her anxiety. Seeing Tang Xiaotian coming back with Shan Shan in her arms, she got off the bed excitedly, held on to the cabinet weakly and took two steps, and went up to call her daughter. name.

Tang Xiaotian put Shan Shan on the hospital bed, and said softly, "Shh, she fell asleep."

Shan Shan's mother sat down on the edge of the bed, looked at the tears on her daughter's face, and wiped them distressedly for her. Tang Xiaotian whispered, "Auntie, I'm leaving first."

"Hey, thank you." Shan Shan's mother quickly thanked her.

Tang Xiaotian glanced at her, turned around and wanted to leave, after thinking about it, he turned around and said, "Auntie, I know this is your family matter and I don't want to talk too much, but I think that no matter what conflicts you adults have, it can't affect you." To the children. Because of your persistence and stubbornness, it is really okay to let the growing environment full of hatred and pain alone?"

Tang Xiaotian glanced at the little Shan Dan, and said with some distress: "Just because of some of her father's words, she cried for a long time. She is still so young, how can she bear her father's disgust. Auntie, sometimes too persistent will Injure those around you."

Shan Shan's mother bit her lip, lowered her head and said angrily, "What do you know as a child?"

"I'm sorry, I did offend." Tang Xiaotian also felt that he had made a mistake, and after apologizing softly, he couldn't help but said: "I just think Shan Shan is very cute, and I hope she can grow up happily and innocently."

After Tang Xiaotian finished speaking, he bowed politely and turned to leave.

Shan Shan's mother stared blankly at her daughter on the bed. When she named Shan Shan back then, she also hoped that she would grow up simple and happy.

But because of her willfulness, it made her suffer, right?

It would be great if I didn't fall in love with that man back then, even if I married a man I didn't like so much, I would be happier than now, right?

Shan Dan lowered her eyes, stroking her daughter's round and smooth cheeks with her thin fingers, her little nose was red from crying for too long, and her eyes were slightly swollen. She kissed her daughter's forehead distressedly, and lay down Beside her, holding her, gently coaxing her to sleep, just feeling someone beside her, opened her eyes slightly, saw it was her mother, held her mouth a little aggrieved, turned over angrily, and turned her back to her.

Shan Shan's mother asked softly, "Are you angry with your mother?"

Just don't talk.

She took her little hand, put it on her lips and kissed it, and said softly: "Just be good, forgive mom, mom is wrong."

Shan Shan pursed his lips, turned back, looked at his mother and said, "It's okay to forgive you, but you can never let me go back to my father's house."

"Okay, Shan Shan will never go back." Shan Shan's mother gently stroked her daughter's soft hair, and said softly, "But you still have to live at Dad's house during this time."

"I won't go!" Shan Shan heard that he wanted to go home, his whole face wrinkled, and he turned his back on his body and shouted: "I don't want to go back to Dad's house!"

"You can't stay with mom in the hospital if you don't go back." Shan Dan's mother hurriedly persuaded: "Shan Shan, be good, after a while, when mom gets better, I will take you back to the United States. From now on, you will only be with mom. OK?"

"Really?" Shan Shan asked in disbelief.

"Really." Shan Shan's mother nodded.

"Great!" Hearing that he would never have to go back to his father's house or see Shan Yi'an again, he rushed over excitedly and hugged his thin mother happily.

Shan Shan's mother smiled, hugged her daughter, looked out the window, thinking about her obsession for so many years, although she couldn't let go, but just like the boy said, she couldn't destroy Shan Shan, and she couldn't let her only treasure be blinded. into the dirt, into the abyss.

Thinking of the man's unfeeling words, she hugged Shan Shan tightly in heartache, and said sadly: "Shan Shan, when you grow up, don't fall in love with a man who you belong to."

"What does it mean to belong?" Shan Shan blinked and asked innocently.

"It's someone who already likes someone else and doesn't like you." Shan Shan's mother explained softly.

Shan Shan frowned, somewhat incomprehensible: "Since he doesn't like me, why should I like him?"

"Yeah...why do you like him?" Shan Shan's mother smiled, her eyes filled with bitter tears. Why did she like him?She didn't know why, but she just couldn't stop loving him...

Even if it ended up like this, I don't feel regretful.

"Mom, you're crying again." Shan Shan reached out to wipe away tears for her mother.

At that time, Dan Dan really felt sorry for his mother who cried sadly every night, but he really didn't understand, why his mother spent her whole life loving someone who didn't love her.

People who don't love me, I don't love, isn't that all right?
Wouldn't it be sad and hurt?
Mom is so stupid, she doesn't understand such a simple truth.

(End of this chapter)