Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 121 Our ending is a sad and short dream (3)
But even if he didn't want to hear it, Xia Tong's news kept coming to his ears. The patient in the next bed said: The girl who sent him here died a terrible death, her internal organs were torn apart but she didn't notice it, as if nothing happened. Crying outside the emergency room, she died suddenly outside the operation not long after.When she died, her eyes were wide open, as if she didn't believe that she would die like this, she opened her eyes forcefully, the death-like eyes were full of dry blood clots, Wenxiu's facial features were wrinkled into balls, congealed into A look of pain and despair.

The nurse at the hospital said: The girl's body was cremated on the third day, and the ashes were brought back to her hometown by her mother who came from the countryside.The girl's mother cried for a long time in the morgue. She threw herself on Xia Tong's body and cried and confessed. She shouldn't have sent her to the city, she shouldn't have let her leave her mother, she shouldn't have abandoned her just for her own happiness she.

The nurse said that even though she was used to watching life and death and was tired of hearing the crying, she was still infected by the mother's sadness, and her eyes were secretly red.

No matter what the people around him said, Qu Weiran, who was lying on the hospital bed, did not respond at all. He lost his glasses, and his vision was hazy. He stared blankly at the ceiling with his dull eyes.The doctors thought that he had been hit too hard and lost his sanity, so they left him alone.

One day, the nurse who was fetching water for Qu Weiran was planning to change the medicine for him. As soon as he opened the ward, he screamed in fright. In the ward, Qu Weiran's infusion tube was pulled out of the bottle and put into the mouth.His face was livid, and his body convulsed and trembled in pain.The nurse hurried forward, pulled the tube out of his mouth, and rang the emergency bell.After a while, the doctor on duty rushed over: "What's going on?"

The nurse repeatedly reported: "The patient blows a large amount of air into the blood vessels, causing severe hypoxia in the lungs, and is now in a coma."

While listening to the report, the doctor rescued Qu Weiran.After a quarter of an hour, he finally recovered his breathing. The doctor wiped the sweat from his brow and said, "Patients in this bed should pay more attention. They have serious suicidal tendencies."

"Yes." The nurse nodded quickly, patted her frightened heart, and looked at the pale and fragile young man on the hospital bed. The people under it are usually desperate and want to die once.He just lay there quietly, his face ashen and lifeless.

The nurse lowered her head, sighed in pity, suddenly thought of something, and ran out quickly.After a while, she ran in again, holding a blue candy tin box in her hand. The tin box was crushed and deformed. The originally flat and smooth rectangle was squashed into a piece, which was very distorted, with dry hair still stained on it. black blood. "I found this in the bag you were carrying on the day of the accident. I saw that there was something in it, so I kept it for you." His original clothes and satchel were stained with blood, and had already been thrown away after being cut on the operating table. , the things in the satchel were also crushed so that nothing was intact, only this iron box, a blue corner protruding from the pile of tatters, was seen by the careful nurse.

Qu Weiran suddenly trembled as if he had been struck by an electric current, his empty eyes were focused on the candy tin box in the nurse's hand, he quickly reached out and grabbed it, and held it tightly on his chest, The nurse quietly left the ward and watched him secretly at the door.She thought he would open the candy tin box immediately, but he didn't, and kept clutching the candy tin box tightly, as if he wanted to rub it into his heart.

The nurse suddenly felt that the young man in the ward was really pitiful, so pitiful that she, who had nothing to do with him, felt a faint heartache.

In the days after that, the candy tin box became his treasure. When he was awake, he held it in his hand, faced the sun, looked up, his beautiful eyes were always slightly squinted, and sometimes there would be a flash of light; When falling asleep, I press the iron box tightly to my chest, like hugging a hot water bottle in the cold winter, press it hard on my chest, but as if afraid of breaking it, I carefully leave a little space for it .

The young female nurse never understood, why didn't he read it?Since you attach so much importance to this tin box, why are you so reluctant to open it?She wanted to ask him, but felt abrupt, so she finally endured it.She will never know that the blue iron box, the boy, has never opened it all his life, because the boy feels that as long as he doesn't open it, Xia Tong will have something to say, and he will have nothing to do with the world. There is also nostalgia, her soul must not be able to rest in peace, she will hover around him and cannot leave.

So, even if it is a soul, he wants to keep her by his side, and wants her to be his when she is alive, and still his when she dies...

Qu Weiran was discharged from the hospital two months later. The long summer vacation of his senior year was almost over. He walked out of the hospital and walked slowly on the street under the scorching August sun.He kept walking, as if he had no destination, from the hot noon until dusk, and finally stopped at the gate of a high-end residential area.He wanted to go in, but was stopped by security: "Who are you looking for?"

Qu Weiran, who hadn't spoken for more than two months, opened her mouth gently and said, "Yan Rui."

"Wait a minute." The community security made a phone call, and after a while held up the phone and asked, "What's your name?"

"Qu Weiran."

After the security guard said a few more words into the phone, he turned to him and said, "Go in."

Qu Weiran didn't thank him either, and walked straight in. After passing two small high-rise buildings, he saw the person he was looking for in the garden of the community.Yan Rui was standing in the garden with a big Labrador retriever, and the big dog was running around her excitedly.Yan Rui looked up and saw Qu Weiran, she untied the rope around the dog's neck and let it run freely.

Yan Rui raised her eyes and stared at Qu Weiran quietly, before she opened her mouth for a long time and said, "I heard you committed suicide?"

Qu Weiran remained silent.

"Then why aren't you dead?" Yan Rui sneered coldly, "Xia Tong is dead, why aren't you dead!"

Qu Weiran ignored her sarcasm, raised his head, looked straight into her eyes and asked, "When she died, was she in pain?"

After asking this sentence, the two people at the scene felt as if they were being pricked by needles!

"Pain?!" Yan Rui closed her eyes tightly, remembering the slowly disappearing temperature in her arms that day, and her gradually heavy body, she couldn't help hugging herself tightly, but she still felt cold all over her body.She took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Only God knows whether she is in pain or not. She was still worried about you at the last second before she died. In her heart, your safety is more important than her life. She even She didn't notice anything wrong with her body at all. She didn't even know that the blood on her face was shed by herself. In her eyes, nose, and ears, it was obvious that she had bled so much herself, but she couldn't see it at a glance. Can't see, this idiot! This idiot who can only hide in my arms and cry, that guy, just keeps crying, keeps crying..."

Yan Rui burst into tears as she spoke, she bit her lip hard, endured it for a while, and said in a choked voice: "She doesn't know herself, she is going to die..."

Yan Rui broke down in tears as she spoke. She raised her hand and covered her eyes vigorously. The Labrador who ran away seemed to feel the sadness of its owner, and immediately ran back, threw itself on Yan Rui, stretched out Tongue, licking her cheek, circling her anxiously.

Qu Weiran kept his head down, staring at the ground with red eyes and asked, "What did she say at the end?"

"She said: I'm so scared."

"I'm so scared... I'm so scared." Qu Weiran kept repeating this sentence foolishly, tears fell from his eyes instantly, and the sadness that had been suppressed for two months seemed to be slowed down and hit his face like a tsunami Coming, the blow made him unable to stand still, he couldn't move, and he was in pain like suffocation.He was like a dying fish, biting the back of his hand vigorously, panting hard, and sobbing suppressedly and violently.

Those memories about Xia Tong suddenly surged out violently, surrounding him tightly!

She said: Qu Weiran, I protect you, and I will definitely protect you.

She said: Qu Weiran, I will work hard, work hard to grow up, work hard to become stronger, and work hard to build a family of my own. I will love and love my family very much, and will be very good to them. Therefore, Qu Weiran, Do you want... to live in my house?My home in ten years?
Qu Weiran knelt down bit by bit, couldn't bear it any longer, the sound of weeping leaked out of his lips, why Xia Tong, who had been looking forward to growing up, didn't even live to be 18 years old?
That idiot child, that child who only sees me in his eyes, that child who loves me wholeheartedly and kindly to death...

I will never see you again...

i can no longer hug you...

I can no longer hear your voice, look at your smile, beg you to give me all your love...

Xia Tong, Xia Tong, don't leave me behind...

We made an agreement, you live for me, I live for you, since you are dead...then I too...I too...

"I saw the man who killed Xia Tong at Qu Ningyuan's house."

Yan Rui's cold voice came from above her head, and Qu Weiran looked up at her in shock.Yan Rui's eyes hesitated for a moment, but she still said it: "I checked him, he is Qu Ningyuan's mother's subordinate, he has killed people for her family, and has been in prison."

Yan Rui squatted down, tied the dog leash for the Labrador, turned her back to him and said, "Let me say this, if you still want to die, go ahead."

After finishing speaking, she didn't stay any longer, turned around and walked to the building not far from the garden. She looked straight ahead and said softly in her heart: Xia Tong, I know you like him and you don't want him to die, so I put Facts tell him that if he does this, he will definitely survive...

Then you must be happy, right?
Xia Tong, you always tell me that you want to protect Qu Weiran, but you must have never imagined that when a person who has nothing wants to protect another person who has nothing, the result will be such pain.

Yan Rui stopped sadly, and hugged herself tightly against the wall, but no matter how much she hugged her, she didn't feel warm. In her arms, the cold body temperature of Xia Tong when she left would always remain forever.

In the distance, the figure of the boy in the garden gradually became blurred in the dark night.

(End of this chapter)