Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 115 What Is Love (3)
"So you really want to kill him?" Xia Tong's voice receded from the gentleness and weakness of the past amidst the sound of spring water in the mountains, with a trace of reason and coldness.She looked at Qu Weiran disappointedly, her eyes were full of pity and disbelief.It was just a fleeting guess, but she didn't expect her to guess it right.How she wished she was a little more stupid, just a little more stupid.

Qu Weiran stopped and turned around, the cold mountain wind blew his hair up, he stood on the huge rock like that, looked up at Xia Tong, there was no panic and shock in his dark eyes Dodging, he even faced her a little calmly, without speaking or defending.

The two looked at each other like this, Qu Weiran didn't move, Xia Tong jumped down the col and stood on the rock not far from Qu Weiran, the wind blew her long hair, Xia Tong suddenly figured out why the climbing safety rope was so strong Why did he, who always hated Qu Ningyuan, offer to go up the mountain to find him? It turned out that from the very beginning, his purpose was not revenge, but to kill him?
"Do you really hate him that much?"

"Correct."

"If I beg you, can you stop?"

Qu Weiran shook his head slowly: "No, since I cut off the climbing tools you gave him in your dormitory that day, there is no way to stop."

"But!" Xia Tong couldn't calm down anymore because of his refusal, she exclaimed excitedly, "But, after you do this, will you feel at ease? Ever since you killed the lunatic, you have been having nightmares every day , you obviously never have a happy day, why can't you forget these? Why do you have to aggravate your sins and stain your hands red? You clearly said that you want to be a good boy. "

Qu Weiran listened carefully, and after she finished speaking, she smiled as always, with a slight twitch of despondency and self-abandonment in the corners of her mouth.He nodded and said, "Yes, I said that I want to be a good boy, but I also said that there is a devil living in my heart!" Qu Weiran paused, covered his head and said in pain, "It gnaws on the child every day." Eat my reason, tear my heart, drive me crazy, crazy! If I want to suppress this demon, I can only become worse than it. If I don’t want to dream of a madman again, I will kill another person , anyway, I am covered in sins and filth. You know, rather than killing him, I hope someone will kill me."

Xia Tong looked at him distressedly. She always knew that he was in pain, but she never thought that he was tortured by the demon in his heart so much that he didn't want to live anymore. Killing or being killed made no difference in his eyes. All he wanted was relief.

Xia Tong choked up and said: "Qu Weiran... Stop it, he is your brother after all, don't be blinded by hatred anymore, if you continue like this, you will only live in more pain."

"Brother, is he considered a brother?" Qu Weiran laughed crazily, "If he were my brother, he wouldn't want to let me have nothing when he was enjoying money, status, power, and father's love! I don't want to accept my fate anymore! I don't want to Let others slaughter me again, I will get what originally belonged to me! And he is the biggest obstacle to my scramble for these, and the root of my hatred, the chief culprit who drove me crazy! So..." Qu Weiran pulled Qu Ning far away Get up, push down...

Xia Tong saw that he was really going to kill him, and quickly shouted: "Don't! Don't do this! If you push him down, then I will jump down too!"

Qu Weiran stopped moving and looked back at her: "What are you talking about? Are you going to die with him?" His eyes were full of anger that was about to rain.

Xia Tong looked straight into his eyes and nodded slowly.

Qu Weiran lowered her head, suppressing the crazy anger and jealousy with a low and cold voice: "You think I care?"

You think I care?
Yes, would he care about his own life or death?All along, she was the only one who was afraid that he would abandon her and not want her, only she kept telling him that she liked him, loved him, and wanted to protect him, but what about him...

He just accepted what she gave, but never said "Qu Weiran loves Xia Tong, loves her like Xia Tong loves Qu Weiran, and can't leave her like Xia Tong can't do without Qu Weiran".

he never said...

Xia Tong was stunned, she was suddenly not sure, not sure that he would care about her, about her life and death, about her feelings.But even so, Xia Tong still looked at him stubbornly, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe that Qu Weiran really didn't care at all, so she said: "You care, you care about me."

"Xia Tong, I told you, don't be a stupid woman." After Qu Weiran finished speaking, without hesitation, she pulled Qu Ningyuan up forcefully, pushing him down the cold pool bit by bit as if in slow motion : "But you are always fooling around."

This time Xia Tong didn't scream, nor was she dumbfounded like before, she jumped up suddenly, facing the wind, flew over, grabbed Qu Ningyuan's arm, closed her eyes, followed him, and went down together come down.But as soon as she fell a little, she was suddenly hugged by someone. The man was very strong, roaring like a wounded lone wolf, trying to pull her up, but he couldn't stop the falling force , Even the man fell down.

The three of them fell into the cold pool together, splashing a splash of water, piercing spring water poured in from all directions, Xia Tong was so cold that he opened his mouth wide and wanted to scream, the spring water poured straight into his lungs from his mouth and nose, and a terrible feeling of suffocation followed. , the more breathless I want to breathe.She opened her mouth wide, but could only pour cold spring water into her lungs.Xia Tong instinctively struggled to swim upstream, but the cotton coat on her body was soaked in water, pulling her to sink faster like a heavy stone tied to her body.In a panic, she could feel a force, bypassing her neck, and forcefully took her upstream, but after all, the man's strength was too weak to pull the weight of the two of them, swimming stopped after a while, and fell down Some.Xia Tong opened his eyes and saw Qu Weiran holding his breath in pain, a string of bubbles came out of his mouth, Xia Tong's consciousness gradually dissociated.She raised her hand weakly to hold Qu Weiran's hand around her neck, really wanted to pull him away, really wanted to tell him: Forget it...

Forget it, Qu Weiran, don't save her.

If this is what you want to do, even if it's killing people, I will help you...

It's just that I can't forgive myself, so please let me die with Qu Ningyuan, I just want to die with him now.

However, Qu Weiran refused to let her get what she wanted, he was always so domineering, and his willpower was shockingly strong.He gritted his teeth and dragged Xia Tong and Qu Ningyuan ashore with all his strength. Xia Tong supported the bank and coughed vigorously, coughing up all the water in her lungs. Her whole body seemed to be falling apart. Usually, there were patches of white light flashing in front of her eyes, and she felt dizzy and nauseous. She greedily breathed in the cold air, and before she could feel the feeling of escaping from death, someone grabbed her body tightly and lifted her up!She heard Qu Weiran shouting in her ear with a furious voice: "You actually jumped down! You really jumped down for him! You fell in love with him! You fell in love with him!"

Xia Tong was so dizzy that she couldn't even open her eyes. She wanted to explain, but the acid water in her stomach kept vomiting out.Qu Weiran suddenly threw her away, pressed her whole body up, and then tightly grabbed her neck with both hands: "Even you betray me! Even you don't want me!" Xia Tong opened his eyes with difficulty, looked at Qu Weiran, only deep anger and extremely twisted madness remained on the young man's handsome cheeks: "You want to die? Want to die with him? Didn't you say that you only live for me? Now you want to live for him Die! You liar, liar!"

Qu Weiran pinched Xia Tong's neck and yelled in an almost crazy voice: "You actually fell in love with him! You actually fell in love with him! No! No!"

Xia Tong only felt that he really wanted to choke her to death. His hands pinched her neck so hard that she couldn't breathe at all. The lack of oxygen in her brain made her struggle hard, but her strength was not as strong as his. Even the struggle was futile, just when Xia Tong thought he was going to die, Qu Weiran let go of his hands.Xia Tong fell to the ground, panting heavily, and stared at him with wide eyes in horror, while Qu Weiran was also looking at her closely, her beautiful eyes were red and red, and there was something crystal and translucent swirling in them.He gently stretched out his hand towards her, but she backed away in fear for the first time.The shining tears in his eyes finally slipped down, and she saw him looking at her sadly, crying, "Xia Tong, don't abandon me, don't abandon me...you are the only one I have..."

Xia Tong was so shocked that she couldn't speak, a series of accidents made her faint.At the moment when the sky was spinning, she thought, she must have been dreaming just now, in the dream, she saw Qu Weiran crying, and in the dream, she heard Qu Weiran say so scared...don't abandon me.

Ah, no, no, even if I dream, I will never dream of Qu Weiran saying such words...

From childhood to adulthood, the person who was afraid of being abandoned has always been her.

(End of this chapter)