Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 111 What Do You Think About Me (5)
Xia Tong's heart was in turmoil, or in other words, her heart had never been at peace, and she herself knew that this was not good.However, she couldn't refuse Qu Weiran, she couldn't leave him alone, she said she would always stand by his side, so she forced herself to persevere, even if she felt dirty, shameless and bad.But today, under Yan Rui's accusation, Xia Tong couldn't hold on any longer. She regretted it, really regretted it.For the first time, she clearly realized that no matter how much a woman loves a man, she should stick to her moral bottom line and basic principles. She loves Qu Weiran, and she can do anything for him. This is beyond doubt, but These things should not be based on hurting others. She was wrong, really wrong.

Xia Tong called Qu Weiran, she wanted to see him, wanted to talk to him, even if she couldn't say a word when she saw him, she still wanted to see him.

It took Xia Tong three phone calls to find Qu Weiran, his voice was hoarse and slightly tired.He asked on the other end of the phone, "What's wrong?"

Xia Tong bit her lip, hesitated for a moment, and whispered, "I want to see you."

"What?" Her voice was too small for him to hear clearly.

"I want to see you." Xia Tong said again.

"now?"

"Ah."

"Come out, I'll wait for you in the playground."

"Yeah." Xia Tong held the phone, waiting for a 'beep', the phone was disconnected, and she gently hung up the phone.Xia Tong is always like this, every time she waits for Qu Weiran to turn around first, leave, and hang up the phone before she leaves quietly.

The girls' dormitory is not far from the playground, and it's just down the stairs through a garden path, but the boys' dormitory is closer to the playground, just downstairs.It was already 8 o'clock in the evening, and the playground that was noisy during the day seemed a little cold. There were still a few students playing under the basketball hoop near the street lights.In the depths of the playground, there is no light, and it is pitch black. You can vaguely see a red bright spot flickering in the darkness. When you get closer, you can see him. The smoke, the deep silhouette, blended alone with the dark night.

Xia Tong walked over and took the cigarette out of his hand, threw it on the ground, and stomped it out: "Why did you start smoking?"

"Those guys in the garage smoke."

"If someone smokes you, you smoke? When did you lose your mind?"

"I just don't want to be in second-hand smoke."

"Unreasonable." Xia Tong reached out and snatched his cigarette again, threw it on the ground and stomped it out, "Don't smoke, your cough hasn't recovered yet!"

Qu Weiran shrugged indifferently, looked at Xia Tong's face blurred by the backlight and asked, "What do you want from me?"

Xia Tong's eyes hesitated for a while, then he twisted his hands unconsciously, lowered his head and said falteringly: "I have something to tell you..."

Qu Weiran didn't answer, but kept looking at her, motioning for her to continue.

Xia Tong secretly glanced at Qu Weiran: "It's...it's...me...me."

It's just that I don't want to seduce Qu Ningyuan anymore!Xia Tong yelled in his heart, but nothing came out of his mouth.Annoyed, she bit her lip hard but couldn't speak!I really can't say it!She was so afraid that after she said it, he would be angry, and he would ignore her and never believe in herself again.He must feel that if even she is unwilling to help him, if even she betrays him, then he will be the only one left in his world, and he will be sad, maybe it will become more gloomy and terrifying than now. Weird and perverse.

Xia Tong clenched her hands tightly, closed her eyes tightly, and looked pained, what should I do?She really can't say it, she really hates her personality, why is she like this?Make this kind of decision for a while, and make that decision for a while, vacillating from side to side, like an idiot!Alas, crazy!

"I promise you."

"Huh?" Xia Tong looked up in surprise, only to see Qu Weiran smiled, stretched out his hand and pulled Xia Tong's broken finger away, and said softly: "Whatever you want to ask of me tonight, I will promise you So, don't worry about it, just say what you want to say."

"Really?" Xia Tong couldn't believe it.

"Really." Qu Weiran's voice carried a hint of a smile.

Xia Tong raised her head and looked at Qu Weiran vigorously. At this moment, she suddenly felt that her Qu Weiran had come back again, that kind, gentle, and always considerate boy, standing in front of her again.At this moment, she couldn't feel the resentment in his body, the hatred in her heart, and she couldn't even find a trace of coldness in his eyes.

"Qu Weiran." Xia Tong called his name cautiously. She was a little afraid, a little afraid of waking him up, and a little afraid that this gentleness would just flash away like a flash in the pan.

"Ok?"

"Can I, can I not seduce Qu Ningyuan? I...I don't want to do this." After Xia Tong summoned up the courage to finish speaking, she lowered her head, looked at her toes, and waited quietly like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced Judge's answer.

Qu Weiran raised his hand, grabbed a strand of Xia Tong's long hair and pinched it in his hand, and said in a normal tone: "Yes."

Xia Tong looked up in surprise, "Are you not angry?"

Qu Weiran glanced at her: "Why should I be angry?"

"Because... because I didn't listen to you, because I didn't want to help you... I..." Xia Tong looked at Qu Weiran's indifferent expression and asked, "Are you really not angry?"

Qu Weiran shook his head and said, "Don't be angry."

"Are you really not angry?" Xia Tong looked at Qu Weiran's face seriously and suspiciously.

Qu Weiran asked with a relaxed smile, "Am I such a stingy person?"

"Huh?" Xia Tong stared straight at him and asked strangely, "You're in a good mood today? Did something good happen?"

"No." Qu Weiran smiled mysteriously, "It's just that everything that should be done has been done."

"doing what?"

"It's nothing." Qu Weiran didn't answer, took a step forward and naturally held Xia Tong's warm little hand, and changed the topic, "Come with me to eat."

"You finished what, tell me." For some reason, Xia Tong felt vaguely uneasy.

Qu Weiran smiled without saying a word, and walked forward without haste.Seeing that she couldn't ask, Xia Tong was a little disappointed, and followed along with her head down depressed. It took a long time before she realized that her hand was being held by him.Xia Tong's heart started pounding at that moment, her face blushed with joy, and she couldn't stop smiling, but she wanted to stop laughing, so she could only lower her head and curl her mouth vigorously, but even so, Still can't hide the happiness and sweetness on her face.

Xia Tong always felt that this winter was very cold and long, but today, she actually felt so warm that her palms were sweating.Xia Tong couldn't help worrying, would Qu Weiran feel uncomfortable holding her sweaty palms?Do you want to take it back, wipe it clean and give it to him?
But, but, she doesn't want to let go...

After finally being able to hold his hand, she never wanted to let go.

Sure enough, the wonton stand in front of the school hadn't closed yet.The stall was very small, with only two tables, a couple was already seated at one table, Qu Weiran and Xia Tong were sitting at the other table, and the bowls and chopsticks that a customer had eaten on the table had not been cleared away.Xia Tong put the bowls and chopsticks aside, pulled some napkins, and wiped the place where he and Qu Weiran sat, after a while, Qu Weiran's wontons came up.Xia Tong didn't order, she had already had dinner, and she didn't feel hungry, but a white spoon was held in front of her, and there was a steaming wonton in the spoon, Xia Tong said a little stiffly: "I have eaten It's dinner..."

"Are you sure you don't want to eat?" Qu Weiran asked with a funny smile.

Xia Tong hesitated for a moment, and sullenly ate the wonton that Qu Weiran fed.Well, she's not hungry, but she doesn't feel full either.

Qu Weiran supported her head and looked at her with a smile: "Xia Tong, you know, I can't stand you watching me eat since I was a child. It makes me want to give you everything I eat."

Xia Tong twisted her fingers reflectively: "I also know that I am delicious, but I can't control myself, and I don't know why."

"Because you have been hungry since childhood, you have an almost abnormal greed and desire for food." Qu Weiran scooped up the new wontons brought by the boss with a spoon, "Just like me."

"Like you what?"

Qu Weiran paused for a moment, then shook his head: "It's nothing, eat quickly, it's getting cold."

"Oh." Seeing that he was unwilling to speak, Xia Tong stopped asking, and lowered his head to eat obediently.Qu Weiran lowered his eyes halfway, and the steaming steam in the wonton bowl made his sight blurred.He was a little absent-minded, but he himself didn't know what he was greedy for, whether it was money, power, or feelings.Maybe both, he is such a person, always wanting the best, but always getting nothing.Qu Weiran thought mockingly, maybe, this is the so-called heart higher than the sky, life thinner than paper.

(End of this chapter)