Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 104 When Heaven is Far Away, Please Let Me Accompany You to Hell Rampant (2)
"You, you are too indifferent to brother Ningyuan, this is not good." On the way back, Yan Rui said while sitting on the bus.

Xia Tong looked out of the car window and didn't answer.The bus drove past the street where Qu Weiran worked, and Xia Tong looked hard into the auto repair shop.

Yan Rui put her head in her hands, leaned on the chair and said, "Actually, I think Qu Ning is far better than Qu Weiran."

The auto repair shop flashed by, Xia Tong didn't see Qu Weiran, looked away disappointed, and said in a low voice: "Qu Ningyuan is very good. But, liking this kind of thing doesn't mean you just like whoever is good. Even if Qu Weiran has flaws all over his body, I still like him, even if he becomes the worst person in the world, I still like him." Xia Tong smiled lightly, "In this world, no one can compare with him except you."

After hearing this, Yan Rui turned her head happily and asked, "Why except me?"

"Because you are a woman and he is a man." Xia Tong smiled, "I like you the most for women, and I like him the most for men. It will never change in this life!"

Yan Rui hugged Xia Tong happily: "Haha, I like you the most too, as much as I like being promoted!"

Xia Tong pushed her away angrily: "Hmph, compare me with your dog!"

"The promotion is not a dog, but my son." Yan Rui corrected her seriously.

Xia Tong burst out laughing, and said helplessly, "Well, it's your son."

When the two returned to school, there was still more than half an hour before the afternoon class, and there were only a few people in the classroom sitting or reading or sleeping.In the innermost row of seats in the classroom, only the last one sat a boy. The boy was lying on the table in a light sleep, and occasionally a series of coughing made his thin back heave up and down.Xia Tong looked at him anxiously, Qu Weiran seemed to have lost weight again, he was already very thin, after a serious illness, even his cheeks were sunken, and the outline of his face became as cold and hazy as a knife cut.

Xia Tong took a cup of hot water with his own cup and gently placed it on his desk. He didn't open his eyes, his beautiful eyebrows were tightly frowned, and Xia Tong's eyes were caught by the ones in his hand. Attracted by frostbite, she gently clenched her hands, raised her hand and pushed the cup forward, and the warm cup touched his hand.Qu Weiran retracted his fingers, opened his eyes, looked at Xia Tong, just opened his mouth, and coughed again.

Xia Tong quickly raised his hand and patted his back. After a while, he said in a voice that had coughed until it became hoarse: "Thank you."

"Drink some hot water." Xia Tong pushed the water glass forward.

Qu Weiran took both hands and held them calmly. The afternoon sun shone in through the window, his face was a little blue, and thick dark circles appeared under his originally clear eyes.He was as lifeless as a dying person, without the sharpness and anger that he said he wanted revenge that day.Xia Tong was suddenly frightened. If he didn't even think about taking revenge, would he feel that life would be meaningless?Did he want to leave her alone and leave by himself?
Xia Tong grabbed Qu Weiran suddenly, bit her lip, and looked at him with red eyes: "Qu Weiran...you, you can't..."

Qu Weiran smiled bitterly, and closed his eyes tiredly: "Fool, I won't die."

"But you...but you have been coughing for a long time, why is it still so serious?"

Qu Weiran lowered her eyes, her voice seemed a little helpless: "I don't know."

"Let's go to the doctor, let's go to the hospital." Xia Tong pulled Qu Weiran and said, "See a doctor, it will be cured immediately."

Qu Weiran didn't move, and grabbed Xia Tong: "I have already been to the hospital, and the doctor also prescribed medicine, and I will be fine if I take it on time."

Xia Tong asked in disbelief, "Really?"

"real."

Xia Tong always believed in Qu Weiran, as long as he said it was true, she would never doubt that it was a lie.Sometimes, Xia Tong herself felt that she was stupid, but even though she felt so countless times, when Qu Weiran told her it was true, she would still believe it without hesitation.

This is Xia Tong, a girl who is too stupid to be cured.

This silly girl looked at the lifeless Qu Weiran, as if she wanted to please him, she nervously sat on the seat in front of Qu Weiran, and whispered: "Qu Ningyuan invited me to his Christmas party, I... ...I, shall I go?"

Qu Weiran, who had always lowered his eyes, slowly raised his eyes, a light flashed in his eyes, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he uttered a word cruelly: "Go."

Xia Tong's heart seemed to have been stabbed countless times with fine needles. She gritted her teeth, clenched her fists tightly, and asked with difficulty: "Then...then what should I do?"

Qu Weiran smiled, the smile lit up his pale handsome face, a flame called hatred and madness burned in his beautiful eyes. "You don't have to do anything, just go. You have to spend more time with him and know everything about him, so that you can match what he likes."

Xia Tong lowered his head, nodded vigorously, and opened his eyes wide, trying to force back the tears in his eyes, but the teardrops still fell from the eye sockets disobediently.

Qu Weiran clenched his hands that had been lying flat on the table, turned his eyes away, raised his head and looked straight out of the window, and said in a deep voice, "It's too late for me to refuse now."

Qu Weiran closed his eyes gently, he didn't know what answer he wanted to hear, he wanted her to refuse, he didn't want her to be with him for a minute, not for a minute!But another crazy voice in my heart shouted, no, I can't let her refuse!He wants revenge!Revenge!

Qu Weiran shook his head vigorously, he didn't know which voice in his heart to suppress, he was going crazy with contradictions, maybe he was already crazy.He has inherited the thoughts of a madman, and is driving himself on the road to madness step by step!
Hahahahaha, he suddenly wanted to laugh, laughing at himself for being stupid, laughing at himself for being an idiot, laughing at himself for not escaping fate after all, laughing at himself for becoming a lunatic in the end.

"I'll help you." Just when Qu Weiran was about to fall into a state of madness, a soft voice entered his eardrums, and the voice said softly, "As long as you are happy, I will help you with everything."

Qu Weiran recovered from the crazy thoughts, looked at her indifferently, looked at her, and suddenly laughed, she was crazy, she was crazy like him.

"Stupid, Xia Tong, I told you not to be a stupid woman."

"No, I am willing." If this can reduce the hatred in his heart, as long as it can make his body healthy, as long as he can return to his original appearance, then she is willing to be a bad woman for him, a person who plays with others Emotional bad woman.

"I'm willing to be stupid for you." This was her decision, a decision that betrayed her own conscience, her own moral bottom line, and even betrayed herself.Xia Tong smiled softly, she suddenly thought of Qu Weiran's mother, that beautiful woman who devoted herself to others for her husband and was someone else's mistress, is that woman also the same as her?Love a man who may be hopeless.

Is that woman, like her, dying of a terminal illness because of love...

Christmas Eve came quickly, and winter night always came very early, before 6 o'clock, the sky was already completely dark.When Xia Tong and Yan Rui walked out of the dormitory, the sky was filled with white snow.The first snow in winter, with some rain, is a little wet. When you raise your hand to catch it, the snowflakes instantly turn into water droplets in the palm of your hand.

But even so, the dark sky was still lit up by white snow, like flying stars, flying around people little by little, and the children screamed excitedly.Yan Rui put away her umbrella, opened her hands, and screamed and circled in the snow.Xia Tong took down the open umbrella, raised her head, and looked at the white snow that kept falling from the sky. The icy cold hit her face, and the icy temperature spread to her whole body, making her body and her heart change. It's freezing cold.

Turning around and looking in the direction of the teaching building, through the snowy sky, she seemed to see a beautiful young man in white in the corridor on the third floor, looking at her from a distance, with a forced face of strength, behind the thick glasses, but full of tears. Intense suffocating sadness and reluctance.

"Xia Tong, let's go." Yan Rui called Xia Tong not far away after playing with the snow.

Xia Tong put on her umbrella, turned around and walked forward step by step, but for some reason, something warm flowed across her cold and numb face.

"Why are you crying?" Yan Rui bent over and asked distressedly.

Xia Tong wiped her eyes and asked in disbelief, "Did I cry?"

"Stupid." Yan Rui hugged her, "Don't go if you don't want to go, why are you crying?"

"I... I don't know either." The grievance frozen in Xia Tong's heart seemed to melt away in her gentle embrace. She hugged her friend tightly and said in a low voice, "I don't know either. uncomfortable."

"Stupid." Yan Rui clumsily coaxed, "What's wrong with you?"

Xia Tong shook her head and didn't answer, just hugged Yan Rui and didn't move.Yan Rui said helplessly: "Xia Tong, you are really made of water, you cry so much."

"I'm sorry." Xia Tong let go of Yan Rui, raised her hand and wiped her tears, ashamed to apologize for always causing her trouble.

Yan Rui touched her head and said with a smile, "If I were a man, I would never let you cry."

Yan Rui was telling the truth, she always felt that Xia Tong was very beautiful when she cried, and it was very distressing. When the tears fell drop by drop, she was also sad.Years later, when Korean dramas became popular all over the country, Yan Rui looked at those Korean drama heroines who were crying pitifully, and she would always think that when they cried, they didn't even look half as good-looking as Xia Tong.

Xia Tong, after many years, she misses her so much...

(End of this chapter)