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Chapter 603 Cocoon of love: the loneliest person who wants to love but cannot love
When Liu Feiyan fled Dongcheng, Shen Huayan was not used to it.

He was not used to having female creatures by his side, let alone women getting close to him.

These habits of his are more or less related to Ms. Xue's education.

After a major change in his family, he changed from a little noble son to a violent tyrannosaurus.

When he and Ms. Xue first moved to Bei'an, he didn't want to go out of the house, and he didn't like to communicate with others.

He didn't even want to take another look at Ms. Xue, every time he saw her in a wheelchair, he would think of the elegant scene when Ms. Xue and Shen Han were dancing.

It turns out that not all good things can be kept. Shen Han was once a loving father and a good husband, but in the end he was instigated by a terrible woman to kill his first wife.

How happy I was once, how painful it was when my family was broken and my family died.

One day, he saw wrinkles around Ms. Xue's eyes and white hair on her temples. At that moment, he suddenly realized that Ms. Xue was the one who was hurt the most.

Ms. Xue likes to tell him fairy tales before he falls asleep, even if he no longer believes in fairy tales.

Time is a good medicine, and many scars can be buried in the flood of time.But some wounds are so deeply carved that no matter how much time passes, they cannot be erased.

Ms. Xue taught him to be a kind child since he was a child, and taught him not to be contaminated with the bad habits of rich men who like to play with women.

Later, without Ms. Xue's reminder, he was sure that he would not become a man like Shen Han who betrayed marriage and love.

Meeting Liu Feiyan was the biggest accident in his life.

At first he thought this woman was stupid, but later he found out that she was very cunning, and later, he fell in love with her unknowingly.

He knew she had a secret, but he didn't expect that she would run away at the most critical moment.

He was used to her being around, and after she left, his sleep quality became poor.The places where she lived have become his comfort, and gradually he is no longer satisfied with everything in Dream Garden.

He began to go in and out of Guancun.

He occasionally stays overnight in Guancun.While there, his sleep quality improved dramatically.Every night he stayed at Liu Feiyan's house, he would take a "souvenir" with him from there.

Slowly, Liu Feiyan's house became empty, and as time went by, he moved all the furniture in Liu Feiyan's house back to Dream Garden, and put it in a certain room on the fourth floor.

Later, there was no furniture in Liu Feiyan's house that he could move back, because he moved Liu Feiyan's entire family back to Mengyuan.

At this moment, he began to suffer from insomnia again. He missed Liu Feiyan like crazy, and the thing he wanted to do the most was to catch her back and fuck her to death day and night.

Wen Ze probably knew that Shen Huayan's insomnia had nothing to do with Liu Feiyan, so he reminded Shen Wangfang that Liu Feiyan left, maybe they could pay homage to her parents instead of her.

At that time, Wen Ze was still joking that this time she couldn't bring her parents' graves back to Dream Garden.

Not long after, there was a trip to the cemetery. Shen Huayan saw the tombstone of Liu Feiyan's parents, and also saw a picture of her mother.

After Liu Feiyan's parents had an accident, he thought that all grievances and grievances had come to an end.Later, he remembered the hatred in the past, and knew that the woman had a daughter, so he directly ordered someone to deal with the other party.

After Liu Feiyan fled, he never checked her parents, but he never thought that Liu Feiyan's mother was the enemy who ruined his family.

At the moment when he saw the photo of the tombstone, Shen Huayan's mind went blank.

He never thought that one day he would face a woman who had a blood feud with him in this way.

He never thought that one day he would fall in love with his enemy's daughter.

This thought was fleeting, and he realized that he loved Liu Feiyan.He wished he could tear that woman apart, but he couldn't because of the love of that woman's daughter.

At that time, he even had a crazy idea to pull out the woman from the tombstone and flog the corpse, so as to eliminate his hatred for this woman in his heart.

From this day on, Shen Huayan's insomnia not only got worse, but also became very anxious, which was very similar to the situation after the accident that year.

He wanted Liu Feiyan, but was afraid of facing her.

Liu Feiyan's parents died at his hands, and Liu Feiyan's mother was the chief culprit who ruined his family and made Ms. Xue suffer half of her life.

How could they have a future like this?

Wen Ze told him more than once, give up Liu Feiyan, there are so many women in this world, it is not a pity to miss Liu Feiyan.

He felt that what Wen Ze said was reasonable.

No one in this world can live without someone.After Liu Feiyan left, he was just not used to it, and he just missed her too much.

After listening to Wen Ze's persuasion, he decided not to look for Liu Feiyan anymore.

But he was not happy.He began to drink and smoke heavily, and his addiction to both alcohol and cigarettes became very serious, and once he became alcoholic.It was also from that time of alcoholism that he suffered from stomach problems.

Li Wenze saw all this in his eyes and couldn't bear it.

So he said to Shen falsely that since he couldn't let go, he would bring Liu Feiyan back and take revenge.

Shen Huayan's eyes lit up when he heard the word "revenge", and felt that Li Wenze's words were reasonable.

He didn't seek Liu Feiyan because he wanted to be with her, but because he wanted to get revenge on Liu Feiyan.That being the case, he is not sorry for Ms. Xue, he just wants to avenge Ms. Xue.

That's right!
With the reason to bring Liu Feiyan back, Shen Huayan instantly felt that there was still hope in his life.

He must find Liu Feiyan, must put her by his side, and let her fall in love with him, and cannot live without him.

He finally found Liu Feiyan and asked her to sign an agreement to bring her back to Dongcheng.

He deliberately left her alone, deliberately forced her, and also wanted to seduce her.

He invaded her life in various ways.

He is confident that one day she will fall in love with him, and that one day she will be able to get rid of Liu Feiyan's obsession.

He would wake up in the middle of the night, just looking at her sleeping face, trying to find the shadow of that woman on her face.

Only then did he realize that Feiyan looked very similar to that woman, especially her eyes, which were inherited from that woman.

The strange thing is, looking at Feiyan like this, he actually thinks she is beautiful, and he should hate her.

He knew that things were out of control, and his emotions were also out of control, and he knew that if this continued, he would sink deeper and deeper.

He was even sure that if Feiyan knew the truth one day, she would not be able to forgive him.

Feiyan's mother ruined his family, and he ruined Feiyan's family. They should be natural enemies.

Rather than hating Feiyan one day after knowing the truth, it is better to let her go as soon as possible, give her freedom, and let her have a brighter future.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and he knows that doing so is good for both of them.

In fact, the worst thing he did was to find her back.

Maybe he knew it was wrong, but he still gave himself an excuse to get her back.

He just didn't expect that Liu Feiyan's ability would be so great.Even if she flies far away, she is engraved into his flesh and blood, and integrated with him, which cannot be separated from now on.

When a woman is carved into your body and enters your soul, it proves that you are hopeless in this life.

Therefore, he had only one way, to find her and put her by his side, to suffer together, to be injured together, to live together, and to die together.

He used to not believe in love, but it was Liu Feiyan who let him know that there is life and death in this world.

He wrapped a cocoon, trapped Feiyan, and also trapped himself...

　It's over today.This is a side story about Shen Yuyan that I said a long time ago, I owe it to everyone, and I will add it now.So, in the past, it looked like he was abusing Feiyan, but in fact, Shen Huayan was abusing himself, and he was no better off than Feiyan.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)