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Chapter 453 I Have Depression

Looking at the handsome face in front of her, and the familiar smell in her breath, Xia Ning's mind flickered slightly. The red wine is so tempting, it's always hard to hold back. She slowly closed her eyes, but suddenly a picture flashed in her mind , dripping with blood, filled with the smell of death.

Her mind sank suddenly, she opened her eyes suddenly, and seeing Qiao Yu's face, her expression changed drastically, she pushed him away with both hands, and took a step back, her back hit the railing directly, and her clothes fell to the ground. But she didn't realize it at all, and her whole person looked unsettled.

Qiao Yu looked at Xia Ning's terrified expression, and suddenly thought of something, his brows tightened, "Xia Ning, what's wrong with you, take a deep breath, don't get excited..." He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her.

Xia Ning looked at him coldly, "Don't touch me!"

Looking at her icy pupils, Qiao Yu's hand slowly dropped, and he whispered, "I'm sorry..."

Those mistakes and regrets in the past have already happened, and all he can do is to accompany him in the future to make up for it.

Xia Ning lowered her eyelids, grabbed her head with one hand, and put one hand on her heart. She slowly closed her eyes to calm herself down.

The night wind blew past the ears, taking away all the hustle and bustle. In the dark night, only the shallow breathing of the two could be heard.

It took a long time for Xia Ning to calm down. She put down her hand, raised her head and looked at the man in front of her with a calm expression, "Qiao Yu, it's been four years. If you add the months of being pregnant, it will be almost five years." It’s time. For me, these five years are both long and short. If you want to ask me, have you ever felt regretful or heartbroken because of being separated from you in these five years? Yes, yes, during the first one or two years , I suffered from severe depression."

Qiao Yu's pupils tightened, and seeing Xia Ning's calm expression, his heart throbbed suddenly, depression!

"I know you went to England to investigate me." Xia Ning looked at Qiao Yu, and smiled slightly, "Because you know I'm mentally ill, so you were so nervous just now, right?"

There seemed to be some emotional concentration in Qiao Yu's dark eyes. He had an impulse in his heart to erase the smile on her face, because it was a kind of cruelty for a person to admit that he was mentally ill.

Xia Ning looked at him, smiled, and continued: "Aren't you curious about my life these years? Let me tell you, I lived in a mental hospital for nearly two years! At that time, I would go crazy and even hurt people, everyone They are all afraid of me!"

"I'm sorry!" Qiao Yu looked at Xia Ning with guilt and distress. If he had known about her situation early in the morning, he would never have agreed to the divorce.Now, apart from saying sorry, what can he do to smooth those scars.

"It's nothing!" Xia Ning smiled lightly, "Suffering is sometimes a kind of practice, don't you see that my life is much better now than before? I won't be so stupid as to give up myself for someone, I will love myself more, What I lost was only because I was incompetent and not good enough, so I was out, so I don't blame you for giving up on me!"

"That's not it!" Qiao Yu suddenly stepped forward, grabbed Xia Ning's shoulder, and said in a deep voice, "After the divorce, I have looked for you! I have never given up on you!" He couldn't see what she was doing with such a picture It doesn't matter, she feels so far away from him like this, too illusory, as if she doesn't really exist.

　Six shifts a day, the author works during the day and has no time to update, so the update time is mostly in the early morning and evening.

　　
　
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