The national goddess is super attractive

Chapter 306 Time Poison
But in a blink of an eye, the little girl has grown so big, and her temperament is completely different from when she was a child.

While Chu Qingyan was proud of her, his thoughts turned to Song Huange.

He deliberately didn't think about her all day long, but there were some things that could be ignored if he didn't want to.

After such a long period of fermentation, the pain hit him like a torrent, forcing him to suffocate, as if he was about to suffocate.

Chu Qingyan leaned on the sofa in pain, and when she closed her eyes, it was full of Song Huange's smiles and their happy past.

Fate played a big joke with them...

He forced her to give up her dream by breaking up, and she countered him with a flash marriage. Even if she gave up her dream, she would not be with him.

Chu Qingyan couldn't forgive himself, if it wasn't for his selfishness, he would still be able to see Song Huange now, instead of getting the news that she had both children but passed away early.

Meng Ling, Song Huange's youngest daughter, Chu Qingyan hoped that she would be his and Song Huange's daughter.

But this is something he can never hope for.

It turned out that Song Huange was married to Meng Hongjiang, the man who never gave up pursuing her in college... But why did she die in depression in the end?

"Master, what's wrong with you?" As soon as Ning Xia walked out of the bathroom, she saw Chu Qingyan's expression was painful, and her hand holding the sofa was deformed, she hurried over: "Are you making an old mistake again?"

Chu Qingyan is strong in everything, except for migraine, which has never been cured for more than ten years. Every time it occurs, Chu Qingyan will suffer from sleeplessness for several days, which is very serious.

"I'm fine." Chu Qingyan came back to his senses, and realized that his emotions were fluctuating too much, so he forcibly suppressed everything, not wanting to make Ningxia worry too much.

"Master, if you feel uncomfortable, take some painkillers, don't torture yourself like this every time, the iron man will collapse one day." Ning Xia sat next to Chu Qingyan and advised.

"Little girl, why do you think the world is so unpredictable?" Chu Qingyan looked out of the window and asked in a low voice, "I thought I could see her happy smile, but who would have thought that I would never have the chance to see her. "

"No one can blame this. Some people love each other and are destined to have no relationship. Maybe she is very happy now?" Ning Xia said.

Chu Qingyan smiled bitterly: "Master is 48 years old this year, and she has been separated from her for 24 years. I have deliberately ignored her news these years, not because I escaped, but because I was afraid of hearing that she was unhappy..."

"Hush..." Ning Xia put his index finger on Chu Qingyan's lips to stop him from continuing, "If you say that, wouldn't my father blame himself even more, if he was by my mother back then, my mother would be fine of!"

"We are not the same..."

"There is no difference, the ending is the same." Ning Xia stood up, "I used to resent my father, thinking that my mother would not have died if it wasn't for him, but as I grow older, I understand that many things are human What cannot be changed, such as death! So gradually I see it, maybe my mother is in another world now, with her happiness and laughter. Master, people are selfish, but sometimes selfishness may not bring Why don't you let go of what you want?"

Hearing this, Chu Qingyan fell silent.

What Ning Xia said was not unreasonable, but the pain in his heart could not be soothed with a single word.

And in many cases, time is not necessarily a good medicine, it may also be a poison...

Just like him, 24 years have passed, but for him, nothing has passed.

Ningxia knew that Chu Qingyan could not accept such a reality for a while, so she simply gave up persuading, "I filled up the hot water, you go take a bath, I can tell you, if you don't take a bath, you are my master You are not allowed to sleep in the guest room."

"Okay, I found out that little girl, you have grown up and become long-winded, and you are not cute at all."

"Do you still dare to say the word cute?" Ning Xia gritted her white teeth, "I will not bother with you when I was a child, but if you dare to mention cute again, I will turn my face against you. .”

Chu Qingyan surrendered: "Okay, okay, I won't say anything, the little girl is quite vindictive, will I let you coax some good food back soon? As for being so fussy?"

Ningxia's eyes flashed with a dangerous light: "Is that called coaxing? It's just lying! She is simple and kind, and I would have been beaten to death if it were someone else!"

This matter is simply a stain in Ning Xia's life, Chu Qingyan has never been good at cooking, but he is very picky about his mouth.At that time, there was a single woman in her 30s next door who cooked well and made no secret of her liking for Chu Qingyan.

Chu Qingyan wanted to eat other people's dishes but didn't want people to feel that there was a chance, so she urged Ning Xia to cry about all kinds of wrongs with him every day, such as drinking too much, abusing her and refusing to eat, etc., and then the woman had a special heart Well, every day I make delicious food for Ningxia, and Ningxia has to pack it back for Chu Qingyan...

Just like that, Chu Qingyan dragged that woman out for two years, and then she finally gave up on getting married.

At that time, Ning Xia also gradually understood that Chu Qingyan was just a scumbag who didn't want to be responsible and wanted to take advantage of others!For a long time, she didn't pay much attention to Chu Qingyan.

"Little apprentice, I am wronged, am I afraid that I will starve you? Besides, the food outside is not clean, you have to let your father and brother know, and don't bring a gun to kill me? What's more, she likes me, don't you?" I don't know, I didn't want her to feel that there was a chance, so I came up with such a way to reject her." Chu Qingyan explained.

"Hmph, it's obviously you who let me down!" Ning Xia rolled her eyes, and it was precisely because of this that she started to learn how to cook. With today's skills, Chu Qingyan didn't let her continue to cheat on food and drink !

"My dear disciple, don't put such a hat on my teacher's head. My teacher means that June is flying, frost and winter thunder is rumbling..." Chu Qingyan was full of grievances, "If you talk about me like that again, I will be sad .”

"Okay, don't talk nonsense, you talk too much just to avoid taking a shower. Don't think that if you do this, I'll forget about business, and if you don't take a shower, I'm going to lose my temper!" Ning Xia put her hands on her hips, looking like a shrew.

Don't think that she doesn't know why Chu Qingyan is rambling here. For so many years, his bad habit of not liking taking a bath has not changed at all, and she doesn't know what those women who like him like him.
A scruffy old man...

Chu Qingyan saw Ningxia's naked disgust, couldn't help curling her lips, and obediently went into the bathroom.

"If you come out within 10 to [-] minutes of the sound of the water, I'll kick you out immediately. I will do what I promise!" Ning Xia knocked on the bathroom door and warned sternly.

Chu Qingyan... Talking about what kind of experience it is to be under the strong control of an apprentice...

Ning Xia spoke up, all he could do was to be obedient.

Ning Xia returned to the sofa, took out her iPad to browse the news, and suddenly a notification popped up, the smile on Ning Xia's face disappeared instantly, and she sat up straight.

(End of this chapter)