The national goddess is super attractive

Chapter 301
how come?
Ningxia and Meng Beichen immediately noticed Chu Qingyan's strangeness.

"Master, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?" Ning Xia asked with concern.

Chu Qingyan didn't answer, her gaze was fixed on Meng Ling without blinking.

Meng Ling was a little frightened by Chu Qingyan's appearance, and halfway in the car, he shrank back and tried to get out.

"Don't go, kid!" Chu Qingyan came back to his senses and wanted to call Meng Ling back. He probably felt that his voice was too urgent, so he slowed down his voice again, "Come up and sit by Uncle's side."

With that said, Chu Qingyan moved towards Ningxia and patted the vacant spot. ·

Ningxia and Meng Beichen looked at each other, Chu Qingyan's behavior was too weird, how could a person like him be nervous about a little girl?
Meng Ling still looked at him timidly, and then at Meng Beichen.

Meng Beichen nodded, and then Meng Ling got into the car with his head down, sat down in a regular manner, and then shrank back to the side, keeping a distance from Chu Qingyan as much as possible.

"Master, what happened to you?" Ning Xia asked again.

As soon as she finished speaking, Ning Xia suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and the thought that flashed through her mind startled her, Ning Xia frowned, couldn't it be such a coincidence?

Chu Qingyan kept staring at Meng Ling, stretching out his hand several times and then retracting it.

Meng Beichen was also puzzled by Chu Qingyan's actions, but no matter whether Chu Qingyan was malicious or not, he couldn't sit idly by if Meng Ling was frightened: "Meng Ling is still young and ignorant, so you can tell me anything."

It was only then that Chu Qingyan realized that his reaction was too violent, while Meng Ling was already biting his lip and trembling, with panic on his face.

Ning Xia got up and asked Chu Qingyan to change seats with her: "Master, I found that you like to bully children more and more, you sit over there."

"Little apprentice, I didn't..." Chu Qingyan argued, "I just..."

Chu Qingyan opened his mouth, but didn't know how to speak. He looked at Meng Ling as if he saw Song Huange...

Such similar eyebrows and eyes are simply printed from the same mold, how can he be calm?
Chu Qingyan took a deep breath, looked at Meng Beichen, and forced his voice to sound calm: "Beichen, who is your mother, Song Huange?"

The color of Meng Beichen's eyes changed slightly. Ever since his mother passed away, it had been a long time since anyone had mentioned her name. Suddenly hearing those three words from Chu Qingyan's mouth, Meng Beichen's heart throbbed.

The answer was ready to come out, Chu Qingyan didn't even dare to vent his anger, he just stared at Meng Beichen like that, he hoped that Meng Beichen would say yes, but also hoped that Meng Beichen would deny it...

No one else could understand that kind of complicated mood.

Meng Beichen was silent for a long time, so long that people thought he had forgotten the question he asked clearly.

Meng Ling opened his eyes wide, looking back and forth between the two.

Ning Xia only felt that the atmosphere in this carriage was suffocating. Needless to say, Meng Beichen had already confirmed that Chu Qingyan's first love was Meng Beichen's mother.

Because Meng Beichen said that he wanted to fulfill his mother's dream and joined the Whirlwind Organization. His mother had always yearned for the military camp, but she gave up because of marriage...

And when Chu Qingyan talked about his first love, he mentioned that he blocked her dream of joining the military camp, and later got married in a flash...

Meng Beichen also said that Meng Ling looked very similar to his mother, all things combined, plus Chu Qingyan's shocked look when he saw Meng Ling, what could be wrong?
"My mother's name is Song Ge." After a long time, Meng Beichen said slowly.

At that moment, Chu Qingyan's expression changed rapidly, he didn't know whether it was happiness or disappointment.

not her...

"She said that since she got married, there has been no 'huan' at all. So Song Huange has died, and only Song Ge has been there since then. But even Song Ge has been away from us for eight years..." After a pause, Meng Beichen's voice came Unspeakable depression.

Meng Beichen's words slammed into Chu Qingyan's heart fiercely, like an incomparably sharp sword, piercing his blood dripping with blood, causing heart-piercing pain.

His brain was buzzing, his ears were buzzing, he couldn't hear anything, he couldn't see anything...

Song Huange is dead, and only Song Ge is there from now on, but even Song Ge has been away from us for eight years...

Huan Ge, are you punishing me?Chu Qingyan closed her eyes, only feeling pain in her fingertips.

Chu Qingyan imagined the countless scenes of encountering Song Huange, whether they were happy or frustrated or as plain as water... But they never thought that seeing each other again would be forever!
Moreover, she has been dead for eight years!

Chu Qingyan couldn't accept this fact, maybe he had a shameless idea, no matter who Song Qingge married, if he was even a bit unhappy, he would take it back...

But who would have thought that after more than ten years of ignoring her, he has lost the right to own her forever!

Chu Qingyan covered her face with her hands and leaned against her knees.

He didn't make any sound, but both Ningxia and Meng Beichen could feel his grief deeply.

"Master..." Ning Xia called softly.

Chu Qingyan didn't move at all.

Ningxia looked at Meng Beichen, Meng Beichen just shook his head slightly.

Ningxia couldn't help sighing, Chu Qingyan had been single for many years, and there were always women who pursued him, but he never got close to anyone.

At first Ning Xia thought that Chu Qingyan was too demanding, but now he realized that his heart had already been fully occupied by others, and there was no room for anyone to touch him at all.

Father, elder brother, master, uncle Zhan... Every single man around her turned out to be so long-term and dedicated!

"Uncle, if you're sad, you'll feel better if you cry." Meng Ling stretched out his hand timidly to pat Chu Qingyan's back, and said softly, "If you hold it back, you'll get depressed."

Chu Qingyan still didn't move, but Ningxia saw his stiff shoulders loosen.

Ning Xia felt a little heavy. She could understand Chu Qingyan's feelings. Unprepared, she suddenly learned the news that her beloved had been sworn to for many years. No one would be able to accept it for a while, and would collapse...

"I'm fine, let's go back first." After a while, Chu Qingyan raised his head, his expression had returned to calm, as if nothing had happened.

But both Ningxia and Meng Beichen found that his eyes were as calm as stagnant water, without a trace of brilliance anymore.

th……

The calmer it is, the more it shows how painful he is at the moment.

Just like what Meng Ling said, Ning Xia really would rather have him cry than see him like this.

Like a walking dead, without a soul, this is the scariest thing...

Meng Beichen started the car and left. Along the way, the silence in the car was suffocating.

Everyone had different thoughts, and none of them had anything other than Song Huange on their minds.

What used to be a short journey is now extremely long.

Meng Ling peeked at Chu Qingyan from time to time, and Chu Qingyan's gaze was always in front of him, but he didn't have any focus.

Tang Xiaoying's call broke the silence of the carriage. As soon as Ning Xia answered the phone, Tang Xiaoying's eager voice came over.

　Hahaha... A long time ago, Hualou asked the hero to tell his mother's dream, SO, how many guesses are right?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)