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The more he said that, the more curious I became.Don't let me watch it, I have to watch it.When I got closer, I realized that things were different.Between Li Damin and me, there was a thick pile of black stones.This pile of stones sealed the way out of the cave tightly. A hole the size of a TV was opened in the stone at a height of one person from the ground. Looking through the hole, I could only see Li Damin's head.

I lay down at the entrance of the cave and looked in. It was dark inside, and I couldn’t see anything unless I turned on the lighter.

In the dark, there was only my breathing, but Li Damin was extremely quiet, and he couldn't hear the sound of breathing.If I hadn't seen him just now, I even wondered if there was no one there at all.

I retracted my head, polished the lighter, and passed it into the hole to take a photo, and the inside instantly lit up.

It seemed to be a secret room inside, and there was not much space to be seen from the faint firelight, and the surroundings were pitch black.Li Damin sat in the dark, not far from me, but separated by layers of stones, it seemed like two worlds.

He was meditating cross-legged on the ground, his posture was very strange, his whole body was limp, as if there was no bone frame, just leaning against the stone wall.To me, his body looks like the molted skin of a snake, piled up in a pile, like a garment of human skin.His head, on the other hand, was normal, moving freely around his neck, and his eyes were bright, staring straight at me.

Looking into his eyes, for some reason, I suddenly remembered the experience when Master Xie lured his soul onto me. The eyes of the "I" who was possessed at that time were exactly the same as Li Damin's now.Under the flickering of the lighter, his face looked ghostly. Looking at him, I felt an inexplicable fear.

"You..." I couldn't say anything, thousands of words blocked my throat.

Li Damin bared his teeth and giggled in the dark: "This is becoming a fairy, you don't understand."

I didn't know what to say, so I murmured, "Damin, you have to think about your family."

Li Damin didn't say anything, but opened his mouth and sang a melodious and vicissitudes of life song: "Everyone knows that gods are good, only the beautiful wife can't forget them! You express your kindness on your birthday, and you go with others when you die. Everyone in the world knows that gods are good, only Children and grandchildren will never forget! There have been many infatuated parents since ancient times, who has seen filial children and grandchildren?"

This is a good song written by Cao Xueqin in "A Dream of Red Mansions".This is the second time I heard it today.The first time was sung by Master Xie, and the second time was sung by Li Damin.People can't help but lament the impermanence of the world.

Li Damin's singing of this song is nothing more than to express his will. No matter what beautiful wife or concubine, no children and grandchildren, parents are not worth mentioning in front of Cheng Xian.Family, friendship, and love are all small right and wrong in the world, which is equivalent to playing in kindergarten, and the final result is nothing more than nothing in the world.To become an immortal is eternal, and it is the avenue for the unity of man and nature. As long as the "sky" exists, I will exist as long as possible.Not to mention how many supernatural powers this "immortal" can have, just this immortality is enough to make people enviable.Not to mention ordinary grassroots, many emperors and kings throughout the ages have tried their best to find the way of longevity.

But now, depending on the situation, Li Damin seems to have touched the threshold and met the fairy fate.People have their own aspirations, since he wants to become a fairy, I really can't stop him.

As I was thinking about it, Li Damin suddenly asked me: "Old Liu, why do you think a person should cultivate to become an immortal?"

I looked at his face and didn't know how to answer. After thinking for a moment, I said, "For longevity? For wealth? For magical powers?"

Li Damin shook his head: "Buddhists talk about liberation, and Taoists talk about freedom. In fact, they both talk about the same thing. Four words, let go, don't cling. I practice hard, not for some supernatural powers and longevity, but for true detachment. "

I coughed and said, "Then what do you want to transcend? Only when you are in a deep prison will you think of freedom, and only when you are in pain will you want to gain wisdom."

Li Damin's eyes lit up: "Okay, old Liu, you really have roots of wisdom. You put out the lighter, and I'll tell you again, the light makes me uncomfortable."

I had to turn off the lighter and we were plunged into darkness.

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I frowned: "What did you find?"

"It was found that the girl was dead. She died in a car accident. It was an accident. According to the driver's description at the time, the girl walked onto the road in a daze, thinking nothing, and didn't look at the car, so she was hit to death. When she died , holding a button on a boy’s clothes tightly in his hand. The boy attended the girl’s funeral, looked at the cold corpse, and made a wish from the bottom of his heart.”

I was nervous when I heard this story. To tell the truth, this story is very vulgar, but for some reason, my head was sweating and my back felt cold.

"What wish?" I asked softly.

Li Damin said: "If one day, I should be burned like this!"

As soon as the words were finished, a deep blue flame suddenly rolled up in the darkness.The fire came quickly and quickly, and my eyes were instantly blank. I subconsciously took a few steps back, fell to the ground with a thud, and my heart was beating wildly.Through the small window on the stone, I saw the raging fire inside, and the fire was soaring into the sky. I was almost scared to death, Li Damin, don't burn to death.

I quickly got up and looked over. The strange thing is that there is no heat wave in such a big fire, but it is very cool.I saw Li Damin sitting in the fire, laughing loudly: "Haha, the fire is good."

This fire is very strange, it doesn't burn anywhere, it just burns Li Damin himself.It was like he was sitting in a fire.The firelight reflected his pale face.He looked at me with gloomy and sickly eyes.

"Old Liu, do you think this man deserves to be burned?"

Only then did I understand that the hero of the story just now was Li Damin. This kid lived with guilt, and wanted to forget all the past through practice, and felt that burning could make up for his sins.

All these strange and ghostly scenes were beyond my imagination. I stuttered and didn't know what to say. Seeing that the flames had already rolled into his face, I was really afraid that he would be burned to death, so I had to bite the bullet and say: "Well, people can't be resurrected after death. God will forgive young people for making mistakes. If that girl is alive in heaven, I hope you are well..."

"But, my heart hurts... My heart hurts, who knows? My heart is like bleeding. I just know that I love her, I love her." Li Damin's tone was crying, and he didn't sing "The Good Song" just now. That detachment at that time.

I'm really speechless, Li Damin's reasons for cultivating immortals are too sick and ridiculous, you don't need to set yourself on fire if you want to let go.Going out to find a barbecue stand and drinking a case of beer can solve the problem, which is so weird and complicated.

It is also possible that this incident has affected him too deeply, and it has even become a big burden that cannot be unloaded in his entire life.After all, I'm a dick, and I still can't understand such a high level of emotional lingering, so I can only make wild guesses.

The flames gradually extinguished, but Li Damin was still intact.

He looked at me: "Old Liu, do you know how to say 'reborn'?"

My mind was completely confused, I shook my head and said weakly: "I don't know."

His eyes were misty, and he looked up slowly: "A mortal must reborn to cultivate immortality. In this painting, I learned a spell called bone rejuvenation."

My voice was hoarse: "What do you mean?"

"Wash off the debts of future generations, and fulfill my lifelong wish. Take away the mortal bones and exchange for the immortal body, and the broken stones of the third life will become immortals forever." He murmured a series of witchcraft words, and saw in the dark secret room, under the light of sporadic flames, his The body is slowly sinking.

I quickly polished the lighter and looked at it. It was okay not to look at it, but when I saw it, I was scared to pee.The ground where Li Damin was sitting seemed to be a swamp, and he was slowly sinking into it. Not only that, but his body was still rapidly decomposing.

I don't know how to describe it, it's like a meat grinder with upward blades installed under his body.As he descended, his body was crushed by the meat grinder and turned into a pile of meat paste.Li Damin should be able to clearly feel the feeling of crushing every inch of his body. The great pain distorted his facial features. He watched me open my mouth desperately, but couldn't speak.

I was chilled to the bone, dizzy, and could hardly help myself.You can just imagine, in a dark and deep cabin, a living person is being churned into meat paste in front of you, what it feels like.

When his chest was disturbed, Li Damin finally spoke, his mouth was opened very wide, already surpassing the scale of a normal person, like a snake.He struggled and said intermittently: "Old Liu...help me, mother...help me."

At this time, it is estimated that only the Jade Emperor can save him.This scene was too weird and bloody. It wasn't that I didn't want to run, but that my legs were so weak that I couldn't even walk, so I could only slump at the window and watch.

The ground meat grinder touched his neck and stopped moving.There was only his head on the dark ground.Li Damin blinked at me with an extremely painful expression: "Old Liu, why is my body broken, but my heart still hurts?"

Looking at his miserable state, I was sentimental for a moment, and my tears flowed down.It's not called becoming a fairy, it's called self-mutilation, which is essentially the same as burning your hands with cigarette butts after falling out of love.With such a mind, let alone letting go, it would be considered good not to torture yourself to death.

At this time, a very frightening thing happened suddenly. The ground meat paste, like countless red snakes, crawled densely and densely, and gradually gathered into piles, intertwined and entangled with each other, and slowly piled up into a person's body. shape.

Holding the lighter, I didn't feel any pain in my hand after it was burned. The scene at this moment was too terrifying.Another body appeared in the secret room, but without a head, while Li Damin's head was still on the ground, his eyes were blinking, as if he really wanted to combine with this body.

This scene was really weird, completely beyond my psychological capacity, I couldn't bear to watch it any more, I planned to turn off the lighter, go back the same way, and go out to paint.

At this moment, the most terrifying scene appeared. Li Damin's head suddenly moved, crawling slowly on the ground like a snake, as if there were countless tentacles growing under his neck.While crawling, it looked at me with the corners of its mouth raised slightly, as if smiling.This scene is suffocating, and I can't help but think of the scene in "Spirited Away". In the witch's room, there are three green heads bouncing around, uttering incomprehensible ravings.

Li Damin's head followed the reassembled body and slowly climbed to the neck cavity. The head and neck were like two gears, biting and docking, and clamping them up.

Li Damin seemed to heave a sigh of relief: "Old Liu, I come here once a day. My body is crushed and reassembled, like a new life. You should try it too."

I was speechless, and it took me a long time to say: "Did you get a new life? Why do I feel that you haven't changed?"

Li Damin was shocked suddenly: "What do you mean?"

"No matter how many times your body is crushed, you still can't let it go. It's like someone killed someone and buried the body in the ground. No matter how beautiful the flowers bloom in the field, in his eyes, it's still the same. Only the body."

Li Damin was silent and did not speak.

I said, "Damin, letting go is not the way to let go. You have this demonic obstacle in your heart. No matter where you are or in what form you exist, I'm afraid you won't be able to let go."

Li Damin said: "Then tell me, what should I do?"