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I knew that there must be a lot of hidden things here, so I made a posture of listening attentively, but Peng Gang stopped talking, poured a cup of hot water, and sipped it one mouthful at a time.

I was a little impatient and urged him: "What did Li Damin ask you for?"

"Mr. Liu, can I trust you?" He asked suddenly.

I smacked my lips and changed a sincere expression: "Although we have never met before, I can assure you that my character is absolutely trustworthy. I will not spread anything about you (please forgive me, It’s been so long that I can’t resist writing it down.)”

Peng Gang lowered his head and drank water and said: "This incident involves many women in my family. I don't want others to use our women as a joke after dinner. Many people in our society are very bad. Their greatest happiness is to see others suffer."

"The social atmosphere is like this, but there are still good people." I said patiently.

"I also know that it's a big taboo to talk lightly and deeply." He looked at me.

I almost burst out laughing, the little p child also knows how to talk lightly.But I couldn't laugh, for fear that his fragile heart couldn't bear it and walked away.To be honest, at this time, I am itchy like a hundred claws scratching my heart.

At this time, the rice noodles and side dishes we wanted came up, and the steaming pot of rice noodles dilute the atmosphere of the whole conversation. I had no choice but to suppress my curiosity and eat the meal with him first.

During the meal, we didn't speak. Peng Gang seemed preoccupied. I reckoned that he was at war between heaven and man, so he hesitated to tell me.But I think he has made up his mind, otherwise he wouldn't ask me out.

After eating, Peng Gang wiped his mouth gracefully and said, "I trust Mr. Li. Mr. Li said you are trustworthy, so I choose to trust you! Mr. Liu."

"Mr. Bie, I'm older than you, you can call me Lao Liu. That's what my friends call me."

"Then I'll call you Brother Liu."

"Don't call me brother." I quickly waved my hand: "I'm a rotten person, it's too awkward to use an honorific title for me, and it's more comfortable to be called a peer. I'm just a cheap person."

After these words, Peng Gang laughed, and the atmosphere relaxed a lot: "Old Liu, it's like this, let me first talk about the changes after my father came back from the dead."

I took out the cigarette case and handed it to him, he shook his hand to say no, I took out one and lit it myself, changed into a comfortable position, and listened quietly.

"It was my mother who first noticed something wrong with my father. You also know that I often live on campus. Although my home is in this city, I seldom go back. And as a person of my age, there are many differences in ideas and worldviews between my parents and my parents. , The so-called generation gap, usually there is no communication. That weekend, my mother called me to go home, the voice was still anxious, I thought something happened again. Ever since my father came back from the dead, I felt like doing something They are not at ease, like walking on a tightrope. I used to feel that death was far away, but now I understand that disasters and misfortunes are always ready to come in life.”

I slowly puffed out the cigarette. He looked like a baby face, but judging from his speech, he was indeed more mature than his peers.

"I went home. At that time my father was not at home, my mother took me to my room, locked the door, and asked me mysteriously, do you think your father has changed? I was very strange at the time, I don’t know how to say it. I thought about it for a long time before I said that a person who dies and comes back to life must have a different heart. Mom, if there is something wrong with my dad, please be considerate. My mother shook her head and said... "

Speaking of this, Peng Gang looked at me, as if it was difficult to speak.

I sort of guessed what was going on, you could say I was pretty nasty myself.I coughed: "Your parents don't have... that?"

Peng Gang nodded and laughed at himself: "My mother said that since my father woke up, they have never had a married life."

Although I vaguely guessed it, I was still shocked to hear him say that.The shock comes from two aspects. One is that as a mother, how can I talk to my son about intercourse and married life? bedding.I really admire this kid, how can he let such a guarded person open his heart.

Thinking of Li Damin, I suddenly thought, by the way, where is he?If Peng Gang could still contact him, he wouldn't come looking for me as a spare tire.

What did Peng Gang want to say, I waved my hand: "Wait a minute, why didn't you contact Li Damin?"

Peng Gang blinked: "He is missing."

I shivered inexplicably, and a gust of cold air rushed from my spine.I took out my phone, found Li Damin's number and dialed it.

"The phone you dialed is turned off."

"Look at what I'm saying, he's missing, and he can't get through the phone," Peng Gang said.

I was so upset that I called Li Damin over and over again, and my phone was turned off forever.I opened WeChat and left him a message, asking him to contact me as soon as he received the news.

I've done everything I can, and I'm at a loss.Where the fuck did Li Damin go?

Peng Gang saw that my complexion was very bad, and asked with concern: "Are you all right?"

I looked at him in a daze, and he was a little embarrassed to be stared at.I suddenly realized that Li Damin disappeared after talking with Peng Gang. Did he have a clue to investigate the underworld?

"Shall I continue?" Peng Gang asked.

"Well, let's talk." I took out a pen and paper from my bag. Although it was already night, the street lamps and the lamps in the store were all very powerful and bright.I want to write down everything Peng Gang said, go back and sort it out, and analyze the clues.

Seeing that I wanted to make a record, Peng Gang was a little panicked: "Old Liu, don't announce my family's affairs everywhere."

This kid is too guarded, so I patiently explained: "If I sincerely want to publicize it to you, it's the same with my brain. The reason why I use paper and pen is to analyze and analyze it. It's not just about your family. And find my friends."

"If one day you want to go out to announce, I also hope that you use a pseudonym." Peng Gang paused every word.

Looking at his eyes, I suddenly feel a little chilly.Do you know why, I actually saw a trace of murderous intent in his eyes!I know he can't do anything, but the feeling in his heart makes me feel very gloomy.

Really, I'm a little scared!

I hurriedly made a solemn promise: "Don't worry, I won't disclose your family affairs."

Peng Gang breathed a sigh of relief, and he said slowly: "Do you think it's weird for my mother to tell me these things?"

"A little bit."

"When a woman has a husband and a son, she naturally trusts her husband the most. If the husband is gone, who is the man she trusts the most?"

I slowly replied, "Son."

"My mother no longer only regards me as a child as a son. I am now her pillar. To be honest, I am not a particularly responsible person. This feeling is very bad. But there is no way, no matter how bad it is I have to stand up too." He took a sip of water: "My mother is a middle school teacher, and she usually has a heavy teaching task, and the cultural environment in their school is not good, the teachers are very serious, and she doesn't have many friends. When she met When it comes to major and difficult problems, it is normal for me to be the first to think of.”

"Well. Normal." I don't know what to say anymore.

"When my mother talked about not having a married life, to be honest, the first thing I felt was that I was as uncomfortable as you. I was very tired and told her that it is normal for a man to be my father's age, in his 50s, and lack of energy. .And he has just gone through life and death, so don't be too demanding. My mother said, you are a child, you don't understand, the feeling between husband and wife is very subtle. I feel that your father has changed. "

When Peng Gang said this, he let out a long sigh of relief, scratched his head and continued: "My mother said, not only does your father not have a married life, but he is also very indifferent to her in normal life, and hardly touches her."

I can't remember these things at all.I simply threw away the pen, smoking a cigarette and listening.

Peng Gang's parents have a very good relationship. His mother is a teacher and his father runs a company. They are both well-educated and reasonable.The couple respect each other as guests, they haven't blushed for many years, and there is that kind of tacit understanding between husband and wife.But according to his mother, since your father was resurrected, that tacit understanding has disappeared.

His mother wanted to be tender and gentle, but when she touched her husband, he pushed away like a fire, and even found some reason to leave.Okay, during the day you said you were busy with work and hid in the company, so you must come home to sleep at night.In the bedroom, Brother Peng usually waits for his wife to fall asleep before going to bed. He lights a lamp with a book and often sits and smokes, with a gloomy face and a preoccupied look.The couple used to have one quilt, but now they have two quilts and two quilts.Once the woman got anxious and pretended to be asleep, and when the man was going to bed, she raised her head and made a violent appearance.Unexpectedly, Big Brother Peng became angry immediately, threw his wife heavily, jumped out of the bed, pointed at her and said, "If you touch me again in the future, we will separate the beds at night! I will sleep in the living room."

Brother Peng's performance at the time was said to be particularly frightening. The middle-aged man was out of breath and his hair was disheveled.And his eyes were sinister.Their family education is very strict. Brother Peng used to teach his son not to point at others when talking to others, which was very rude.But now, with his index finger, he pointed at his wife's brow fiercely, his tone couldn't be more poisonous!

The wife sat cross-legged on the bed, tears streaming down her face.Brother Peng had an extremely disgusted expression on his face, and said in a low voice: "Who are you crying for? I'm so annoying. I work in a bunch of units during the day, and I have to see your face when I get home at night. Can you sleep or not, get out~ ~!"

The last rolling word, Peng Liang told me, as soon as my dad said it, it was like a steel needle piercing into my mother's heart, piercing so hard, it hurt like hell!

Although the two are still in the same bed until now, they are as cold as strangers to each other.And according to his mother, Brother Peng doesn't seem to be breathing when he sleeps.

I was shocked when I heard this, how can I not breathe?

Peng Liang said: "My mother said that no matter how hard other people sleep, they can feel the heat, gasp, or someone's anger. But after my father sleeps, his eyes are closed, and his breathing is difficult to detect. People feel like a cold corpse. The most frightening thing is that after my dad fell asleep, he seemed to be able to emit a cold air. The coldness dissipated made people shudder, and there was an illusion of staying in the morgue .”