Prophet of Rebirth

Chapter 143 The Dusty Mind

Ye Zhiqiu took the diary mechanically, but he found that the small diary weighed a thousand pounds, making his hands tremble. The faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus from the diary made him feel dazed, and he forced a smile after a while: "Mom and Dad, I'm a little tired and I want to rest."

"Okay, then you rest first, we're going out first, remember to ring the bell if you have anything to do, your dad and I will be outside." Wei Xiuhui seemed to feel something, and pitifully 'touched' Ye Zhiqiu's head, and told him After turning over, he stood up and left the ward, and Ouyang Qiang and the others also retreated quietly.

The main color of the ward is the same white, and the smell is always unpleasant formalin. These two melodies have almost become the independent agent brand of the hospital. With the departure of everyone, the ward suddenly becomes empty It's been a lot, and it's been quieter, but Ye Zhiqiu's heart is still hard to calm down.

Ye Zhiqiu did not rest, but picked up the delicate golden key with trembling hands, inserted it into the keyhole several times in a row, twisted it lightly, and there was a soft "click", as if a door had been opened. At the door of my heart, I gently opened the heavy cover, and a line of beautiful handwriting on the white paper appeared in front of my eyes.

"The first bleak flower petals scattered all over the ground, my heart is restless and melancholy..."

Ye Zhiqiu stared at it for a long time before turning over the title page.

"September [-], [-], the weather was fine. Today was very unlucky. I was hit by a kid with a car and scolded me for blocking his way. This kind of thing is very helpless to go away, I was unfortunately scolded speechless, but I will never let him go..."

"September [-]th, the weather was fine. I didn't expect to find the wicked kid so soon. I gave him a hard lesson today. I don't know how happy I am when I see him suffocating, but I didn't expect it." It was because he was in the same grade as me, and what made me even more unexpected was that he dared to challenge me, and I didn't even think about who this genius girl is. When the time comes, let him lose completely. The condition is very simple. He was bumped by me once, and then I'll scold him again, hehe, I'm a devil little angel..."

"November [-]st, the weather was overcast. The results of the midterm exam came down, but I couldn't be happy. On the surface, I won a small battle before the final battle, but I knew that I lost in secret, that little fart It seems that I have to work harder, otherwise the final exam will become a battlefield at his mercy, Wei Jing, you must not lose, you must not..."

"November [-]th, the weather was sunny. After the parent meeting, there will be an autumn outing. The school will really arrange it, but it's good, I can finally relax and have fun. Thinking about tomorrow's autumn outing, I look forward to it for a while, because my two friends and I The sisters have discussed it, it is very interesting to have a picnic, I don't know how the process will be..."

"November [-]th, the weather was fine. The weather was late autumn, with a slight chill, but I was in a hot mood because I went out in the autumn today. I didn't expect that since the little kid wanted to go with me, he would not only have a picnic but also Grilled fish, the taste is really memorable, what makes me even more curious is that he knows how to drill wood to make fire, and he actually drilled the fire. The moment I watched the flame rise, I felt my heart was burning. However, his business-like exchange makes me very uncomfortable. He actually exchanged the fruits of our labor. forgive you.

The little angel fell into the water suddenly. I really wanted to save her, but I couldn't do anything. I almost put myself in it. At that moment, I really thought I was going to die. I didn't expect him to save me, but I didn't know my first kiss. Was it also taken away during his artificial respiration, this is a season of embarrassment, and it is also a diary that I can never forget, enough for me to remember it in my life, thank you little kid..."

"January [-], [-], the weather was cloudy. The weather was already very cold, but my heart was even colder. I didn't expect to lose the game by two points. It's a horrible two points. I wish I could give it to Eat. The little boy’s bet is very strange, he even asked me to accompany him for a day, although he was very nervous, but he still reluctantly agreed, after all, it is impossible for me to be a person without integrity, and I don’t even think about who this beauty is, huh snort……"

"March [-]st, the weather was cloudy. This year may be the happiest year I have ever lived. The red envelope I received was also the heaviest in my life. The little boy confessed his love to me very romantically. At that moment, I really wanted Crying is not because of pain but because of happiness. It turns out that being loved and hurt by others will really make tears of happiness. At that moment, I realized that the little kid has become a big boy without knowing it. He is very handsome and very handsome. Lovely, I will treasure this love letter forever..."

"June [-]th, the weather is light and rainy. Love is really sweet. Although it is just a look and a movement, it can brew strands of warmth. I feel like I am swimming in happiness. I hope that I will never reach the other shore..."

"May [-]th, [-], the weather was overcast. Recently, there was always a strange uncle delivering flowers in the small forest where I came home. I really hate it..."

"On May [-]th, the weather was fine. An accident almost happened today. It's a good thing to blame the uncle for saving us. Otherwise, the three of us would have been miserable. Those scoundrels should go to hell. I didn't expect the uncle to blame me for fighting." He's handsome, but it's not really annoying to blame Uncle."

"September [-]th, the weather was light and rainy. Today, my parents quarreled again. I really don't know why they did this. Didn't they have a good life before? Why did they say they want to separate? I really don't understand what adults think. If Where should I go when my parents are separated..."

"October [-]th, it was raining heavily. I haven't written a diary for a few days. What happened in the past few days feels like I am in a dream. Zhiqiu is still dizzy. My heart hurts and I can't breathe. If it wasn't because of me, he wouldn't have had this kind of thing happen, it's all my fault, it was me who harmed him, maybe I was born a broom star, I can't get too close to him..."

"October [-]th, the weather was fine. Zhiqiu still didn't show signs of waking up, but I was leaving, heading to another strange city, another strange environment, I couldn't say goodbye to him, I hope I After he left, everything got better..."

"October [-]th, the weather was fine. I'm leaving tomorrow. I've packed up the salute. I'm about to leave this familiar town. People who are still alive, but they have to leave after all, life is always full of too much helplessness, if you can't resist, you can only accept it silently."

"Bada!" Two drops of tears fell on the diary, slowly merging with the original tears.Ye Zhiqiu turned over the last page of the diary with tears in his eyes.

"Zhiqiu, do you still remember that night when the moon was bright and the emotions were hazy? You and I chanted the poem affectionately back to back. At that moment you kissed me, it was really sweet and happy. I will never I will never forget that night, I will never forget the days when I skipped class with you, I will never forget the shyness of climbing over the wall and the touching picture of you hugging my waist in the kitchen, I think I was like A wife, like a little woman, prepares a warm dinner for her husband. Will you forget?

If one day, we no longer know how to speak, all the voices of our hearts will still be like wind chimes and reliefs, crisp in our ears, and stand out in front of our eyes.But at this moment, you and I, who are close at hand, seem to be far away from each other.Even if we meet by chance, we only regard silence as a conversation, and let our eyes be slender and slender, but we can't weave brocade or cocoon. It's better to miss than to see.

The moment of happiness, half in the dream, half with you.In the painful days, half is parting, and half is looking at you silently.

- the one who loves you"

"Bah!" Ye Zhiqiu stared at it for a long time, finally closed the diary heavily, hugged the diary tightly to his chest, his clear eyes were full of tears, his heart hurt so badly that he couldn't breathe, he really wanted to know why, wanted to know why. Asked personally why he left like this, but God did not give him a chance, and Wei Jing did not give him a chance, so he walked away quietly with pain, clean and tidy, not even willing to stay in one direction , Not a single seed of hope was planted.Let the people left behind bear the emotional torment silently, and there is no thought or hope in the gloomy sky.Is Wei Jing too cruel or God too ruthless?Do you hate yourself?he does not know.

Ye Zhiqiu looked out of the window silently, the night is slowly falling, no matter how dazzling the day is, once the darkness strikes, everything will be bleak, just like love, the love flower that two people manage carefully, once When the other half leaves, no matter how brilliant the flowers are, they will suffer the withering silently.

"The peaceful days come and go day by day, and people who have loved each other come in and go out one by one. When the autumn is getting deeper and deeper, I know that the flowers outside the wall have already bore fruit, and I don't know what to do. Knowing that the butterfly by the water has already become a chrysalis, is it really too late?"

Ye Zhiqiu stood in the sweet little nest in the woods west of Qiuhua Middle School and chanted softly, and then used a carving knife to carve on the concentric stone: "If one day, we really can't be together, please take the umbrella Take it well. In the future, no one will hold up a touch of blue for you with eyes that don’t get wet. The road is long, and you have to be careful with every step. Don’t look back when you pass by, because you will hesitate when you look back. If you hesitate, it means a greater loss. Bless you, my eternal love."

After standing there for a long time, Ye Zhiqiu turned around and left. Who said that only by walking the road you once walked with the person you love the most can you wash away those tangled wounds in the past. The new flesh emerging from the scar is still unbearably painful.