we are bad boys

In the hospital, Xuanxuan had several wounds on his body. After another massive bleeding, he was pushed into the operating room. It took about three hours before he was pushed back to the ward.

"The patient's body is weak, and he received general anesthesia three times in a row. He couldn't bear it. We were afraid of accidents, so we used local anesthesia this time. The pain is relatively strong, and he may be in a coma for a while. When he wakes up, you Go to the office and call me!" The attending physician, after inserting the ventilator into Xuanxuan's throat, turned his head and whispered to me.

I froze for a moment, looked up at him, nodded, and didn't speak.

After the doctor left, I sat by Xuanxuan's bed alone, clutching my forehead with a dull expression, and looked at the hospital bed motionless.After about two hours, Xuanxuan moved his head slightly, let out a slight moan, and slowly opened his eyes.

"...wake up?" I swallowed, looked at Xuanxuan, with a smile on my pale face, stretched out my hand to hold his cold palm, and said slowly.

"Brother...Brother...you are here...!" Xuanxuan turned his head to look at me, his voice was very low, and he spoke intermittently. I put my finger on his palm and scratched it lightly, but his palm didn't respond at all...

"Well, I can't sleep, let's sit with you for a while!" My eyes were red, I gritted my teeth, and said with a grin.

"Shusha!" Xuanxuan twisted his neck, licked his chapped lips, stared at his unblinking eyes, his facial muscles were trembling, and asked anxiously: "...Brother...Am I useless... ?”

When I heard Xuanxuan's words, I held onto his palm tightly, breathing more and more heavily, staring at Xuanxuan in a daze, trying not to let my tears flow down...

"Brother? What's the matter with you...?" Xuanxuan still stared, twisting his head quickly, and continued: "Brother...you turn on...the light...it's too dark...!"

When I heard his words, I suddenly looked at the bright chandelier, and was stunned. After half a minute, I stretched out my right hand tremblingly, and slowly placed it in front of Xuanxuan. It shook slightly, and Xuanxuan Xuan's eyes were still staring, out of focus.I looked at him in a panic, my palms shook a few times, his eyes didn't blink, and he was still sweeping back and forth around me, as if trying to see me...

"...how...how come...there is no light at all...brother...how come there is no light at all!" Xuanxuan turned his head and scanned for a long time in a panic, then lay motionless on the pillow, closed his eyes, and suddenly opened them again, Repeated several times, biting my lips, tightly closing my eyes, and kept asking me...

"...I pulled... the curtains...!" I lowered my head, gritted my teeth, and silently shed tears...

"Brother...I'm blind...and paralyzed...right?" Xuanxuan no longer opened his eyes, and kept them tightly closed.

My heart hurts like a knife! ! !Countless emotions, like the fairy barrier in the legend, tightly blocked my mouth! !

I don't fucking know what to say! !comfort? ?Is it all fucking like this? ?What can I comfort! ! !Lied to him that he could be cured! !You can get up and run [-] meters in half a year! ! !What about half a year later? ?How to say? ?Can you continue to lie? ?

"...Brother, I came out to work when I was 17 years old, and it was the first time I hacked a boss I had never met before, because a girl wanted a card for the dance troupe, 500 yuan!! A friend called and said that the eldest brother had a job! Give me the money!! I never He took a kitchen knife and hacked him eight times by himself!! Earned five hundred!! On top of my monthly salary!! It was this five hundred that made me want to earn one thousand, want to earn 00 , I want to fucking earn a villa!! I want to earn a Lamborghini!! Ten years have passed, before I met Kang Ge!! I have seen it through in these ten years!!! The vicissitudes of Shenyang are ups and downs, dirty and despicable! I told my elder brother who has been there for three or four years that my younger brother was injured. You go in and stay for two days, and I will open a footpath for you when you come out. I drank two glasses of wine, my head became hot, and I went!! I went inside , He didn’t save money for me once, and I squatted for three years!!! I played together until the older brother said that his mother was going to die, and he asked me to borrow money. The card was five thousand, and I took four for him. Qian Wu, I never saw him again after that!!!...Really...these ten years...I don't know how I got here...drowsy, dizzy...it seems like in the blink of an eye, ten years, in the blink of an eye Passed away. I used to be full of pride. I don’t know if I lost it on the hypocritical wine table or on the bed of a woman in a gymnasium... I don’t want to be mixed up... I came to Caesars to apply for a security guard, thinking about doing it For two years, I went back to my hometown in the countryside to build a house, marry a wife, and live a good life... But I met Brother Kang again, and then I met you... 10 yuan, to me, is not much, and not too little, But it’s the first time I realized it!! In fucking Shenyang!! And a big brother!! Can fucking think of it!! I didn’t jump out of a crack in a rock!! I also have parents!! I’m also a man and a child !!! In terms of brain power, I am not as good as Stick, and in terms of ability to deal with things, I am not as good as Brother Hai!! But in terms of courage!! Shenyang!! I really don’t care who the hell!!! All I can do for you is!! Block me Caesar It's!! Chop it down completely!! Stop my big brother! He died with a single shot!!!!" Xuan Xuan bit his lip, closed his eyes, and whispered to me with reddish tears.

"Xuanxuan...I'm really...not as good as you think...really...not as tall as you think...!" I buried my head in his palm, and my body kept twitching.

"Today I lie here, I have been afraid, I have been hesitant... But since it is the road I walked by myself... I have nothing to say... Huahua World, I have been to Xuanxuan... I just walked early... Lazy Lazy luxury, I have had it... Then, let's go here...!"

"What are you going to do???" I suddenly looked up at Xuanxuan.

"...Brother, send me away...!" Xuanxuan actually raised his hand, with a smile on his face, and looked at me with unusually bright eyes.

"...!" I gritted my teeth and stared at him with tears streaming down my face.

"Brother, you understand me. I, Xuanxuan, can accept being hacked to death on the street, but I absolutely can't accept that I will spend the rest of my life lying on this hospital bed...it's too cold here, it's bitingly cold...!"

"You are too cruel to me!!!" I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists, still looking at Xuanxuan.

"You are my brother...can you let me be self-willed for a while!!"

"Boom!!"

I buried my head deeply between Xuanxuan's legs, and slowly grabbed Xuanxuan's throat with steady arms... When I held the cold ventilator tube, I paused for more than a minute ! ! !Then it was pulled down suddenly! ! !

"puff!!"

One end of the throat, covered with medical tape, landed on Xuanxuan's chest...

"The friendship of friends!! Higher than the sky, wider than the earth...We will definitely remember those friendships...Brother, I'm leaving, cherish it!!!"

Five minutes later, I stood up with red eyes, smoothed Xuanxuan's staring eyes with trembling palms, and then slowly covered him with a white sheet...

At this point, I lost another brother! ! !