we are bad boys

A few months later, at the wine table, I once asked Brother Xu, why Fatty Li dared to shoot and kill, but was defeated in the end, and then he became scared. In the future, why didn't you continue to smash the store?

Brother Xu smiled at the time, and said: "Xiao Fei, the younger brother is here to solve troubles for big brother, not to make trouble. If I continued to bully Fatty Li, he would definitely kill me. If he died there, then things would be troublesome, and Fatty Li didn't want to shoot and kill people at all. If he really wanted to shoot and kill people, no matter how fast I machete, I couldn't stop him at all. He was just a deterrent, and people arrived With a certain status, I will cherish my life very much. I am a penniless gangster, and he is a big brother who has been famous for many years. His assets are enough for their family to squander their entire life. He didn't fight me because he looked down on me, and in the end he wasn't afraid anymore, he just wanted to find a reason to leave this bloody rivers and lakes, I hacked him twice, and he got a stable life for the rest of his life, what a bargain!"

At that time, I didn't quite understand Brother Xu's words, and then I continued to ask: "The black lottery run by Fatty Li is so profitable, why is he willing to give up?"

"This is what I admire the most about Fatty Li. He can control his passion very well. This is also the key to his successful retirement. People, when they have no money, they want to mix in the society. The money comes quickly, and the money is rich." When I was young, I wanted to quit the underworld, haha, but how many people can retire like Fatty Li?" Brother Xu seems to be talking about Fatty Li, and he also seems to be talking about himself.

At that time, I thought about these few words of Brother Xu for a long time. Many years later, I also became a big brother in the eyes of society, and I realized the many meanings hidden in these words. At that time, I couldn't help myself, of course This is something for later, stop talking, and continue to the topic.

Under the guidance of Brother Fei, I came to a small private hospital on the edge of the urban area, and helped each other into the hospital. Brother Xu had already called before, and there was a doctor waiting for us in the lobby.

A few nurses and doctors pushed the three injured youths into the operating room. Brother Xu looked at me with a smile and said slowly: "Xiao Fei, brother read you right, you little brothers are quite Interesting enough, it’s much better than those 200 yuan a person, although you didn’t help me, but my brother appreciates your kindness!”

"That's not right, how come my brother has to pay 300 appearance fees, it's not at the same level as them!" I said jokingly.

"Hehe, interesting, take it easy, I don't need to say who I am, Zhang Xu!" Brother Xu said with his arms around my neck.

"As a person, I have never admired anyone, but you Xu brother is definitely one!" I said seriously.

"Hehe, I know, Xiao Fei, will you have something to do soon?" Brother Xu suddenly remembered something, patted his head, and said slowly.

Although I wanted to go to the flower shop very much, I still shook my head and said, "It's nothing, what's the matter?"

"Go and help me clean the car. There is some blood in it. Let them wipe it with a rag. Don't wash it with water. Don't disturb the things in the car. It doesn't matter if it costs more!" Brother Xu said seriously.

There was a black line on my forehead, and I was a little speechless. I thought to myself, there is no need to wipe your old man's car anymore. Don't disturb the things inside. No matter how much you move, can it still be more messy than it is now?

"Zhang Xu, hurry up and get stitches!" A doctor shouted.

"Go ahead, there is money in the glove box in the passenger cab, just stop at the door for me when you finish brushing, we may be slower this time, call if you need something!" Brother Xu finished speaking, and limped into the room. operating room.

I drove this broken car, wandered around, and finally found a car repair shop. I parked the car slowly at the door, and when I was about to get out of the car, I heard the boss who was sitting at the door drinking tea shouted: "Hurry up! Let’s go! We don’t accept scrap metal here!”

My face was flushed by being squeezed out. Just now, I was covered in blood because I was supporting brother Xu and his friends. I took off my coat in the car, stepped out of the car bravely, and said, "I am Come clean the car!"

"What!" Everyone looked at me as if they were aliens.

"I'll clean the car!" I said calmly.

"Little brother, let me advise you, walk 100 meters forward, there is a waste collection station, you sell this car, you can drink for a month, I know from the sound, it is a miracle that this car can drive , Maybe one day it will explode, so what are you going to do with him!" This boss is also a weirdo, with a lot of nonsense.

"I said you, why don't you do business if you have business, because you are afraid that I won't pay you!" I was a little unhappy, and my tone was a little aggressive.

"You see, I'm doing it for your own good, but you're still not willing to do so. Well, one hundred for one swiping!"

"Damn it, are you robbing?"

"Little brother, with one of your cars, at least ten catties of mud can be washed out. My price is already very favorable!"

"I'll give you two hundred. You can wipe the blood inside and remember not to mess with the things inside, okay?"

"Okay, just wait!"

I took out 200 yuan from the glove box in the car and gave him [-] yuan. Then I leaned against the car and smoked a cigarette. Thinking of today's fight, I felt a lot of emotion. A little fiercer than others, although a little dangerous, but not fatal.

But what I saw and heard today made me completely reject this idea. It turns out that although the chaotic society looks glamorous and arrogant, and the money comes in very quickly, maybe a year is comparable to your hard work in a certain industry. The result of ten years of hard work.

But the risk also increases exponentially. One mistake, you will be greeted by the abyss. If you make a phone call, no matter what you are doing, whether you are sleeping, eating, or rolling on the bed with your wife, you have to take it obediently Machete, go out to fight, maybe before you go out, you are still a fresh life, or you may be lying in the morgue in the next second.

There is a saying: "It's bragging to kill you, but it's still possible to miss!"

People in the chaotic society are like a group of people who are overdrawing their lives. They use their lives to fight for a future and a future.

Although, at that time, I was a little afraid of this path, but my youthful enthusiasm was heavier. Under my calm appearance, there was a restless heart hidden, which is why I gradually embarked on this path.

I kept thinking about it later, maybe it was on this day that I had the idea of ​​wanting to step into the society and hang around.

After a while, the car was finished. I parked the car at the gate of the hospital and found Brother Xu was not there. His friend said that he went to see that black brother. I handed them the keys, picked up the coat in the car, Suddenly thought of one thing.

"****, I forgot! It's over...I didn't go to play football tonight, Mr. Cao Deshuang, you have to kick me to death!" Thinking of this, I felt scared, took a taxi, and hurried to the school .

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ps: Some people may feel that this chapter is a bit long-winded, I don’t think so, I’m not writing YY novels, I’m writing about bloody rivers and lakes, I want to write about the process of inner change, the process of inner struggle is very important Yes, there will be no one who wants to go to the society, and immediately goes there as if rushing to die. I hope everyone will like this way of writing, read it carefully, this book will not let you down.

In the end, he roared: "Please ask for flowers, please collect!!!"