we are bad boys

My heart at this time has been filled with all negative emotions, and I have thought about it more than [-] times in my mind!Directed!I have longed for the scene where Yaoyao and I meet! !

But *** I have countless nights! !I don't know how many times I fell drunk on the sofa of the slow shake bar! !In exchange for such a scene! !What's even more ridiculous is that she talked to me about the misunderstanding? ?

Is it a misunderstanding if you don't call me for more than half a year? ?

Is it a misunderstanding if you don't contact me when you come back from abroad? ?

Is it a misunderstanding to have an affair with a man while having dinner? ?

Go fuck the misunderstanding! !

There are many people who know me at the Mala Tang stall and at the school gate, and they are all my classmates, juniors and juniors. They originally wanted to come over to say hello to me, but the current situation makes them a little embarrassed .

"Listen to my explanation!! Xiaofei, listen to my explanation!" Yaoyao grabbed my arm and said to me like crazy, her pretty face was full of tears.

"Explain what? We're all over!! Isn't it?!" I pushed Yaoyao away roughly again, with too much force, she fell to the ground.

"Peng!!"

Just when I pushed Yaoyao away and went to the car, I suddenly felt a pain in my waist, and then my feet became unstable, and I fell directly to the ground. Then I saw that young man in a suit riding directly on me, wheeling He punched me in the face with his fist.

"**!! I'll beat you to death!!" The man went crazy and punched me twice in the face.

"Pong!!!"

I bent my right leg hard, and my knee directly hit his crotch, and then my right hand directly pulled his hair, and my head suddenly hit his nose! !

"Peng!!"

I tried so hard that he directly covered his nose! !Fall down again!I got up!I am burning with anger!No hesitation at all! !Pull out the pistol directly at your waist! ! !

Yes!I'm mad!I am no longer a normal person at this time!I'm sure I won't let Yaoyao die!So this guy who came out of nowhere!Bad luck! !

My fucking blood is surging again!Pulled the trigger directly!

"Kang!!"

Gunshot! !Hit the sky! !There was silence all around!

"You are fucking crazy!! Is it worth it??" Wang Mumu raised my arm and shouted at me.

I froze in place, I don't know how I shot!! It was totally subconscious!

"How...how...became...like this?" Yaoyao covered her mouth, looked at me in disbelief, and said slowly.

A young man in a suit, sitting on the ground, looking at me with a little fear... In the Northeast dialect, it's a fool...

"Wang Yunyao!! Hehe, I've changed everything...but one thing hasn't changed! ..I've always fucking loved you...but this love has come to this day...it's over!" My eyes were watering Tears, but a smile on the corner of the mouth.

"You are not that Xiaofei...not the Xiaofei I love...you have become a stranger!!" Yaoyao kept shaking her head, her eyes were red from crying, she was full of fear, and looked at me strangely .

"Wang Yunyao, you used to be my friend!! Very good friend! But I don't know you after today! See you again! I'll fucking shoot you!" Wang Mumu said with red eyes, pointing to Yaoyao's nose.

If there is still a group of people in this world who can feel my happiness, feel my sadness, and stand behind me at any time and any place, it is...my brothers... Brother! !

"Let's go!" Wang Mumu, who never showed any anger, finished speaking tremblingly, and directly dragged me into the car. I didn't resist. At this moment, I seemed to have lost my soul.

Afterwards, he, who never drove, stepped on the gas pedal, knocked over two trash cans, wandered around the street a few times, and disappeared at the gate of the campus.

Later, I learned that Mr. Cao Deshuang, who wanted to come to say hello to me, stood at the gate of the school, looking at me who shot, and seemed to have aged a lot for a while, and he didn't even know that the courseware fell on the ground...

Later, I learned that Yaoyao looked at the disappearing Toyota domineeringly, and sat down on the ground, staring at the street in a daze...

open your eyes you're not here

this day is still coming

forget to breathe

but can't forget the memory

lie to yourself this is a dream

looking out the window alone

My heart hurts and I can't hide it

rain all night

Occupy the memory of helplessness

the whole world becomes blank

you turn away

Take everything away in an instant

"..."

Yes!The song "Let Love Begin Again" played in the car is the best interpretation of my state of mind. I turned around and left, taking everything away in an instant... At this moment, there are only eight words in my mind.

Unforgettable, interpreted for you! !

Interpretation for you Wang Yunyao!Interpretation for my first love! !Very deep-rooted, very memorable! !

I cried weakly again!Having experienced gun battles and life-and-death bloody battles, I thought that nothing would make me cry again, but I still cried! !Lying on Wang Mumu's lap!Crying very sad!Very sad!

I want to forget, the girl who called me "pussy" on the playground...

I want to forget, that girl who said she would wait for me for five years...

I want to forget that girl who said she would sit on the rocking chair and look to the east...

I want to forget too much! !Too much...the more I want to forget, the clearer it is...

Sometimes people will not give up until the moment of despair and seeing it with their own eyes, and I am the best of this kind of people.

I have always fantasized that one day, I will leave this circle and go abroad to find Yaoyao, brothers and friends, they all say that I am unrealistic, I always love to fantasize, time is like a murderer, only half a year has passed. , five years... huh.

I don't know how long I cried, but the moment I looked up, Wang Mumu had finished smoking a pack of cigarettes, and the car was parked on the side of the street.

"Are you feeling better?" Wang Mumu looked at me and said.

I lay on the seat and didn't speak.

"You know that when Qiao Mimi and I broke up, I wanted to die!! But didn't I also live? Some people are destined to be passers-by in your life! How many women will you have in your life? Are there intersections? Do you die every time? Are you tired?" Wang Mumu stuffed the last half of the cigarette into my mouth.

I looked at him, didn't speak, took a deep drag on the cigarette, looked at the ring on my middle finger, took it off, and threw it out the car window.

"Let's go!!"

"This fucking is my brother!!" Wang Mumu patted my shoulder.

To apply *** an online noun, what I still have is not a ring, but a memory... Yes... I chose to continue to bury... Emotional burial...