Pampering the sea

"I mean, I want you like crazy."

Chu Zhiling bit Xin Yue's ear lightly for a moment, and his breath became confused again.

"It's because I haven't had another woman for a long time. Here, there is no other woman who can make me have such a crazy impulse."

Xin Yue's back stiffened, and he felt him hold her tighter again.

"Since you left, I haven't touched any other woman, even if I want to." He smelled her fresh hair and murmured.

"For...why?"

Didn't ancient men think it was normal to have three wives and four concubines?Especially a macho man like Chu Zhiling.

"What why? Do you like me being with other women?" Chu Zhiling raised her head and put it on her shoulder, making her lean more comfortably.

Xin Yue raised his eyes slightly, his black eyes fixed on him.

"Why, you don't believe it?" Chu Zhiling smiled and pinched her little nose, "Just a few days after you left, I went to Mr. Hoshino's house for something, and he saw that I was worried, so he arranged for me Several good dancers, I didn't touch any of them."

"No idea at all?"

Chu Zhiling shook his head: "No, I'm a normal man anyway, and when my heart was empty, how could it be possible that I didn't have any evil thoughts? It's just..."

"Just what?"

"It's just that I thought that if you found out, you'd have to cry again. Once you cry, I'll be powerless. Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable."

"I don't like to cry so much." Xin Yue wrinkled his nose.

Chu Zhiling smiled: "Didn't you all cry just now?"

Xin Yue was taken aback, because of his words, his heart stirred up waves again.

Yes, by his side, she became more crying than before.During the time spent with him, she felt that she had shed all the tears that she hadn't shed before.In the past, she was more of a boy than a boy, and firmly believed that shed blood but not tears, except that she cried bitterly when her mother died, and she never shed a single tear in the hard life of her previous life.

By his side, she felt a lot more affectionate.

Chu Zhiling raised her pointed chin and asked, "Why, is there anything you are not satisfied with?"

Xin Yue looked at him and nodded: "Yes."

"what?"

"I'm a little dissatisfied with your reasons for not touching those women."

"Huh?" Chu Zhiling looked at Xin Yue.

Xin Yue also looked at him, and replied earnestly: "I thought you would say that you wanted to throw them down, but after careful, serious and accurate observation, you finally discovered with a unique eye that they are not as beautiful and temperamental as me at all. one-tenth of."

With a pop, Chu Zhiling laughed lowly.

"I misunderstood you, I apologize." Xin Yue admitted his fault frankly without the slightest twitch.

Her overly clear and sincere eyes made Chu Zhiling's heart suffocate, unable to tell whether it was happiness or helplessness, Chu Zhiling sighed in a low voice.

It's not because of her misunderstanding, but because she thinks that she is much more courageous than herself.

Complicated thoughts flashed through his mind, the more beautiful she was, the less he wanted to recall the past, and he didn't want to get entangled in those tormenting causes and effects.

"Most of the time, you don't have a chance to catch me, so are you going to never touch other women for the rest of your life?" Xin Yue looked at Chu Zhiling with light eyes, as if he was only objectively curious.

"It's already been said that it's another woman, why should I touch her?"

"..."

He smiled: "It's right to touch your own woman."

"Don't play word games with me." Xin Yue raised his eyebrows lightly.

Chu Zhiling suppressed his cynical smile, and looked at Xin Yue seriously: "There is no possibility that I won't catch you."

Regarding his arrogance, Xin Yue rolled his eyes and continued to ask: "What if we really can't catch it?"

Thinking that Chu Zhiling would arrogantly drop the sentence "impossible" again, Xin Yue changed his hypothesis before he opened his mouth:

"What if I die?"

Suddenly, I felt that there was no need to continue with this question. What if she died?

Want him to remember her forever?Don't touch other women?

If she can't even do this herself, how can she ask others?

She suddenly felt that this question was really stupid, how could he answer it?Said to accompany her to die?Fake.Say guard your body like jade?affectation.Say continue to live?It's kind of hurtful anyway...

"If you die, I want people from all over the world to be buried with you."

At that moment, Xin Yue felt that Chu Zhiling was crazy, how could he say such cruel and conceited words, and still speak so confidently, naturally?

However, there was another wonderful feeling that followed his words and penetrated into her heart all the way.

She died, and he wished that the whole world would disappear.

She didn't know why, she wanted to laugh a little bit, a smile with a hint of warmth, because his words were arrogant and stupid, obviously impossible to practice.

What she didn't know was that many years later, he would really lay dead bodies all over the field for her, hold up the knife to slaughter the world for her, stain the earth with blood, and the sound of wailing would last for a long time .

At that time, the banner on the imperial platform was crumbling, and the shrill sound of drums resounded throughout the world. He stood in the bloody storm, like a king rising from the Shura hell, his clothes were soaked in blood, and there was a cold silence between his resolute brows.

At this time, the lights flickered and flickered in the room, reflecting the faces of the two.

He held her in his arms, his voice was gentle, as if the fragrance of wine had accumulated for hundreds of years, it was so intoxicating:

"Here, there are no other women."

He held her hand, and slowly but firmly stretched her hand towards his left chest.

His heartbeat was very steady, one after another, beating under Xin Yue's palm.

Here, there are no other women.

Xin Yue looked at Chu Zhiling, and found that his eyes seemed to reflect the stars on the surface of the lake, and there was a faint light in them, flickering slightly.

For unknown reasons, Xin Yue was a little reluctant to look directly at him, smiled slightly, and then withdrew his hand from him, and there was no obvious fluctuation on his thin and thin face.

"Go to sleep." She was lying on her back, covering her eyes, the candles in the room had been extinguished, and the girl's face appeared a little lonely and pale in the slightly bright snow light.

Chu Zhiling stretched out his hand to hug the thin and petite her even tighter. Xin Yue was very obedient and did not resist, but Chu Zhiling could feel her reluctance.

I don't know why, just now, he saw the joy in her eyes, when he said the words that he didn't pretend to be someone else.

Then in a split second, really just a split second, the brilliance in her eyes dimmed, the glass-like eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of dust, and the expression of avoidance flashed past.

In a trance, he heard the girl sigh, followed by a long period of loneliness, which seemed to last a lifetime.