Pampering the sea

His tone was very serious, and a bit fierce, but the sweet meaning in his words made Xin Yue startled.

"This is an order." Chu Zhiling had a straight face, there was no desire in his eyes, only traces of coldness.

Xin Yue has no trousers to wear, and his body is covered by clothes that can cover his buttocks like a skirt. If he opens his legs, he can see the spring scenery of the flowers at a glance. This kind of request was made by him in such a commanding tone. , It seems so insulting|humiliating, this kind of humiliating thing is difficult for ordinary women, let alone Xin Yue, who has stronger self-esteem than anyone else.

Sitting on Chu Zhiling's lap, Xin Yue bit his lips, closed his legs tightly, and wanted to retreat, but Chu Zhiling had already blocked her retreat one step ahead of her, and held her wrist to prevent her from retreating in the slightest.

Messy hair wrapped around her pale face, Yingying's big eyes gleamed with black water, and her chin was small and sharp, showing a hint of stubbornness.Xin Yue was tightly grasped by Chu Zhiling's wrist, as if his hand had been petrified, and he could not move.

A look of panic flashed across her eyes, Chu Zhiling frowned irritably, turned over and pressed her under him, growling:

"Are you scared and uncomfortable now? Didn't you take the initiative just now? Didn't you keep calling my name, asking me not to leave you, and want me to hold you? Didn't you feel happy just now under my body?" Yes, aren't you still obedient to me, hoping that I want you over and over again? Why, you changed in a blink of an eye?"

Chu Zhiling sneered, his eyes fixed, not letting go of the expression on Xin Yue's face.

"Wait a minute I want you, I want to linger with you to death, will you take the initiative to kiss and hug me, and hold my hand firmly? Or, call my name when you are most comfortable, linger Do you want me to continue to satisfy you?"

Xin Yue's face was pale, and he suddenly became embarrassed.

Chu Zhiling didn't let it go, and continued to ask: "Just can you tell me the reason? You treat me like a puddle of water when you're doing something, and you're as cold as ice when you're done. I'm eager to know the reason. "

The aggressive and merciless questioning made Xin Yue's spine stiff. She looked at the sharpness in Chu Zhiling's eyes, her heart tightened, and then she smiled nonchalantly, with a mocking and cold expression on her face:

"What else could be the reason? It's just that I'm a slut, a slut who can't be satisfied by nature. If a man wants me, I forget everything. I don't even remember to maintain the reservedness I usually put on. You said so much , Isn’t that what it means? In fact, I don’t deny the point of being stupid and cheap.”

Chu Zhiling's face was ashen, his reaction was a little bit unexpected by Xin Yue, she smiled slightly mockingly, "Why, are there any other disgusting shortcomings about me that I haven't discovered?"

It was snowing outside, fluttering.For a moment, the world was a little quiet.

Chu Zhiling's expression was blank and cold, and his voice was deep and low:

"Is it so difficult to say that you love me and can't forget me? Is it so difficult to say that when you are not conscious, you will reflexively want to rely on me? Is it so difficult to say? Is the relationship between us already reached? Are you not willing to be gentle with me even if you demean yourself?"

The snow outside was falling heavily, and the goose-feather-like flakes covered the ground with rustling noises, making the world more and more quiet.

Disaster.Unable to speak.It's been like this for a long time.

The answers to the three questions were arranged in order and were about to be spit out from his lips, but Chu Zhiling suddenly got up from Xin Yue's body, opened the door and walked out.

Xin Yue remembered that he didn't wear a shirt, his arms were bare, and he walked into the coldness of the world like this.

Three days have passed in a blink of an eye, the sky is raining and snowing, and some whiteness is sneaking out of the lead ash.

"Hopper."

The benevolent doctor nodded slightly, put down the medical book with strange fonts, and raised his eyes to meet the approaching Chu Zhiling.

"Today is your birthday."

Chu Zhiling raised his hand and threw a bottle of sake to Hao Bo.

The bottle is made of jade, warm to the touch, and the wine has already been overheated, slightly hot.

Hao Bo kept a low profile and didn't make a fuss about it. When Chu Zhiling saw him, he was still very young. At that time, Hao Bo was in his thirties, but in his thirties, he lightly wiped away all the sharpness with a vicissitudes of life and a restrained smile. .

At that time, Chu Zhiling was not the captain of the ship they were on.It can be said that Hao Bo watched Chu Zhiling grow up.

Hao Bo poured a glass of wine, took a sip, and heaved a sigh of relief. He could see that he was in a good mood.

"I haven't wasted my years." Hao Bo smiled kindly, "From last year's birthday to now, I have saved more than two hundred and nine people."

Hao Bo's medical skills are unlimited, as long as there are patients, he will save them, no matter how good or bad they are.

Every birthday, Chu Zhiling would hear Hao Bo talking about how many people he had saved this year. He didn't know why Hao Bo was so obsessed with the numbers, and he was so clear about the numbers, but he knew that when talking about this It was Hao Bo's happiest time of the year. The feeling of relief made his whole face radiant, and his benevolent eyes became more real.

"Hao Bo heals the heart." Chu Zhiling smiled faintly, pressed his thin lips against the glass wall, and took a sip of the wine.

Hao Bo smiled: "It's just an atonement."

In the past, when Hao Bo praised Chu Zhiling, he just smiled modestly and respectfully, but now, he had such a response, which did not surprise Chu Zhiling.

Chu Zhiling tentatively asked, "What crime is atonement for?"

"A small part is the original sin, and most of it is the sin of not being able to face up to the soul."

Hearing these words, Chu Zhi was in a fog, and he couldn't help frowning slightly: "What is original sin, what is the sin of not being able to face the heart?"

"Original sin refers to the mistake made at the beginning. This is a small mistake, but it can still be redeemed. But because of the paranoia of the soul and the inability to face it, the mistakes are getting bigger and bigger. Even if you know that you are wrong, you are unwilling to admit it. How can you admit it? What about it? My whole life is wrong, my beliefs are wrong, my companions are wrong, and my pursuit is wrong. How can I be so embarrassing? So, continue to let your own mistakes go, and even try to make the whole world correct its concepts.”

"This kind of person is not evil in his heart, but he is a bit stubborn." Chu Zhiling took another sip of his wine.

"Not only is it not evil, on the contrary, it is very pure. Because the self-blame is too strong, it is too strong to bear the responsibility for the crimes committed, so I deceive myself and tell others that I did not do anything wrong. It is right. In my heart, justice overwhelms evil. Yes, it is worthy of the original intention of the year, and it is not disappointing anyone."

With a bang, Chu Zhiling's glass fell to the ground, his expression froze, and then he took another glass to pour the wine naturally, and said with a smile:

"Pure doctor Hao Bo, the wine is almost cold, don't just talk, drink and eat."

Hao Bo smiled and was kind.

Chu Zhiling asked Hao Bo in a seemingly normal way: "Then how did you realize your mistake?"

"A person reminds me with his life."

"Death remonstrance?"

"Do not."

Seeing that he didn't have anything to say, Chu Zhiling raised his brows slightly, and couldn't help asking: "So, is there any way to make up for the mistake?"

"The object of the mistake will give what it needs. The premise is..."

"Oh no!"

Before Hao Bo finished speaking, Ouyang Ziluo broke into Hao Bo's room, and shouted nervously:

"Brother, something happened!"