Pampering the sea

"I've read a story before, which is also my mother's favorite story. The protagonist in the story is a righteous thief who has a blood feud. He steals in order to find out the truth about his father's death. Most of the people he steals are nobles from noble families. Ben didn't intend to be kind to others, act chivalrously, and what he did was just to avenge his father. During the process of pretending to steal during the day and stealing at night, he met two women successively. Both of them occupy important places in the heart of the hero. In the end, a woman In order to save him from fire and water, he fell into the sea, the hero couldn't help weeping, he could see that his heart was very painful, but in the end, the woman survived, even I thought that the hero would be with this woman."

"But I didn't expect that in the end, the male protagonist abandoned everyone. He was not a knight who took the world as his own responsibility. Instead, he was a rogue who wandered the streets, wasting his time with nothing to do. In the end, he chose to cheat his death. Everyone is deceived. From now on, he will only jump into the eyes of the people when the country is in danger, skillfully maneuvering around the palace or the scholar-official family, deterring the rule, like a monument of justice and a wake-up call. At other times, he disappears like air, and no one will Don't know where he went."

After hearing this, Yan Zhan thought for a while, and replied: "Maybe, he doesn't know how to choose between the two women. If he simply can't get happiness himself, it's better to let the rest of his life be more meaningful. Isn't it you Is it the so-called letting go of the small self and growing the big self?"

Xin Yue listened, nodded, shook his head again, and smiled thoughtfully: "I thought so too at first, I always felt that there are very few people in the world who would take saving the nation as their mission, even if they know the same pain, and may not let go to maintain, but then I know that is not the case."

The wind blows, and the plum blossoms dance, like butterflies in spring, clean and comfortable in the dazzling white.

"Huh?" Yan Zhan somewhat understood what she meant, but he didn't dare to confirm it, so he raised his eyebrows tentatively.

"The protagonist in it, his father was killed by the emperor very early on, and later the emperor did more and more absurd and bloody things, which caused the people to live in dire straits. His thinking is still not advanced enough to detect the inevitable disadvantages of the feudal system, but I can feel the resentment in his heart when the people around him are hurt one by one by the incompetent dynasty, it is a kind of firmness that shakes the tree, so he is so weak. A single person can turn the whole dynasty around."

"So, it probably has nothing to do with Fengyue, or the friendship between him and the two women. It's just that he wants to do that, wants to be a hero, and wants more people not to suffer his fate."

The world is inhumane, and all things are humble dogs.There is always a sword raised high, illuminating the dark night and ushering in the light of dawn.

After hearing this, Yan Zhan didn't speak for a long time.The wind blows layers of snow particles, plum blossoms dance and slowly fall on his shoulders.

He looked at her focused eyes, and smiled slightly: "It is very possible that that person is not as great as you imagined. What he wanted to protect at the beginning may be only himself and the one he loves. It's just reality forcing, some Hatred is too terrifying, he can't forget it, so he stood up and resisted. In this process, he grew up slowly, loved more and more people, hated more and more people, so he simply raised his hand to destroy all enemies the banner of death without end."

Xin Yue was slightly stunned, and then said: "No matter what kind of mentality it is, whether it is compassion or a firm goal, this kind of person is quite admirable."

Yan Zhan looked at her for a long time, the wind picked up the snow on the ground, hovered between the two of them, and soon fell down again.Xin Yue's eyes are so black, like stars reflected in the stream, so clear and bright.

All of a sudden, all the emotions filled his heart, and Yan Zhan lowered his eyes. His eyelashes were long, slender, and well-defined.

When he raised his eyes to look at Xin Yue again, Yan Zhanruyu's thin lips were slightly pursed, and his expression was also rare serious and serious. He said:

"Do you think such a person who shakes the tree will succeed?"

"Will do."

Yan Zhan smiled, then sighed again: "This is just a story, in real life, it's not so easy."

Xin Yue didn't speak, just took two steps forward, stretched out his hand, put it on Yan Zhan's shoulder, and patted it lightly twice.

Yan Zhan's eyes sank, complex emotions flickered in his eyes, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Xin Yue's wrist before he could retract it, and uttered a hoarse voice between his trembling lips:

"If you were a member of the story and knew the hero's steadfastness, would you want to stand by his side?"

Xin Yue looked at Yan Zhan, his eyes suddenly became idle, as calm as ever.

"I just wanted to pat Luo Hua on your shoulder as a courtesy, nothing else."

She pursed her lips, motioning him to let go of her hand.

Yan Zhan was startled, and let go of her hand.

Xin Yue smiled: "I don't have the motivation or reason to stand on any side. I am alone and weak, so I choose to be wise and protect myself."

She went on to say, "Let's go tonight, I'll stay here."

"What are you doing here?"

"Well, the plum blossoms should be blooming beautifully these few days." Xin Yue smiled lightly, "I want to see it, and I'll leave when I'm tired."

Yan Zhan knew that what she said so much was not just to tell stories, but to express her gratitude to him and her appreciation for his firm way forward.

She said that no matter what kind of state of mind it is, whether it is compassion or a firm goal, this kind of person is quite admirable.

But she refused to go with him.She is saying goodbye to him.

The joy of being understood subtly invaded his senses. At that moment, the world was clear and silent. However, all the feelings quickly dissipated like a tide, just because she told him clearly that everything else Nothing else.

He knew that she wanted him to succeed, but she didn't want to get involved in disputes. Although she admired him, other than that, she didn't care.

"It's a bit cold, I'll go in and enjoy the fire first, you can go for a walk alone."

The snowflakes that had stopped for a long time began to fall, fluttering like fine goose feathers.The red plum blossoms wantonly, like rouge in the snow, but with the frost and agility that rouge can't match.

The girl in white fox fur glanced speciously at the man standing still in front of her, as if she was saying her last farewell, then turned her head away, and was about to pass the man and step on the path in front of her.

At the moment of wrong shoulder, the man stretched out his sleeve and held her hand.