Pampering the sea

Such soft words made Chu Zhiling frowned, and his heart tightened unconsciously. He exhaled a slightly hot breath, and the Lingtai was a little clear, and he straightened his face and said:

"You are abnormal."

Xin Yue frowned, yes, she couldn't cry, she couldn't express a sad expression, she was habitually expressionless, no matter how soft her tone was, she couldn't convince him.

But now, riding a tiger is hard to get off.

In front of her face was his warm and solid chest, she listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat, she couldn't help but think back to the past, people who were supposed to walk side by side can only hurt each other now, no matter how time changes, she can't forget this moment sad.

She let go of her arms around his neck, and her head came out of his arms. Her voice was slightly lowered, her head was slightly lowered, and her eyes were half-closed:

"Put me down."

Looking down from Chu Zhiling's perspective, Xin Yue's eyelashes trembled slightly, thick and curly, covering the original black and white pupils.

"Sometimes, I really want to dig out your heart to see what it is made of and what color it is," Xin Yue murmured, "Yes, I am indeed acting, but I really don't want to live Well, I used to not love that child so much, just because this child is what you want, you said you caused me to have a miscarriage, you were sad, I said you were stupid, I know you loved me very much before, and you wanted to have it very much And my child, so I thought, I should meet your request, you were so kind to me at that time, no matter what, even if I disobey you, you are not willing to do things that hurt me, very few people Although I didn’t say that she cared so much about me, I was very moved.”

"When I think of a little life conceived in my body, he will have warm little hands, cry, laugh, and have the same eyebrows and eyes as ours. I feel the joy I have never had before. I know, you will too. I love him very much, because you have no relatives anymore, and you told me that your family was ransacked, and I thought at that time, if you have a child, you will be very happy."

When she said these words, Xin Yue suddenly felt unprecedented sadness. Some words would be hypocritical if said plainly, so she kept silent. She thought that even if he didn't fully understand, as long as she treated him well, he should feel it.

She never expected that the voice hidden deep in her heart would be spoken in such a way and in such an environment.

"I know you think I'm a broken flower. You can't accept what happened that day. Everything is too perfect for me to say. At this time, whether you believe it or not is everything," she shook her head, unconsciously revealing a touch of sadness "But you just don't believe me."

"You think I have an affair with others, it's deeply rooted, and I don't have any way to justify it. Here, I rely on others and rely on others. The reason why I can gain a foothold here is because of your love. Now you don't love me, I know Sooner or later, there is no need for me to exist, and one day you will be so angry that you will kill me." Xin Yue felt his chest blocked and stagnated uncomfortably, and he took a deep breath, "If there is a day, I will definitely feel very uncomfortable .”

Chu Zhiling frowned slightly, staring fixedly at her pale face, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.

However, he didn't seem to have forgotten the previous anger. He fixed his eyes and said lightly:

"So you're going to commit suicide and choose to kill yourself before I kill you? Are you protesting like me? You won't die in my hands?"

Xin Yue's eyes were pitch black, looking at Chu Zhiling, he suddenly smiled.

That smile, bleak, convulsive, uncapturable beauty, seemed real and unreal.

"Let me down. I won't kill myself anymore. It's meaningless for someone like you."

Xin Yue returned to his former ice and snow indifference, Chu Zhiling frowned, put her on the couch, and said slightly angrily:

"If you want to die, die, don't let me see it."

After doing this for so long, all he had been waiting for was a harsh word from him. Xin Yue half-prostrated on the tatami, with dark swells in his eyes.

When Chu Zhiling walked out of the door, Xin Yue suddenly sat up straight. She forced herself to throw away all unnecessary negative emotions, and dragged her cheeks thoughtfully.

Suddenly the ears moved, it seemed that someone pushed the door and came in. The footsteps of the person came slowly, and the elk leather boots stepped on the ground. The sound was very unique and very familiar.

Chu Zhiling went back and forth, he seemed a little annoyed at what he said to Xin Yue, he pushed the door open, and saw the girl sitting on the white tatami with her knees hugged and embroidered with cherry patterns, her shoulders trembling slightly, her head Buried on her knees, her hair was loose, covered in white clothes like a brocade, the wind blowing in from the doorway, her long hair fluttered gently, the air was filled with a faint fragrance, she shrunk into a small ball , seemed very weak and helpless.

Chu Zhiling patted his forehead, exhaled helplessly, looked at her slightly trembling shoulders, wanted to go forward, took two steps, but turned back, as if he was worried about something and didn't want to get close, do not want to touch.

Clearly feeling that Chu Zhiling's footsteps were going away again, Xin Yue raised a pair of bright eyes, and suddenly let go of the hands holding her knees. There was no trace of sadness on her face, and there was a certain strain on her calm face. The clear light is as pure as jade.

When the willows were on the moon and the night was silent, the girl’s lips curled up obliquely, and she stood up. She rummaged through the pile of clothes that had been deliberately messed up, changed into a night clothes, inserted the dagger, He took a series of gadgets such as ropes, flints, knives, and wire, and slipped out the door neatly.

"Are you all ready?" There was a slightly cold female voice in the air.

"Well, it's all right." The man's voice was a little heavy, obviously not very happy.

"From now on, the main road will go to the sky on each side, and you can be regarded as a complete meritorious deed for your eldest brother, so you don't have to feel guilty."

"Can you promise you will never come back?"

The man's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible. Xin Yue raised the corners of his lips slightly. No one saw the flash of light in her eyes. She replied in the usual tone:

"Am I coming back to seek death? If he knows that I have lied to him, he will be merciful to me. When the time comes, the old and new hatred will be together, and I can't stand it."

The cold moon is like frost, reflecting the earth like water.

Not long after the conversation was over, the ox cart that needed to secretly transport the fragrant nanmu moved slowly towards the gate of Tianze’s house under the slow movement of the ox. Chu Yan waved his hand lightly, and the door was opened without anyone blocking it. , He walked out of Tianze's house with a gloomy expression. He walked to the street, and the door at the back closed slowly. When it closed, with the creaking sound of the door, there seemed to be a strange sound in the air.