Pampering the sea

Xia Chuan was startled, and looked at her with some trepidation.

Xin Yue turned around, his eyes were as light as clouds, "The more wounds you have, the more I feel sorry for you, fighting for you will arouse Chu Zhiling's anger towards me, and it will lead to our marriage. Breaking up, hehe," the corners of her mouth rose slightly, "In order to save you, I turned down my face and flirted with him, so he promised to let you go. Is that how you repay me? So spare no effort to plot against me?"

"You...you heard it all?" Xia Chuan's pupils suddenly dilated, "Listen to my explanation, things are not like that, listen..."

"Enough." Xin Yue frowned impatiently, looked at him, and said slowly:

"You're disgusting, you know that?"

The wind picked up, and the cold autumn wind poured in through the open window, and a few fallen leaves shook and fell, shattering the ground with mottled light and shadow.Xia Chuan's white robe fluttered in the wind, and dark colors gathered in his clear eyes.

With the words stuck in his throat, he pursed his lips and showed a wry smile.

Xin Yue glanced at him, stopped talking, and walked out.

-

A few days later, the weather was surprisingly good, and Xin Yue sat on a chair by the pond, throwing fish food into it one after another.

Suddenly there was a force on her shoulders, Xin Yue stood up vigilantly, and when he found out that it was someone he was familiar with, he lost his vigilance.Chu Zhiling's hands were big, rubbing her shoulders, and asked Xin Yue with a smile: "Why is Madam looking unhappy recently?"

Xin Yue patted the seat beside him with his hands, and said, "Sit down."

Chu Zhiling sat down obediently, touched the back of her head with his hand, and asked, "What's wrong?"

She seemed a little tired, she leaned her head on Chu Zhiling's shoulder, opened her lips and said, "I just feel a little uncomfortable," with a hint of helplessness in her indifferent tone, "Am I really stupid?"

Chu Zhiling stretched out his arms to hold her in his arms, and smiled: "Madam is the smartest woman in the world."

Seeing that Xin Yue was still a little unhappy, Chu Zhiling pinched her nose and said, "Smile for my husband."

"Idiot, it hurts." Xin Yue knocked off his hand, frowning.

She put her chin on his shoulder and looked up at him: "You must be laughing at me in your heart. You think I'm stupid, don't you?"

Chu Zhiling just looked at her and smiled.

"He is very pitiful. He has a very unbearable past. I think I can find my own shadow in him. I didn't have a good life when I was a child. At that time, I thought, how good it would be if someone helped me. "" Her voice was a little low, "so when I saw him suffering, I remembered me when I was a child, and I wanted to help him. Later, he also did a lot of things for me. I feel that he is not a dark person, although He spoke very badly about himself. Now, "the fish are clamoring for food in the pond, but Xinyue's heart feels strangely silent," I have to admit, I am very disappointed in him, and I am even more disappointed in his insistence on going his own way. I'm disappointed." She frowned, "I'm really blind that he's calculating me like that."

Chu Zhiling touched her cheek: "Who didn't miss the time, ma'am, don't be angry, don't you have me? Don't think about it, it's enough for me to love Madam, don't bother with others in the future, obediently Give me a baby and live a good life with me."

Listening to what he said, it was coaxing, but Xin Yue always felt that there was such an awkward taste, what he repeatedly emphasized was to ask her to stay by his side obediently and ignore other things.

Before he had time to think about it, Chu Zhiling stood up and said to Xin Yue: "Chu Yan called me there, I'll go there first."

Xin Yue was bored and continued to throw fish and food, and suddenly a soft and soft child's voice came from his ears: "Brother, what are you doing here?"

Xin Yue looked sideways and saw a five or six-year-old boy standing under the cherry blossom tree in front of him. The boy raised his head high and smiled at the teenagers beside him.

The boy was tall and slender, dressed in white, the wind blew gently, the leaves on the tree and the boy's black hair danced in the wind.The young man had a jade-like face and an outstanding demeanor. He stood there tall and straight, looking towards Xin Yue with empty eyes.

"Brother, brother..." Nana Tian Ze called Xia Chuan there, Xia Chuan ignored him, he suddenly hugged Xia Chuan's leg, stuck to him and refused to leave, "Brother, play with me."

Seeing that Xia Chuan frowned, Xin Yue remembered that Miko Tazawa almost killed Xia Chuan, and Nana Tazawa was so pestering Xia Chuan... Xin Yue was a little worried that Xia Chuan would be unfavorable to Nana Tazawa, so he took a step forward. go.

Without even looking at Xia Chuan, she quickly pulled Tian Ze Nana away, and said softly, "Sister is playing with you."

"But brother Chu said that my sister has a baby in her belly, so she can't play with others..."

"My sister taught Nana to write Chinese characters, does Nana want to learn?" Xin Yue took Tian Ze Nana's little hand.

"I'm leaving." Suddenly, Xia Chuan's slightly deep voice sounded from above Xin Yue.

"Hmm." Her voice was flat.

"Can you," he said with difficulty, and his voice became hoarse, "Would you like to see me?"

Xin Yue lightly raised his lazy eyes, but still didn't look at him: "I'm a little busy."

"Xin Yue." He called her suddenly, with a low voice, as if suppressing a lot of emotions, "I have no friends for a long time, no one takes care of me, no one cares about me, I have been wandering all over the place by myself, it has been a long time gone."

The wind blew down a tree of osmanthus seeds, and a few petals slid down Xia Chuan's black hair, gradually sinking into the dust.

Xin Yue finally glanced at him, raising his calm eyes: "So what?"

Their eyes met, his vicissitudes were thick and heavy, and hers were as light as clouds.

He shook his head, a few petals slid down Ruyu's cheeks, like tears, swaying a few crystal waves, and slowly fell into the white skirt.

"Because I'm a friend, I don't want to see you sad. Because I'm a friend, I cherish your feelings. Because I'm a friend, I will say something to keep you."

Xia Chuan smiled, the sincerity in his clear and clear eyes, seeing the girl was silent, her delicate and fair face was still as calm as water, Xia Chuan's jade-like eyes showed a rainy blue and black, it was a kind of Dim to somewhat dead, deep and lonely, the corners of his mouth slowly rose like petals at the end of the season, and the breath he exhaled carried a self-mockery of not knowing how to deal with himself:

"As you said, I'm pretty disgusting, aren't I?"

When he said the word disgusting, his voice was very hoarse, as if he saw the unbearable past among the flying leaves, and those dirty dark corners invaded his mind pervasively. The most appropriate portrayal of this life, she pointed it out, it was heart-wrenching.

Xin Yue frowned, raised his eyes and said, "Don't you have an apology to say? Do you think that your actions are all reasonable?"

A gust of wind blew, and the leaves swayed. The young man lowered his flawless chin, looked directly at Xin Yue, and slowly uttered a word:

"Yes."