Weird Mystery

Chapter 80 Figured it out

I looked at the reincarnated Hongyun and her lover in this life with tears streaming down my face, and my despair was growing: "Hongyun, our love was just a mistake! What kind of reunion in the next life is just a beautiful beauty that cannot be realized It's just a dream!"

"In the end, everything will wake up from the dream, and when I wake up, there will be nothing! I have repeatedly moved the sky, the earth, and everything in the world, but I can't move you, even if it only touches you once, let you look at me! Ha ha ha!"

"No matter how beautiful love is, it can become nothingness in the end! It's hard for me to chase after it foolishly. I have suffered in vain for hundreds of thousands of times! Hahaha! Irony! Irony!" The sap flowed out, and I knew that the incarnation became The me of the tree, the sap flowing out, that is my blood and tears!It is my blood and tears of extreme pain!

She suddenly turned around, and at the moment when she was about to drink Mengpo soup, she burst into tears again for some reason, and said in her mouth: "Bitter, just give up! Give up! I don't want you to suffer! I beg you to be happy, your happiness is my greatest happiness! I am willing to use myself to replace you and bear the pain you have suffered!"

From this moment on, the already desperate heart suddenly ignited hope. 26nbsp;Her tenderness and kindness, and her concern for me emerged one by one, yes!How nice she is!I don't want to give up when she thinks of me again and again!Don't want to give up!

Two crystal clear teardrops slid down from her cheeks. At that moment, my reflection seemed to appear in her eyes. The eyes she looked at me were like the affectionate eyes that Hongyun watched me all the time when she was alive. Filled with tender care.At that moment, I was stunned.

"Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I am willing to use myself to replace you and bear your suffering!" Her words surged in her mind, how wonderful she is!

At that time, we were among the dead, and she would rather go hungry than give me the biscuits. After we got married, our lives were very tight, and we had the trouble of not having the next meal after we ate one meal.There is too much cooked food, if it is wasted, I will not be able to live this day, but she always gives me the cooked noodles first, and after I am full, she is often not full, even without eating. I can eat it!

Just starving like this, smiling and watching me eat, pretending to be satisfied, lying to me, lying to me that I am full, but I have to endure hunger.

As the saying goes, "everything is sad for poor and humble couples." When other couples quarreled endlessly or even fought because of starvation and lack of money, Hongyun didn't quarrel with me, but kept telling me that the hard days are over!

As long as you can be with me, no matter how hard it is, it will be sweet!Hard times are temporary. When people have difficulties in their lives, I will definitely achieve something. In the near future, I can bring her a good life. At that time, I can buy whatever I want!

You don't have to live your life as tight as you are today.Besides, on the tenth day in Yangzhou, the hellish life has been survived. What suffering can people who have died have been unbearable?

Facing such a good and affectionate wife, even a hero like Qi Jiguang is not afraid to kneel in front of the three armies: "My wife please parade!"

But Fang Xuanling, who is the most powerful in the world, is not afraid of being scratched by his wife, being teased in the hall, and then being laughed at by the whole country, but he has no resentment in his heart. Humiliate my wife's life!

Her words rang in my ears again: "Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I would rather use myself to replace you and bear your suffering!" I understand, I understand why even if you are nine Ming Taizu, the fifth emperor, was unavoidably afraid of Empress Ma and fear of guilt.

"'Kneel!' A large group of people heard the word 'kneel' and knelt down together, allowing one person to chop off their incompetent and weak heads!" That scene appeared in front of my eyes, it was my eternal grief, hidden deep in my soul Among them, even thousands of times of reincarnation, it will be like a shadow.

I thought of Ah Chuhun again, what a brother!For me, he has suffered too much!If I give up, he may not be able to get relief, but if I persevere, not only can I end my vow, but also end his grudge.

"When there is compassion in the heart, there is a Bodhisattva everywhere; when there is wisdom in the heart, there is a paradise everywhere; if the mind is ignorant, there is a sea of ​​suffering everywhere." I couldn't help but think of my mother who believed in Buddhism when I was young. She often took me to the temple to listen to eminent monks. Talk about Buddha.

This sentence is deeply rooted in my mind.At this moment, this sentence came out, and I couldn't help thinking that it was Hongyun, who gave me rebirth, gave me the meaning of life, and made me miraculously turn back from a self-willed and hopeless prodigal son, She knows me and believes in me, she dies for her confidant, and the wife of a confidante, I can only repay with love!She deserves it!

She has been waiting on the Naihe Bridge, and even remembered that when I first arrived, the ghost messenger said that Hongyun was waiting for me alone, and she kept waiting for me until I came to the Naihe Bridge.Didn't she also suffer while waiting for me to come?Facing the threat of the vicious ghost messenger, and Granny Meng's gossip, she still insisted on waiting for me until I came to Naihe Bridge.

And the scene where we both struggled to bear the pain for ourselves, and gave up the happiest and easiest to each other, that scene couldn't help but emerge in front of our eyes.And her kindness, beauty, and understanding during her lifetime are all presented before her eyes.

Abandoning her and drinking Mengpo soup, if I pass her by one time again, and the memory that sleeps in the abyss of soul is awakened, will I hate myself?Why give up such a good wife?So that the soul is never at peace?

But there is one thing, I am clear: I can't be like the Buddha said Nirvana, just because I have love, love, brotherhood for Achuhun; especially for Hongyun's love, even if this love is crazy The cycle of the six realms, the eternal fall into the beast realm, will not stop.

My love for Hongyun seems to be accompanied by my soul, kneaded together, and become an inseparable whole. If I can really be freed, only Hongyun can free me. Only by destroying love with love can she destroy me The love in my heart, that is the last result I want to see.Or it is to end the frontier and reach the other side of the soul.

Now that I figured it out, at that moment, I felt peaceful and quiet, and the despair just now disappeared without a trace.The sudden penetration of the soul, even if it waits for another thousand years, and endures thousands of hardships, so what?

Even if you are placed in the cauldron in hell that has been floating on the top of the pot for thousands of years, and has been sinking for thousands of years, the bottom of the pot will always boil forever, and suffer endless punishment, but as long as your heart is suddenly enlightened, being in hell is like a paradise.Everywhere is a paradise, as it is said!

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