Immortal Will of Darkness

Chapter 5 When love is a thing of the pastThis chapter is free

"Happy!" More than two hours had passed, and Li Zhixin hadn't completely calmed down when the stomachs of the two of them were almost full. Today's incident, although it was not a big deal, broke the shackles of self-restraint. , such pleasure, is it common?Not only Li Zhi, but even the fat Dong Hao was quite excited. The relationship between the two of them has always been good. In some respects, it is better than brothers. Seeing Li Zhi driving away the scum so cleanly today, my heart is also There is a sense of joy, it turns out that life can still be lived with such joy. 【】

There is a saying that the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change. People's character is often extremely difficult to change, but it is not impossible to change. Sometimes a seemingly insignificant incident will have a profound impact on character. Character determines destiny. The trajectory of this life has gone in a completely different direction.At this time, neither Li Zhi nor fat Dong Hao realized how big this was, they just felt happy.

"That guy Liu Ming only wants to eat rat meat? He doesn't even want money?" Li Zhi rubbed his stomach in surprise. "Hey! You don't know yet, Tang Monk meat is very popular now. Although the price is not high, but the quantity is limited, not everyone can eat it. The queue for reservations is half a month later. Liu Ming is half a month away. I ate a meal a month ago, but I couldn't eat it even if I wanted to eat it later, otherwise he could take out this treasure?"

"Tang Seng Rou, the name is a bit strange." Li Zhi didn't expect that the fatty uncle would actually name the mouse meat Tang Seng Rou, Tang Seng was a human being. "What's so weird about people nowadays, don't you think it's weird that he doesn't eat it. Besides, the meat is so effective, it's a good match for Tang's monk meat. Tang's monk meat can live forever, and our rat meat is not bad. .”

The fat man looked at Li Zhi with a mean smile, and suddenly stopped laughing, looking at Li Zhi: "I'm so proud, so proud, I almost forgot the business, do you know that Liu Lei is back, she's divorced now. "

"Liu Lei." This name seemed to have a magical power, and Li Zhixin's pleasure and excitement were swept away the moment the name was said. "Why are you still mentioning her now? I vaguely remember that it was a long time ago. If she divorces, she will get divorced. It's none of my business."

"What's your business? It's about your life." The fat man stood up and said, "I don't know you yet? You started to have a crush on her when you were in elementary school, and you got so good grades in the exam that you got into that high school? Isn't it for her? But she was no longer in that school at that time, and there is no news about it later."

"Don't you remember when you graduated from university, how excited and joyful you were when you heard the news about her, and how disappointed you were when you were told that you had a boyfriend?"

The fat man paused for a moment: "She has a boyfriend and you chased her like crazy, and even said you were willing to give her everything, but you didn't expect that she didn't choose you in the end. You were so heartbroken at that time, and now she's divorced with difficulty." Yes, you are back, you have another chance, why have you not talked about your girlfriend for so many years, isn't this related to a major event in your life?" At this moment, the fat man became a little anxious.

Li Zhi took a deep breath, his heart was a little moved, but it was quickly suppressed, the pressure was natural, smooth, and too turbulent, but there was a faint pain in his heart that flashed away: "I am sad to die? No, I am still not dead." Is it?" He leaned his body completely on the sofa behind him and looked up at the ceiling: "Time is enough to destroy everything. Now I am no longer who I was then, and she who is now will not be her in my heart. Do I still need to go after it?"

"But..." Fatty waited to say more. "Besides, my temperament is not suitable for her. As you know, I am a person in a completely different world from her." Li Zhi's voice paused, and he sighed: "Why don't you go? ? Just to encourage me to go? Your heart is also her."

"I……"

"No excuses, no explanations, we two brothers grew up, I still don't know about you?" Li Zhi closed his eyes and shook his head: "I remember when I was young, she was the most beautiful girl in the class. When I saw her, I told myself that I wanted to marry her as my wife. However, she was so dazzling that I was afraid of her. When she came over, I would even turn my head to avoid it. I believe that you will be the same at that time, right? .”

"Her brilliance makes us add all the good things in our hearts. In our hearts, she is a goddess. She has become our belief, our belief, but now, will she still be our heart's belief? Is she what we want again? She sleeps at night and has children, and earns money during the day, is she like this? After all, we are people from two worlds, she is not a princess, and we are not her knights."

"Maybe you can consider changing it?" The fat man whispered. "Change? You can change, but me?" Li Zhi pointed his finger at his head: "If it was a few years ago, maybe it would be like this. Now, I am not the same as I was back then..."

"Have you ever had a dream?" Li Zhi changed the subject. "Dream? When I was young, I wanted a Doraemon. I wanted to be Nobi Nobita. Even if I have a stupid head and no great ability, I can live a good life. When I grow up, I can marry the woman I loved since childhood. live happily ever after."

"It's really a dream, Doraemon. I also wanted to have it at that time." Li Zhi smiled. I saved all my breakfast money just to buy that set of comic books. "Now? Is it still such a dream?"

"No, I don't have any dreams anymore. I just want to live my life in a mediocre way. I don't need too much money, and I don't need to be a big official. It's enough to be happy every day."

"Isn't this a dream? Have you thought about why you can live so peacefully now? You are here today. If I were an ordinary nerd with no weapons in my hands, what would happen today? I can only pay the money? It’s just once, twice, twice, three times? How much money can I pay if I don’t have a job, and I don’t have a source of income?”

"Why can you live so peacefully? You don't need to work or worry about work. You just have to have fun every day. How happy? But what is this based on? Let's talk about work. If you are just an ordinary family, think Is it possible to get into the planning bureau? Exam? Don’t you know what the current exam is? Can you get in if you can pass the exam? How much does it cost? A city soldier (with package distribution) costs [-] to [-] yuan. It’s still the same price as last year, hehe…”

Li Zhi didn't continue talking, and the fat man didn't reply either.