Five years old Lu Mingfei

Chapter 79 Seventy-six. Alignment (Part )

(This chapter is suspected to be a bit extreme, the contents are all artistic transfer and processing, and do not represent the author’s own ideas)
Lu Mingfei slipped from the door to the ground and curled up.

"I'm not a psycho, I'm not a madman, and I'm not a monster."

He murmured, with pain on his face: "I just want to live like an ordinary person, with my parents by my side. Is it difficult to do this?!"

"There are so many people in the world who moan for no reason, why can't there be one more of me!"

The other party laughed strangely: "Aren't you doing what you said? You are still good at this."

Lu Mingfei looked gloomy and didn't even bother to refute.

The other party chuckled and cleared his throat: "Why do people moan for no reason?"

“Because when you see beautiful things, you feel false, when you see ideals, you feel fantasy, when you see pain, you feel extreme, when you see reality, you feel cruel.”

"In the final analysis, it's because you only see what you lose, and you are never willing to accept what you gain because of the things you hate."

Lu Mingfei finally raised his head and sneered: "You understand again?"

"Don't talk as if you have experienced everything. Who can't be happy? People who watch always think they are more awake than everyone else."

The other party didn't reply back and spread his hands: "I don't object to this, but corn syndrome patients also say the same thing. Do you believe what they say? There is no pure black and white in the world."

"What did you feel when you first saw the stone?" he asked.

Lu Mingfei lowered his eyes and whispered: "It's disgusting. People like P are as crazy as lotus root slices."

"What happened next?" the other party asked.

Lu Mingfei was silent for a long time, and finally replied like he was breaking a pot: "Wu Gan, I don't know how to do it, but when I saw the lotus root breaking out and having fun, I didn't bother to stand on their side."

The other party laughed wildly: "Isn't this acceptable? You just didn't realize the two sides of this kind of thing at first."

"The processes are different, but the results are the same."

"The examples given may not be extreme enough, but they are enough to illustrate the problem."

"I am just your dark side. I have indeed never experienced what you said, but what about the girl sitting outside? You have never considered how she would feel."

The other party said slowly and leisurely: "It's true that you killed her parents, but it's also true that you saved her. It's no use just complaining about yourself here!"

"She keeps saying that no one can understand you. Doesn't she count as a human being? What? Do you think you are inferior to those two people in her heart?"

Lu Mingfei stood up slowly, stretched out his hand to press the door handle, and suddenly turned around and said, "You are such a master chef."

The other person was still sitting on the toilet, smiling and shrugging at him: "Thanks for the compliment."

Lu Mingfei turned to unlock the door.

Renata turned to look at him quizzically.

He took a deep breath and said with a trembling voice: "Let me tell you about your parents."

Renata smiled: "Okay."

Lu Mingfei looked gloomy: "Your father is an alcoholic and incompetent idiot. He got the title of professor of the Academy of Sciences by selling you out. In fact, he is useless. Your mother has a pretty face, but she is a poor person." Cofu’s bitch, two people make a perfect pair.”

"Is that so?" Renata said softly. "Originally, this was not enough. But I heard them treating you as a devil and proudly saying that you were an experiment that should be dissected. After I quoted the price, they sold you again without even the slightest hesitation. I I almost vomited. There is no way I could leave you in this kind of birth family, so I just..."

"So you kill them," Renata said calmly, the smile not even fading from her face.

Lu Mingfei opened his eyes wide and understood in an instant that he was stained with blood and had not been washed away with the snow outside the door.

"I'm sorry." He subconsciously wanted to apologize.

But Renata suddenly grabbed his wrist and lifted his sleeve, revealing the pinprick that had not disappeared.

Her calm and cold eyes suddenly revealed anger: "You promised me you would never use that thing again!"

Lu Mingfei didn't know how to express himself. He was a little happy, but also felt unspeakably sad.

"Aren't you sad? Those two people never regarded you as their daughter," he said in a solemn voice, even forgetting to explain.

"Did I misunderstand? I thought I was not the only one looking forward to meeting my parents. I thought parents shouldn't be like this either."

Big tears fell on her arm holding Lu Mingfei's wrist.

This was the first time Renata saw him cry.

And the only time.

She didn't say anything, but pulled Lu Mingfei towards her and let him rest on her lap.

".Sadness, even at the beginning." She said softly.

"I knew the result when I saw you, but you looked very bad at that time."

She rarely had a moment of humor: "It's like an eggplant beaten by frost. It's so wilted that it's ugly. You've made all my expressions, so of course I can only nod quietly."

"So I didn't ask anything."

She gently stroked Lu Mingfei's hair, and their roles suddenly reversed.

"After that, the sadness passed, because I knew that I still had you by my side. When they sold me, I met you. This result is actually acceptable," she said. A smile appeared on his face.

"Don't be sad. If one day your parents abandon you like them, at least you will still have me by your side."

She smiled mischievously and said, "You said that as long as I am obedient, my wishes will be fulfilled."

Lu Mingfei stared blankly at her delicate cheeks, and unconsciously stretched out his little finger: "... hook"

It was just childish enough that she didn't feel disgusted at all, and wrapped her little finger around it: "Pull the hook."

"Would you like to give me a name? Think of it as a farewell," she asked.

Many clips flashed before Lu Mingfei's eyes and he shook his head: "You have already taken it for yourself -"

"zero?"

"zero."

(End of this chapter)