Even the whole world is trying to match us up

Chapter 85 Butterfly 2
"That happened last year. What is the problem you came to me with today?"

"She rejected my proposal."

While Tanaka Kenji said these words, subtle emotional changes as time passed across his face.

Natsume Qingyu can understand this emotion.

It is a combination of confusion, regret and sadness.

It's like holding back your emotions after watching a touching movie with someone, and when the movie ends, you cry silently in the dark.

The cinema is not only a great place to propose, but also a great place to say goodbye.

When a movie that gets better and better ends, the feeling of reluctance will be even stronger.

It's as if as the movie comes to an end, the protagonist's story also ends.

And it’s time for the audience to leave.

I don’t know if it’s been too long since I’ve had a job, but Natsume Qingyu has been feeling uncertain about more and more things recently.

Tanaka Kenji and Hezi started out as friends, and they didn't get close deliberately for the sake of falling in love.

In the nearly two years of dating, I must have...

Chatting, talking about eating and drinking, listening to music, joking, talking on the phone, telling stories...

All the things a couple can do may have been done.

Those who hate each other and those who like each other understand each other.

We also experienced periods of ambiguity and cold wars again and again.

In a love game, the progress of the guide is logically full.

All that's left is to propose.

But why was it rejected?
Is it because I didn’t choose the right flowers, didn’t play the right music, or didn’t choose the right occasion?

"Mr. Tanaka, when was the last time you played football?" Natsume Qingha asked as if he thought of something.

"The day of the proposal." Tanaka Kenji replied neatly.

“Football pitch proposal?”

"That's not true. We proposed in the same cafe where we confessed our love."

"Why? Are you going to play football that day?" Natsume Qingyu discovered a blind spot, "Since you went to work, you should have exercised less and less."

"Yes." Tanaka Kenji gritted his teeth in a low voice, "That day, she suddenly said to me, Kenji should go play football again. I said, okay."

"But I can't outrun my former self." Natsume Qingyu said it tactfully in order not to hurt Mr. Tanaka.

"Yes, but it doesn't matter." Kenji Tanaka was trying to accept the facts that he didn't want to face. "The uniform doesn't fit, and the shoes don't fit either. It doesn't matter. Because her cheering is really useful. She came here before. I won every game. I hadn’t exercised for so long that I couldn’t keep up with my breathing. I even had cramps in my heart. It didn’t matter. It’s just that I used 1000% of my fighting spirit to play a highlight. , looked at her, but she was playing with her mobile phone with her head down, not shouting for me."

After losing that game, Natsume Qingyu understood.

"Hate her?"

"No, I don't blame her." Tanaka Kenji said, "Because she also told me personally that there are several powerful football players in the school, and the chat records are also very clean.

I only blame me for not becoming a professional player and not achieving the future she expected. "

Here, Natsume Kiyoha also understood that it was Mr. Tanaka who had a knot in his mind.

Hezi is still an avid fan of football, but is no longer a fan of Kenji Tanaka.

They were together because of football, and at the same time, they seemed to be separated because of football.

Both of us are so tired.

The reason is just a slight difference in thinking.

Tanaka Kenji wanted to find a paint that could last longer and dye it with the colors of the two people.

And Hezi wanted to preserve the current color of the two people for more time.

but……

No matter how bright or expensive the paint is, it will deteriorate and fade over time. They are people with the same interests and hobbies, not people who will never leave each other like shadows.

After boys who have not succeeded in their hobbies enter society, they become more and more realistic under the pressure of work.

In school, Hezi is still idealistic.

This is a conflict between 'wanting to give you the world' and 'you are my world'.

Neither side is right or wrong. From a certain perspective, they are all considering each other from the other side's perspective.

Natsume Qingyu also understood one thing, soul compatibility is just a screen.

If it only decreases, it means that the mentality of at least one of the two parties has changed in a bad direction.

"Do you want to break up with her?" Tanaka Kenji said his decision after careful consideration.

The two adults were crowded on a small desk. As Tanaka Kenji raised his eyes, Natsume Qingyu felt that the distance was getting closer.

The branches outside the window cut the sunlight into wisps of fragments, one of which hit the 38th line on the desk.

Feelings about the environment always follow the human heart, but Natsume Qingyu now only feels depressed.

An adult watched him quietly, waiting for his answer.

Natsume Qingyu sighed inwardly.

In fact, Tanaka Kenji already has the answer in his mind about this mutually binding love.

Tanaka Kenji has thought about it carefully. If he can't give Hezi the happiness he wants, it may not be the best ending.

As for why you should ask him?

Probably, I am still a little reluctant to let go of that long-lasting love.

"Do you feel happy being with her?" Natsume Qingyu asked softly.

They were truly in love.

The so-called love is not a three-second surge of hormones, but a decision to love the other person after very rational consideration.

Obviously, Mr. Tanaka did it all.

only……

"Of course." Mr. Tanaka seemed to stiffen, interrupting Natsume Kiyoha's train of thought, "Master Hanada, what should I say if we break up?"

What? How could you ask this? Do you want to ask how to eat with chopsticks?
When he saw the adult's wrinkled face, a melancholy expression appeared.

He relented.

He could imagine that when a simple and honest boy like Tanaka Kenji fell in love with a quiet girl, he probably wouldn't even bother to argue.

Maybe, he really didn't know how to say goodbye quietly.

Natsume Qingyu also felt deeply sad for him. After all, including the ambiguous period, it lasted three years.

At the same time, I am also a little regretful and emotional. Will even people with similar preferences break up?
They are shadows and two identical puzzle pieces at the same time.

But it really confused Natsume Qingyu.

He has always taught others how to express love, never taught others how to break up.

The sun is very cunning, and the 38th line on the table is gradually approaching.

It seems that if he doesn't speak, it will gradually shrink the safe zone until it kills him.

Kenji Tanaka sent him dog food photos one after another when he was in love, and they all came to mind.

Eat Western food, ride the Ferris wheel, visit the aquarium...

Thinking of this, Natsume Qingyu's eyes lit up.

Since no one is right or wrong, it is better to praise this indelible period of youth.

　Thank you to all the families who have read this far!
　　(It’s almost time to distribute dog food, and another chapter of dog food inspiration! It happens to be Tuesday and Wednesday again. You can look forward to it a little bit. I won’t say how sweet it will be, but it is definitely a type of dog food that I have never seen before. ! To describe it, I feel a little bit satisfied, but I can’t express it. And the recent chapters have more insightful things. Of course, it must be meaningful to write them. After all, I am walking on the emotional line. I will know it soon. Why. Later, after becoming 'friends', it will be much easier to write dog food. In fact, I have been very busy recently. I have an exam on the 8th, so I have fewer and fewer manuscripts.)
　　(Then, there is a brain hole that is about to be revealed. I will prove that all the 'strange' things mentioned above are normal. When the time comes, don't scold me, haha. It is definitely not a poisonous point! It can also be regarded as a reply to a comment thread, although it is not I don’t know if he believed that I would persevere, haha. In fact, I have been guiding him slowly, and there were still three readers who guessed half of my three ideas. Haha, scary!)

　　
　
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