Even the whole world is trying to match us up

Chapter 123 The courage to be hated
love.

A few simple words, but an eternal theme that runs through human civilization.

From ancient times to the present, countless musicians, artists, writers and philosophers have bowed to it.

And today.

A young man who has dabbled in each of the previous four fields also joined the discussion team.

Is confession the clarion call for final victory, or the charge to launch an attack?

He began to think about the problem again.

There is no doubt that everyone will agree with the former.

If you want a girl to like you, it depends on attraction, not on exchanging 'I like you' for 'you like me'.

Confession is based on the fact that the other party already likes you, and is a sharp tool used to pierce the last layer of window paper.

While this is a well-known truth, it doesn’t apply to most people.

why?

The reason is simple, when you fall in love with someone, it's always 'the wrong time'.

To put it simply, confession is not a moment of persuasion, but a long-term attempt to attract the other person.

But you must know that the relationship between people is like two parallel lines in space that will not intersect from the beginning.

If there were no unexpected variables in life, two parallel lines in space would not intersect even if they extended to the end of the universe.

Just like childhood sweethearts meet because they live close to each other. Their parents have been in contact with each other since they were young, and they know each other well; just like a handsome waiter and an intellectual elder sister meet over a cup of coffee that was knocked over; just like different genders students bumped into each other at the corner; it was as if the opportunity for him to meet Suzune Hatsukano was the soul compatibility that deceived him.

Of course, a series of superficial factors such as "He's unexpectedly handsome," "He's unexpectedly rich," etc. can also become signs of "being superior to others."

He dared to say that the above opportunities were not available to most people in the world.

People with deep feelings often have to spend a long time building advantages in order to make up for the inferiority hole in their hearts.

Looking back, I found that the height of my own cushion was the starting point of others.

There is always a gap between myself and the person I like.

Regret flows under the hands of the clock.

When I woke up, I suddenly found that during the time I was working hard.

I missed many wonderful things and memorable scenery.

So mostly.

Instead of being immersed in the possible internal conflict between the other party and yourself, it would be more practical to just blow yourself up.

An ordinary person wants to connect with a person who should have no intersection. The only thing that supports him is the courage that was once hidden in the corner.

Natsume Qingyu had a sudden thought.

If everything in the world is composed of shimmering particles.

So from the moment the heart beats, every particle in people's bodies is rushing towards each other.

And the moment when you release your courage and express your feelings is the most passionate explosion in the depths of your soul.

In an explosion, two parallel lines in space may converge on a plane, creating an intersection.

The same is true for the relationship between people, where erratic and mysterious quantum entanglement begins to occur.

And that's just the beginning, not the end of the story.

Under the instigation of Natsume Qingha, Hase Kaede has arrived near a cafe in Shibuya.

Pedestrians walking in a hurry often turned back, just because he was holding a small bouquet of flowers in his hand.

The bouquet carries a delicate fragrance, exudes a romantic atmosphere, and hides a story about to happen.

"A man like Maple poked the head of a playboy"

"A man like Kaede: Takeda-san actually arrived half an hour early."

"A man like Maple: I'm blushing now, and I'm afraid I won't be able to speak later."

"A man like Maple: She looks so beautiful in her school uniform, but I feel so ugly."

"A man like Kaede: And Shiori Takeda has no impression of me at all. Wouldn't it be too abrupt to confess directly? It's terrible.JPG"

"Fan-hearted bullhead: I feel like you're so nervous."

"A man like Kaede: Can you not be nervous? Confess to your first love. Natsume, you are so smart and give me some ways to relieve my emotions. You can't let others wait for too long. Urgent, urgent."

"The flirtatious bullhead: I know you are in a hurry, but don't worry yet."

"A man like Maple: speak quickly, hurry up."

"Fan-hearted bullhead: It's very simple. Just take a few deep breaths and you'll be fine."

"A man like Maple: that doesn't work at all."

"The philandering bullhead: There's nothing we can do about it."

"A man like Kaede: Natsume, please, stop being so secretive and tell me quickly. Corporal Do.JPG"

"Fan-hearted bullhead: I can't help it. You are so nervous that you can't speak. It's simply because you don't like Takeda-san enough."

"A man like Maple: Huh? Stop joking, okay?"

"A man like Maple: I don't like him enough, so I can stand here?"

"The flirtatious bullhead: But your subconscious mind is resisting. The pursuit of love is already so heavy, so why are you asking for trouble?"

"A man like Kaede: Natsume, what are you talking about? I don't understand."

"Fan-hearted Bullhead: Do you want to wait until you calm down before you can go in and confess to Takeda-san?"

"A man like Maple: That's right."

"Fan-hearted Bullhead: That's a pity, this plan may fail."

"A man like Maple: Why? It hasn't even started yet."

"The Playboy: I think it's over. There's no way, you can't possibly stabilize your mood. After all, you're not the Hase Kaede I know."

"A man like Maple:????"

"The playboy: In my opinion, my good friend Hase Kaede is not a person who only looks at his own shortcomings and hates himself extremely."

"Fan-hearted bullhead: In other words, it's you who are running away from this matter, afraid of the blow and self-denial caused by being rejected by the girl you like. You have been giving yourself psychological hints, 'Hasgu Kaede, You must avoid getting hurt in other people's relationships. In order to achieve this goal, you will infinitely magnify your inferiority complex, far greater than your heartbeat. Thus, you can say, "I'm too ugly to be worthy of her." "I'm so nervous that I can't speak." "The other party doesn't know me at all" and similar excuses, so that you don't have to muster the courage to confess or be rejected, and you can quickly convince yourself. As long as you don't take action, there will be no results, and you can be like Schrödinger's cat Just like living in an infinite reverie, I continue to live with the idea of ​​'I can do whatever I want'."

"Fan-hearted bullhead: So, the person who ties the bell must untie it. If you don't want to confess, that's fine. We can just come back and have a chat."

"The big bullhead with a big heart: If you want to take action, then I wish you good luck. Bare teeth smile.JPG"

Drink tea to maintain health and eat melon parts.

"I hope I can help him." Natsume Qingyu put away the phone.

"Do you think he can succeed?" Hatsugano Suzune asked, holding tea.

"Let's leave the answer to this matter to Schrödinger." Natsume Qingyu didn't want to comment too much on the future.

......... Natsume Qingha found Hase Kaede in the streets of Shibuya.

The boy, who is worth at least 9 yen, is sitting limply on the bench.

His eyes were distracted, and through his lifeless eyes, it seemed that he could see his soul full of cracks.

The street lamp appropriately emitted a pale yellow light, which fell impartially on his rarely exquisite head shape.

It made him look like an aristocratic girl who had just been beaten by reality and started a wandering life.

"Drink more hot water." Natsume Qingyu has always been very protective of women and couldn't help but care.

"Huh?" Changgu Feng was a little shocked, and his brainwaves were out of tune for a while.

The two looked at each other.

Three seconds later.

"Have you eaten?" Natsume Qingyu asked with a smile.

"No."

"wait for me."

Natsume Kiyoha turned around gracefully, walked to the drink vending machine, and stuffed a large-denomination note.

Dong-dong-dong, with a few soft sounds, two bottles of drinks rolled out.

"Looking at your posture, I thought you were going to cook for me and give me a meal." Hase Feng smacked his lips when he saw this.

"Definitely next time. I bought some clothes recently and my piggy bank is at the bottom. Don't dislike it. It's good to drink some." Natsume Qingha bought two bottles of MAX coffee and handed one of them to Hase Kaede. past.

"Clothes are quite expensive." Hase Kaede took the drink and nodded, "By the way, Natsume, I gave the money to Hatsugano-san, but she refused to accept it. If you try to persuade her later, you still owe girls favors. not too good."

"Try your best." Natsume Qingyu held the can and smiled as if he was thinking of something.

"I won't be able to sleep if I drink coffee at night." Hase Kaede's eyes rested on the ingredient list of MAX coffee.

"How many of the lovelorn people were able to sleep peacefully that day? Is it inappropriate to comment after the game while lying on the bed? So, just make up an excuse for yourself. The reason why you can't sleep is because of that stinky bitch Natsume. Please give me a drink. A can of MAX coffee worth 150 yen." Natsume Qingyu looked at Hase Kaede and said in a funny tone, "Less internal energy consumption, complain more about others. Thinking like this will make you feel more comfortable.

"Oh, I didn't expect you to be so nice." Hase Feng nodded numbly.

If only I could understand people's thoughts half as well as Natsume.

"Did you find it too late?" Natsume Qingyu took off the ring and made a 'porphy' sound.

"Why did you reread the price just now?" Hase Feng asked with his eyes.

"Please don't worry about these details." Natsume Qingyu shook the can in his hand, smiled, and took a sip of coffee.

"I'm drinking coffee to relieve my worries, but what about you? It's not like you're heartbroken. You don't plan to sleep tonight either?" Hase Feng hadn't drank yet, so he thought about it and asked.

"Of course, I'll accompany you." Natsume Qingyu answered cheerfully.

Hearing this, Hase Feng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, "It's not necessary, it has no practical significance."

"There are some things. If I think it is meaningful, then it is meaningful." Natsume Qingyu said it with sincerity.

"Strange rhetoric."

The two looked at each other, turned their heads simultaneously, and looked at the night view of Shibuya streets together.

Neon lights flickered on and off, and traffic flowed on the streets.

The street lights in the dark night are like small stage plays.

Two actors in one of the scenes were motionless, just staring quietly into the distance.

a long time.

"Why do you talk so little today? Normally, you shouldn't talk about some big principles to enlighten me." Hase Kaede, who had been sipping his coffee, suddenly spoke up.

"I just think that now you want a friend who can accompany you silently more than a life mentor." Natsume Qingyu said in the tone of a close friend.

There was another few minutes of silence.

Hase Kaede, who was emotionally frustrated, had the image of drinking to soothe his sorrows all night long in his mind, while Natsume Kiyoha was deriving functions in his mind.

"Natsume, you bastard." Hase Kaede sighed from the bottom of his heart.

"What's going on?" Natsume Qingyu was shocked. His secret theft was exposed?

But Hase Kaede's next words made him dispel this doubt.

"I was wondering, if I were half as good as you, would I be able to succeed?" Hase Feng curled his lips and looked to the sky, feeling a little sad.

The aviation warning lights on the tall buildings flashed and seemed to replace the stars in the sky.

When Natsume Kiyoha saw it, he was inexplicably reminded of his masterpiece "Maple Blowing to Zhoukou". The ape's eyes in the painting seemed to have such a faint sadness.

Sure enough, time will prove his artistic attainments.

"You don't have to regard other people's gains as your own losses. If you blindly compare yourself with someone, a person is bound to not be too happy. Of course, it is a good thing for a person to have goals and be positive." Natsume Kiyoshi Yu leaned against the street lamp and raised his head as well.

A few crows landed on a street lamp not far away and became rare spectators, lowering their heads to admire the two erect apes.

"As far as you can tell, you were the one who instigated me to confess today." Hase Feng rolled his eyes, but his tone was not a complaint.

"What? Do you regret it?" Natsume Qingyu asked after thinking about it.

"That's not the case. On the contrary, after the dust settled, I suddenly felt relaxed." Hase Feng felt a little emotional and stretched, "It's over."

"Who told you the story was over?"

"?"

"She accepted your flowers and remembered your name, didn't she?" Natsume Qingyu retracted her gaze and turned her head in confusion.

"Yeah, what's going on?"

"So, the story has just begun." Natsume Kiyoha stuffed the ticket in his trouser pocket to Hase Kaede, "This is a special seat ticket for the fireworks display. Go and try to invite Takeda-san."

He is a man who can see the compatibility between people's souls. In fact, he has long known that the probability of successful confession is low.

It's just that rather than deceiving him about his superpowers, he prefers to believe that his good brother can use his courage to fight for a miracle.

"I was just rejected." Hase Feng was a little embarrassed.

"There is no secret to chasing girls sincerely. As long as they are not unreasonable, boys just need to be thick-skinned or simply shameless."

"What if she refuses again?" Chang Gufeng asked.

"Believe me, it won't happen this time." Natsume Qingyu smiled and said firmly.

He raised his handsome face, bathed in the warm yellow light, and drank the MAX coffee in his hand gracefully.

Lake Baiga, which is as clean and clear as winter, looks around with eyes, as if wanting to reflect the entire brightly lit Shibuya.

"Damn, there's not even a trash can."

In fact, this was not the case. The handsome young man simply looked around again, looking for the trash can.

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