Accidentally become the public enemy of the entire server

Chapter 71 You understand me

Silent for a long while.

Xu Zhiyan loosened his grip on Lu Chenyu, fell back as if giving up on himself, sat on the ground, stared at something with scarlet eyes, and continued drinking.

Seeing that the young man seemed to be ignoring him, Lu Chenyu was silent for a while, stood up and sat next to her.

"You remind me of a friend I once had." Lu Chenyu said to himself. The young man had no superfluous reaction to this, as if he acquiesced in his words and deeds.

He picked up a bottle of wine and imitated the young man and blew on the bottle.

The sparkling water mixed with the rich alcohol taste exploded on the tip of the tongue. The strong aroma of grapes was accompanied by the taste of inferior cola saccharin. After one sip, Lu Chenyu almost lost control of his expression.

He kept giving himself hints that this was a 20 bottle of Romani, and then he resisted the urge to spit it out and swallowed every drop.

After calming down for a while, he continued, "Really, you look a lot like her right now."

"She is also frustrated. She can just make a joke and make a haha. It will be over. If she is chased and comforted all the time, she will break her defense."

Xu Zhiyan expressed neither objection nor agreement to this, so Lu Chenyu glanced at her and continued.

"I still remember her playing with Xie Shuyan when I was little..."

At that age, Xie Shuyan was always attracted to some furry dolls, and Lin Yan always liked to tease her, saying that she liked to sleep with dolls so much, be careful that these things suddenly come back to life in the middle of the night.

One time during a fight, Xie Shuyan accidentally dropped the doll to the ground.

Lin Yan had bad thoughts again: "Yanyan, apologize to it!"

Xie Shuyan said subconsciously: "Why should I apologize to a doll?"

"Because you dropped it on the floor, it didn't have to get dirty." Lin Yan picked up the doll and patted the dust on it.

"But it's obviously because you came to snatch me that I didn't hold it securely. I was protecting it!"

"But if it hadn't been for it, you would have fallen. It obviously protected you. Shouldn't you apologize to it?"

Xie Shuyan was stunned, thinking...

"It saved me!" The little girl bowed gratefully to the doll, "Thank you!"

"Hahahahaha no way..." Lin Yan laughed unbridledly, "No one really apologizes to the doll!"

"But you said it saved me..."

"Apologies are meant for people. What's more, if you dropped it on the ground, it would have died long ago! It's impossible to accept your apology!" Lin Yan raised the doll and made a funny face.

"It's dead! Do you understand?"

Xie Shuyan: "..." (crying loudly)

Lin Yan: "...? No way, you're crying now."

Lin Yan: "Hey, isn't it a good thing that the doll is dead? This way it won't wake you up suddenly in the middle of the night."

...Xie Shuyan cried even harder.

"Oh, you are really... so stupid. I cry like this just because I am teasing you..." She hurriedly wiped the other person's tears. "You are so stupid. Who else would want to play with you except me..."

"Stop crying, okay..."

……

That was the time Lin Yan probably realized that he was bullying someone so badly that he wanted to coax someone but was awkward and refused to speak out.

"I saw that she was awkward and uncomfortable, so I went to try to persuade her. I said that children don't hold grudges, so just go and sincerely apologize to her and we'll make up right away." Lu Chenyu recalled.

At that time, Lin Yan also said that it was okay, haha. How could I worry about Xie Shuyan holding a grudge? I was worried because she was too stupid and might be bullied again when she grew up...

But at that time, he was desperate to persuade me.

What did Lin Yan say at that time?

"I clearly know what I need. I don't need you to force a meaning to save me!" Lu Chenyu imitated her tone and repeated it, then turned to look at the silent boy.

"That little wolf cub looks exactly like you."

"Actually, I'm talking about Lin Yan. I wonder if she told you anything about her childhood." Lu Chenyu still couldn't help laughing when he thought of this, "Now that I think about it, Lin Yan might have some PUA genes. Yes. Otherwise, she would bully Xie Shuyan like that, and people would still think that Sister Lin Yan is taller and Sister Lin Yan is shorter..."

When the young man heard this, he sneered slightly. Just when Lu Chenyu thought she was going to continue stand-up comedy again, she spoke.

Xu Zhiyan took a sip of wine and asked seemingly casually: "What kind of person do you think Lin Yan is?"

"She..." Lu Chenyu said almost without thinking.

"The most upright villain, the most aggressive show-off, the most extroverted introvert, the most disciplined rebel...a natural contradiction."

"I feel disconnected from the world. I withdraw from daily life and examine the world with the attitude of a bystander. But when people ask her why she suddenly became silent, she will just laugh and laugh."

Lu Chenyu concluded, "My impression of her is: 'Sun and rain in summer'."

"Bright sadness."

Perhaps it was when he was talking about someone he knew well that Lu Chenyu hadn't started talking like this for a long time: "That guy is extremely conceited and extremely rational...the price of these two points is his lack of empathy..."

"That's why she was so awkward when coaxing Xie Shuyan, because Lin Yan didn't realize that her fun-seeking behavior sometimes really hurt others... No, maybe she still wanted to work hard to learn empathy, so she accepted her inner judgment As a false comfort method, try to coax Xie Shuyan without being awkward..."

"So once when she really tried to understand me, I realized that she really regarded me as an extremely important person. Because only at this time, Lin Yan's rhetoric lost its effect."

"Hmm... Actually, although Lin Yan likes to do chores, she is not annoying at all, because her personal abilities are really excellent."

Lu Chenyu continued thinking thoughtfully: "Because she is so good, her love of doing things has become her personal charm. Especially after she gets to know her well, she becomes the most clumsy puppy in the world... "

"Really." He smiled again, "Having such a person by your side can actually bring you a lot of joy..."

Xu Zhiyan, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly interrupted him and continued: "But in fact, she doesn't find it fun most of the time. She just tries it for fun. This is the so-called 'having fun'."

Xu Zhiyan: "It's like, others laugh because they are happy, and she smiles because she will be happy. This is why Lin Yan makes others feel cheap. She needs this happy atmosphere."

Lu Chenyu added: "And this kind of happiness is needed intellectually."

The young man smiled: "Yes, it is necessary rationally."

"That's why you like to use some black humor when playing emo. You need this kind of happy atmosphere intellectually. Being too conceited makes you never show your weaknesses to others." Lu Chenyu said.

Xu Zhiyan went on to say: "I always rot soberly, and then point at my helpless self and laugh wildly: 'Is this you?'"

This time they really laughed wildly, looking at each other until they were out of breath.

The two of them touched the 20-dollar bottle of Romani and did it.

Blow into the bottle.

"Xu Zhiyan, do you think my analysis is correct?"

The young man just smiled and did not answer him.

But in fact he didn't need to answer.

Because the young man’s eyes clearly told him:

"You understand me."

　Writing this chapter is actually an analysis of Lin Yan's character, which can be regarded as a supplement to the character setting.

　　Lin·Yan, the adorable and mean-spirited dog in the world, said: What bad thoughts can I have? I just want to sell a sword~

　　Xie Shuyan: ...get out of here!
　　After a while ~

　　Xie Shuyan: Sister Lin Yan, wow, wow, I miss you...

　　Lu Chenyu (or Lu Xingye): You are somewhat of a PUA (pointing)
　　
　
(End of this chapter)