Rebirth begins with rejecting Qingmei

Chapter 62 An Shishi: I want to hear it too
  Seeing Xu Xiuwen's phone call, Xiao Youran suddenly felt like he had lost something and found something, and he wanted to cry for a moment.

So after the call was connected, the first words Xu Xiuwen heard sounded like crying.

"What's wrong with you, Youran? What happened? Are you crying?"

Xu Xiuwen's three consecutive questions made Xiao Youran understand that he was still the same him, the boy who cared about all his emotions and belonged to her.

Xiao Youran has never been more moved than now.

Xiao Xu is the person who cares about her the most, except her parents. There will be no other boy who cares about her more than Xiao Xu.

Xiao Youran only had one thought at the moment.

She regrets it so much!

Why didn't she explain clearly why Xu Xiuwen kissed her for the first time?
  The second time he confessed, why did he choose to remain silent out of face?

She regrets so much!

She was so afraid that Xu Xiuwen would leave her!
  Xiao Youran is no longer the willful girl she once was.

She rubbed her eyes, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, tried to calm down, and said to Xu Xiuwen on the other end of the phone, "I'm fine, Xiao Xu, I'm fine."

"What happened?" How could Xu Xiuwen not hear the girl's emotions? Wouldn't his life have been in vain for more than ten years.

Xiao Youran didn't answer, but asked, "Xiao Xu, I saw a video of you singing. You sing really well."

Xu Xiuwen was stunned when he heard this!

After learning that the video was posted on the Jiaotong University Tieba, he had a premonition that Xiao Youran would see it. I just didn't expect it to happen so soon.

From Xiao Youran's state of crying, he suddenly remembered the scene of holding Tang Weiwei's hand in the afternoon.

"Youran, listen to my explanation..."

"Xiao Xu, you don't need to explain. I know you and that girl are just for show. I'm not angry."

Ok?
  Xu Xiuwen was stunned again!
  What's happening here?
  Xiao Youran was so jealous that he cried in anger last time when he saw her holding Song Siyu's hand.

Not only was he not angry when he saw himself holding another girl's hand this time, but he also found an excuse for himself?

He changed his tone and said, "Yes, it's necessary for performance, just don't be angry."

"Xiao Xu~~~"

Xiao Youran's voice came through the microphone, with a hint of pleading.

"what happened?"

"Can you sing it to me again? I really like the song you wrote. I really like it."

Just watching the video on 302, she had memorized the lyrics of the first song.

Every sentence in the lyrics seems to describe the days she and Xu Xiuwen used to have.

Xu Xiuwen was waiting for him downstairs;
  Xu Xiuwen touched his legs to make himself angry and bought himself a week's worth of ice cream to apologize;
  Later, when she was in high school, she was not allowed to wear skirts. She was always reminded to eat less ice cream, otherwise she would get stomachache;

Xu Xiuwen brought his rhubarb to pretend to be a family with him. He played the role of father, he played the mother, and rhubarb played the child...

Especially some sentences in the lyrics, "You actually understand my feelings", "Being a moth for you is not worth it", "I hope you are happy", "Give up the world for you".

She felt that every sentence was Xu Xiuwen's inner monologue.

She didn't even know Xu Xiuwen liked her so much.

The only pity is that when Xu Xiuwen played guitar and sang for the first time, she was not there at the scene, but saw it through video.

Thinking that Xiao Xu secretly learned guitar in order to make himself happy, he must really want to be the first to play it for himself.

Xu Xiuwen didn't know Xiao Youran's inner activities. When he heard the girl's words, he was slightly stunned, "Now?"

"Ok!"

"Is your roommate sleeping? Will it disturb them?"

"Then I'll get up and go outside now, and you can sing to me, okay?"

Xu Xiuwen did not refuse this time.

Just when Xiao Youran was about to get off the bed and walk outside the dormitory to listen to music, he suddenly heard Song Siyu who was across the bed saying, "Youran, I haven't slept yet. Why don't you put the speakerphone on? I really want to listen." .”

An Shishi also quietly raised her hand and whispered, "I want to hear it too." In addition to the three of them, there was another member in the dormitory, but he didn't usually go with them.

At this moment, after hearing what Song Siyu and An Shishi said, he actually said, "Don't worry about me."

Seeing that none of the three roommates objected, Xiao Youran stopped getting out of bed.

In fact, she was a little selfish. This song was written and sung by Xiao Xu for her. She didn't want to share it with other girls.

But thinking of Song Siyu and An Shishi comforting her and analyzing the situation for her at night, she didn't want to be too selfish.

So she pressed speakerphone.

Now that he decided to sing it for Xiao Youran, Xu Xiuwen didn't hesitate.

He coughed, cleared his throat, and noticed that his roommates were too noisy, so he said, "Brothers, be quiet for a while. I'll sing a song and you can chat later."

The other five people in the dormitory instantly fell silent and looked over in unison.

It's still "Why Not", but in the afternoon there's guitar accompaniment and now it's a cappella.

Xu Xiuwen's voice can make a girl pregnant directly no matter what the conditions are.

It's the ears that are pregnant.

This night in 2005.

One phone call, two dormitories, and the same person's voice rang in the ears of nine people.

"The sky really wants to rain

I really want to live next door to you

Standing stupidly downstairs of your house

Raise your head and count the dark clouds..."

After the a cappella singing, the two bedrooms remained quiet.

"Xiao Xu..." Xiao Youran's voice was filled with tears.

She still underestimated the lethality of this song and overestimated her own ability to bear it.

Xiao Youran couldn't stop crying when she heard Xu Xiuwen singing for herself.

She hates herself so much now!

She missed the past days so much, and the boys who circled around her in the summer.

At this moment, the girl made up her mind and decided to treat Xiao Xu the same way Xiao Xu treated herself.

In dormitory 301, Song Siyu and An Shishi were silent.

No matter how well Xu Xiuwen sings in the video, it's not as good as singing in person on the phone now.

Song Siyu leaned on the bedside and looked at Xiao Youran. She knew that this girl was very lucky.

At this moment, she was particularly envious of Xiao Youran.

She envied her for having such an excellent sweetheart. This boy not only stayed with her throughout her youth, but also loved her without reservation and seriously.

An Shishi was also silent. She remembered what the computer store owner said that day, "That boy seems to like you!"

Maybe she had hesitated once.

But now she knows clearly that the person Xu Xiuwen likes is his childhood sweetheart Xiao Youran.

If Xu Xiuwen knew what the girls were thinking, he wouldn't be able to help laughing.

Because this song was not written by him at all. It can only be said that this song is suitable for many people's youth.

After singing a cappella song for Xiao Youran, chatting with the girl for a few words, and comforting the girl to go to bed early, Xu Xiuwen hung up the phone.

After putting down the phone, Xu Xiuwen noticed that the dormitory was extremely quiet.

Turn around and look.

It turned out that the five people were staring at him without saying a word.

(End of this chapter)