Rebirth begins with rejecting Qingmei

Chapter 11 You don’t know how to cherish

Xiao Youran applied for Jinling Jiaotong University, why did Xu Xiuwen also apply for Jiaotong University?
  With the scores at Jiaotong University, it was impossible for Xu Xiuwen to be admitted.

Did he not plan to be admitted at all?

Could it be that he did this on purpose so that he could reread it naturally?

Xiao Youran knew that Xu Xiuwen was a very face-loving boy. When he was a child, he often got into fights with other boys in the class over some face-related matters.

Xiao Youran had previously tactfully persuaded Xu Xiuwen to re-study, but he was strongly opposed by him, as if it was a great shame to re-study.

That's why Xiao Youran thought that if Xu Xiuwen confessed to her, she would ask him to repeat his studies by agreeing to confess. Only in this way could Xu Xiuwen agree.

But Xu Xiuwen didn't confess, and he was so cold recently, so Xiao Youran gave up at first.

I didn't expect him to repeat it in this way.

Xiao Youran was very excited.

When I think of Xu Xiuwen repeating his studies and getting admitted to Jiaotong University next year, the two of them can be together openly without worrying about being opposed by their mother.

The grievances, depression and anger of these days disappeared instantly.

She was immersed in joy, smiling so hard that her eyebrows arched.

Xu Xiuwen accidentally caught a glimpse of Xiao Youran's expression. Based on his past understanding of Xiao Youran, and when he thought of the school he applied for, those who didn't know it would actually think it was the same school.

He was not the kind of character who insisted on ruining other people's moods when they were happy, but when facing Xiao Youran, he felt it was better to speak clearly.

"Xiao Youran, I applied for Jiangling College of Jiaotong University, which is a third-level university, not your Jiaotong University. With my grades, I will definitely be admitted. Don't dream that I will repeat the study."

"Ah?" Xiao Youran, who was still immersed in joy, was confused by Xu Xiuwen's words.

When he came back to his senses and was about to ask, he saw that Xu Xiuwen had already stood up and left without any intention of lingering.

Xiao Youran's mouth suddenly became aggrieved, but he didn't dare to say anything more and just chased after him quickly.

Xu Xiuwen saw her chasing after her and asked angrily, "Why are you following me?"

Xiao Youran felt doubts and grievances coexisted in her heart. She turned her head away from Xu Xiuwen's eyes, "I...can't I just go home?"

Xu Xiuwen glanced at Yang Xiaoxiao next to him and said sarcastically, "Xiao Youran goes home, and you go home with her? Why do you live in the same community as her? Why don't I know?"

Yang Xiaoxiao was ridiculed by Xu Xiuwen and felt a little embarrassed.

She suddenly stopped and shouted to Xu Xiuwen, "Xu Xiuwen, why are you pulling? And have you gone too far! It was clearly you who forced you to kiss Youran that night. It was Youran who should be angry, and the one who did the wrong thing was You, even if you don’t apologize and take no responsibility, you actually got angry! Why?”

Yang Xiaoxiao is the deputy monitor and English class representative. She had scolded Xu Xiuwen several times in high school before. But they basically accused him of not wanting to make progress, thinking about having fun all day long, and asking him not to hold the class back.

Xiao Youran used to think Yang Xiaoxiao did the right thing because she also thought Xu Xiuwen should play less and read more.

But this time, Yang Xiaoxiao accused Xu Xiuwen. Although he was speaking for her, it was not the scene she wanted to see.

So as soon as Yang Xiaoxiao spoke, Xiao Youran showed a worried look on his face.

These days, he felt that Xu Xiuwen was a bit strange, so strange that she was a little scared.

She didn't want their relationship to get worse because of Yang Xiaoxiao.

She hadn't seen Xu Xiuwen for almost half a month. This was the first time in so many years. She was so used to it that she couldn't sleep well at night.

Xu Xiuwen couldn't bear the disturbance, and Xiao Youran happened to be nearby. He thought it would be better to explain it clearly in person once and for all, so as to avoid having to explain it again and again in the future.

He took a deep breath and then said, "Yes, it was me who did something wrong. I really shouldn't have kissed her. I can apologize now. As for taking responsibility, Yang Xiaoxiao, did you make a mistake? Xiao Youran said it herself. She I don’t want to fall in love when I go to college, but I am different. I like the sour smell of love. We are two people, what do you want me to do?"

As he said that, he turned to look at Xiao Youran.

"You want me to be responsible, right? OK, then I'll confess." "Xiao Youran, I like you very much. Do you want to be my girlfriend, or a stranger from now on? You make your own choice."

Xiao Youran didn't expect Xu Xiuwen to confess directly.

Her first reaction was to agree quickly, but she hesitated.

What she was hesitating about was not whether she should agree to him, but whether she should agree to him now!

If Xu Xiuwen could coax her, comfort her, and speak kindly, how could she not agree?
  Perhaps Xu Xiuwen had such a arrogant and cold attitude, and still had such a coercive tone.

This is completely opposite to the romantic confession that Xiao Youran expected in his heart.

Xiao Youran also has his own pride.

Although she had been aggrieved, sad, depressed, and surprised these days, the pride she had developed over the years prevented her from bowing her head and agreeing immediately.

But she didn't want to refuse, so she remained silent.

Seeing Xiao Youran's silence, Xu Xiuwen secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

He understood Xiao Youran's character and knew that she would not agree so easily, especially in this situation.

Otherwise, it would be really difficult for her to really agree, but it wouldn't be difficult either.

The worst case scenario is just to date for a while and then break up for any reason.

For fear that Xiao Youran would regret it, Xu Xiuwen said quickly, "Yang Xiaoxiao, you saw it, Xiao Youran, it's not that I don't want to take responsibility, it's that you don't know how to cherish it."

This sentence was a bit heavy for Xiao Youran.

The girl who had never been hit was suddenly at a loss.

Xu Xiuwen didn't care about her, and turned around and left after speaking.

Xiao Youran's nose felt sore when he saw his leaving figure. He endured it again and again, but still couldn't hold it back, and tears flowed down unsatisfactorily.

She didn't want to cry, she felt embarrassed, but she cried anyway.

Then she cried loudly on purpose, hoping to be heard by Xu Xiuwen.

He had never been willing to let her cry before.

But this time, Xu Xiuwen left without stopping at all.

The midday sun shines from the south, leaving three short black shadows on the school's main road.

Xiao Youran looked at Xu Xiuwen's leaving figure with tears in his eyes...

The time for Xu Xiuwen to fill out his application was July 7, but the admission notice arrived on July 5.

Xu Xiuwen did not go to the school to get the admission notice in person, but asked his mother to bring it back.

Naturally, I did this to avoid meeting Xiao Youran, but I didn't expect that what was supposed to come would eventually come, and there was no way to escape it.

After the admission notice came out, major hotels began to hold teacher appreciation banquets and further education banquets.

Xu Xiuwen only took three exams. Ning Wanqiu was too embarrassed to hold a college entrance banquet, so she invited a group of close friends to come to her home for dinner.

On the day of the dinner party, Ning Wanqiu got up early to prepare the dishes.

As Ning Wanqiu's best friend, Zhang Ruoshu will naturally not be absent.

Xiao Youran also came to Xu Xiuwen's house with his parents.

(End of this chapter)