Tender as wild

——I would rather die than want you to live.

This sentence is too serious.

Bai Li opened her mouth, not knowing what to say, so she could only squat on the ground in a daze.

Tears trapped her vision, and the outline of the person in front of her was blurry, but the only thing she could see clearly were his gentle eyes.

That sweet voice sounded in my ears again.

"So, you don't have to remember it so clearly. That's what I want, and I want to be good to you. I don't need you to feel guilty, and I don't need you to repay me. You just need to be yourself. You are very good, and no one can compare with you. better."

Then, the man raised his hand and carefully wiped away her tears.

The world returned to clear picture quality.

Bai Li's somewhat inferior and withered heart was watered down.

It was the first time someone told her.

No one can do it better than you.

She sniffed and murmured: "But you saved me... and left a scar. It must be very painful."

Fang Ye listened to her quietly and frowned, "Is it ugly?"

Bai Liri thought for a moment and then shook her head.

Very strange.

Any scars that fell on Fang Ye's body were not ugly. Even the hideous scar on his hand could not cover up the dazzling light he exuded.

Fang Ye's eyes were the same color as the snow outside the window, with a soft feeling, "It doesn't matter even if it's ugly, I'm quite willing. I didn't feel much pain at that time, I just thought it was good that you were alive, if you really want to give me some What, just stop crying."

The dim night sky was illuminated orange by the neon lights of the city, and was blown by the wind as if life-threatening.

All kinds of emotions came to Baili's heart.

You don't need to guess to know that someone like Fang Ye would never say such disgusting words.

But he was willing to squat on the ground and tell her carefully, just hoping that she would stop crying.

"Well, don't cry anymore."

Crying does nothing.

Bai Li closed her eyes and wiped away her tears. She stopped crying and even showed a smile.

The corners of his mouth and eyes are curved, and his whole person glows in the dim environment.

Fang Ye curled up the corners of his lips, stretched out his arm for her to support, and got up from the ground, "Would you like to read a book together?"

Baili thought of the bold hug just now, but she didn't dare to linger under Fang Ye's nose for too long. The feeling of constant collapse and sinking in her heart was very familiar.

It's her love that keeps growing.

Almost bursting at the seams.

She was afraid that she would be fascinated and unconscious if she was not careful.

So as to do something more outrageous.

Holding back the pounding of her heartbeat, she hurriedly shook her head, "No, no, I'm sleepy. Brother, I'm going back to sleep."

Under the gentle gaze behind him, he fled in a hurry.

Before closing the door to the room, she couldn't help but take a peek.

Fang Ye still looked at her calmly and gently.

She shook her fingers and closed the door.

Lying back on her bed, she was extremely troubled, staring at the ceiling and thinking hard.

Is it her illusion?

The moment they hugged each other, her brother's heartbeat became so fast, it was obviously faster than hers.

She was about to reach out and explore, but was quickly pulled away.

But he was so calm, and there was no change in his expression, so Bai Li didn't dare to confirm easily.

She knew all too well the feeling of losing control of her heartbeat when she was close to someone.

Also know what it means.

She picked up the phone.

I thought about it carefully and then posted a question in the dormitory group.

[Have you ever been in love? 】

At this point, everyone is still asleep.

As Baili's role as the group's favorite, everyone jumped out when asked this question.

After being teased for a while.

Chen Sang decisively started a group chat.

Baili took a deep breath, turned down the call volume on her cell phone to the lowest level, and then clicked in.

Chen Sang: "My dear, my pear, my baby, my dear! Are you going to fall in love??"      The other two people did not speak, but they were obviously listening.

Bai Li picked up the water next to her and took a sip, "No, it's just... I just want to judge whether a person likes me."

It sounds a bit narcissistic.

Bai Li was also embarrassed.

But the girls still discussed this issue.

"Isn't that easy? See if he spends money for you."

Baili thought for a while.

Fang Ye was not only giving her money, he was very generous. At that time, Fang Ye was not like now, and he was willing to give her one hundred thousand yuan without saying a word.

"Then you can't just look at money. You have to see if he will treat you well and consider the details for you."

Baili thinks that is true.

No need to think about it, Fang Ye was very kind to her, in every detail.

Yang Min had no experience in love, so she searched the Internet for a long time before she started to make suggestions, "I just found a video on the Internet. Now you can send him a message and ask him if you think I am stupid. If he says you are stupid, then He just likes you..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

I don’t know who laughed first.

In the end, even Yang Min couldn't hold back her laughter. She laughed and said, "Lizi, don't listen, I just said it casually."

Bai Li also laughed, and after chatting with her roommates for a while, she lay back on the bed again.

Didn't get any useful answers.

Looking out the window at the fog.

She thought again of the heartbeat in the man's chest just now.

It seems to be contagious.

Her own heart seemed to be knocked out of her body, enough to drown out all the sounds around her.

Some people are as calm as a mountain.

In that mountain...could the most turbulent lake be hidden?

she does not know.

But she spent the next few days observing.

Fang Ye was still so gentle and polite, without showing any flaws.

As soon as the Spring Festival is over, spring is coming.

The snow is melting and receding day by day.

On the fourth day of the new year, Baili received an email. The art club hoped that she could help draw a designated original poster. The reward was very high, and Baili agreed quickly.

She has accumulated a lot of experience in the past six months.

It's a two-way street for her.

After college, I became a lawyer.

After college, I became a painter.

It's not easy to walk, so she has to work harder.

Fang Ye also gradually became busy, as if he wanted to make up for all the rest during the New Year. He did not go home after the fourth day of the Lunar New Year.

Before leaving, Bai Li heard him say that he was going to the border and left a key for Bai Li to stay there for as long as he wanted.

But Baili was planning to move out on the sixth day of the lunar month.

The house she rented has been heated, so she should go back.

Before leaving, she called Fang Ye and asked him where to put the keys.

On the phone, Fang Ye's voice was unclear. The signal seemed to be poor where he was, and he could hear the whistling of yellow sand and dust all over the sky.

"You can keep it."

Just these four short words.

The call was suddenly interrupted.

Bai Li looked at the key in her hand eagerly.

The meaning couldn't be more obvious.

Fang Ye asked her to take the key away.

This place is not for temporary residence.

She can come anytime she wants.

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