I'm going to wear this doormat and I won't keep you company anymore.

Chapter 44 Become a part of our play 4
  "You mean, my dad knew that Yi Ai stole my drawings to publish patents, and he still supported it?"

Yi Chi seemed to have heard a fantasy.

"Yes, just because he thinks you are arrogant and should be suppressed; and your brother has low self-esteem and needs encouragement, so he lets him do whatever he wants."

"Why is this like this! And whenever I become arrogant, it's all his own imagination!"

"I'm not trying to blame the victim. I don't know how you and your dad usually communicate. Have you ever told him what you think?"

"What's the use of saying it? He always misinterprets my meaning. In his eyes, what makes me different from others is wrong."

Yi said angrily. "He didn't even want to think about it. If anyone could play with me, how mediocre would I have to be?"

Oh, this sentence is not an ironclad proof of rebellion among parents.

"Besides, I'm not suitable for making friends at all. Good friends always turn into angry and angry people when they come to me. You see, even my brother is the same. He's good to others but bad to me."

"Yi Ai is a person that my father values ​​​​and can barely tolerate. There are others who are more extreme than him."

"It sounds like you have a lot of stories... would you like to tell them?"

"Of course, Qingxue, as long as you don't find it annoying."

Bai Qingxue thought to herself: You don't mind if I listen to you with a pessimistic attitude.

What follows is simply a history of blood and tears for Yi Chi’s children.

"My first friend was the one who took the initiative to talk to me, and I trusted him. It turned out that he had a bully friend who would always pull us to a secluded place for trivial matters. He would sometimes yell at us, or even make us slap each other. Slap each other until the other person cries.

"Later I found out that he didn't befriend me because he thought highly of me, but that his master didn't have the ability to be a school bully and wanted one more servant.

"The second friend, he speaks very nicely, and we can get along well. He comes from a poor family and doesn't usually have much to do for fun. I will share any toy I make with him. But he never takes the initiative to return it to me, and he always shirks me when I ask him. .

"It was hard to get it back because it was out of shape because of improper collection. He couldn't afford to pay for it if it was damaged, and even because it took so long, I couldn't buy the corresponding materials to repair it. But next time I borrow him, it will still be littered. Put it.

"The third friend, we got along okay at first. But then he fell out with me just because I rejected his sister.

"They even slandered me everywhere for bullying his sister and being irresponsible. It made me a scumbag in my grade, and it even spread to my dad. My dad thought I was in love early, so he punished me again.

"The fourth friend..."

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"So why should I make friends? They want to take advantage of me no matter what. If I refuse, it means I am not a friend enough. Making friends is too tiring. I have that time, so I might as well invent."

Yi said foolishly. "I seem to have that kind of constitution. No matter how good a person is in other people's words, he will become bad when he comes to me. So I think I'd better not harm others."

"Because you are never angry, and you never rely on others." Bai Qingxue said.

Yi Chi was confused: "What?"

"If you don't get angry, your friends won't know that you care. If you don't rely on them, they will feel that they are dispensable to you, and they will not be able to feel close and connected to you.

"It's a pity to throw away food that is tasteless, and it will extract as much value from you as possible. If you don't refuse, they may even regard this as a mode of communication that you recognize, and it will naturally form a habit."

"But I don't understand why I can do things that others can't do. Otherwise, I'm being arrogant. Don't they think that's an excessive request?"

"You don't even mind, and you expect others to feel uncomfortable for you? It's impossible. You make friends to satisfy your own emotional needs. There won't be anyone who can feel the same way as you for no reason.

"Even the so-called close friends are mostly just because they happen to be in the same situation. To sympathize with the other person is to sympathize with yourself.

"Similar to your works, do your customers really pay for your growth as they say? Aren't they paying for your own mood and needs? Of course, there is no conflict between the two."

"You mean, let me treat my friends as customers, and don't expect them to understand me, but I have to arm myself and trick them into paying the bill?"

"Almost," Bai Qingxue's eyes lit up, "That's it, the routine has won people's hearts since ancient times! Human beings' joys and sorrows are not the same, but you can theoretically empathize, and you should also learn to express your mood and opinions. Just like Yi Ai is like that... noisy children will have sweets to eat!       "If you don't do this, you will never enjoy the care of others, and naturally there will be no friendship. The same applies to family love! "

"It's too difficult. And I think it's very embarrassing." Yi sighed crazily.

"Then don't always act like a victim. This is your own choice." Bai Qingxue said. "If you can't maintain peace of mind right now, it's time to look for change."

Yi Chi lamented: "You are right, what I shouldn't have said affected your mood. I'm sorry."

"Here we go again! First of all, change your habit of always apologizing! Why are you so humble? You don't owe anyone."

"I live in your house and eat in your house..."

"You are still my savior." Bai Qingxue knocked on the mechanical arm hidden under her skin.

She wouldn't admit it, because Yi Chi's pitiful appearance of having his hair exploded every time he stepped on him was very cute, and she liked to tease him by knocking herself when she had nothing to do.

Human nature is very bad~
  "I haven't done well enough." Yi Chi said, "I really hope that I am so good that no one can make mistakes. Why can't I like others, or can I only make others like my money? Don't I have that? Any advantages?"

...it's back again.

Bai Qingxue wanted to say something nice, but found that he really didn't have any good qualities in her eyes.

Seeing her hesitating, Yi Chi looked even more frustrated: "You said I'm yours, are you really just pitying me?"

Bai Qingxue has something to say, right? "What's wrong with you, pity? Doesn't pity have a name? Just be satisfied with half of it."

"Is that so? Is it possible for this 'Lian' to be upgraded?" Yi Chi's eyes lit up.

"Well...if you participate in the Tianxuan Cup and defeat Yi Ai, I will consider it."
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  Father Yi's face could not be seen clearly in the steaming mist.

"Dad, is this intensity okay?"

Yi Ai knelt down and pinched his feet. Naturally, he also brought him the water for washing his feet.

Since Yi Hui came back, he has been treated like this every night.

Yi Ai rarely takes the initiative to do anything, but if he sees him doing something, he will immediately participate or rush to do it.

As for Yi Chi, it wasn't until after he left that he found out who had cleaned the toilet at home. It turned out that the dining table and floor were not made of stain-resistant materials.

If he sees what he is doing, Yi Chi will silently take over other housework, and it will take him a long time or even not notice at all.

If it was Yi Ai, the whole family would know what he did because he had a loud voice.

"dad?"

"Yeah." Father Yi said perfunctorily, and then said. "You don't have to prepare foot-washing water for me from now on."

"why?"

"You might as well read a few more pages while you have this time."

"I've seen it, this won't delay my study!"

Yi's father stopped talking. Yi Ai felt that something was wrong in the atmosphere, so he added.

"Dad, I will cheer for the Tianxuan Cup! Don't worry!"

Yi's father opened his mouth several times to speak, but in the end he said nothing.

…It would be great if Yi Chi relied on and needed him as much as Yi Hui.

If Yi Chi doesn't object, there seems to be no need for him to single out Yi Ai to embarrass him. What does Bai Qingxue think? She is an outsider after all...

(End of this chapter)