Watching in the dark night

Yan Lu finally came to his senses, wiped his face, put on an ugly smile, and replied: "Damn it, she likes to wear it!"

Seeing that her parents were still hiding it from her, Yan Shuang couldn't help it. She stepped forward, picked up the wig that Yan Lu had and put it on her head.

"Yan Shuang, what are you doing?" Yan Lu stood up quickly and gently pulled the wig off her head.

"Mom and Dad, this is my thing, right?" The wig on top of his head was pulled off by Yan Lu. Yan Shuang did not insist on putting it on again, but asked instead.

"You kid, what are you talking about? It's just that my mother loves you, but it's not because I have too little hair." Ruan Xue was stunned for a second, and then said in a thick nasal voice.

She began to pretend to be busy, packing up the clothes on the bed and the wig that Ruan Lu had knocked to the ground.

"Mom and Dad, please stop lying to me. I know I'm sick again, and this time it seems to be more serious." Yan Shuang took the white dress in Ruan Xue's hand, unfolded it, looked at it, and then said with despair.

How could the size of this dress belong to Ruan Xue?

"It's not like you're sick. You're too young to say good things. It's because you've been too tired recently and need a good rest." Ruan Xue thought her words were unlucky and quickly interrupted her next words.

"Mom and Dad, I'm so old, can't you just let me know the truth? Did the doctor say something to you that day in the hospital?" She always felt that when they returned to the ward that day, all of them had strange expressions. .

A long silence slowly elongated between the three of them.

They didn't speak anymore, and Yan Lu sat back on Yan Shuang's small sofa dejectedly. His tall body seemed particularly uncomfortable nestled in a small space.

Ruan Xue silently helped Yan Shuang tidy up the room. No matter how hot the sight behind her was, she would not raise her head to look at her daughter.

Seeing that Ruan Xue and Yan Lu refused to talk, Yan Shuang was unwilling to give in.

She had had enough, letting her family bear her painful feelings. She knows that her parents just don't want her to be hurt again, but she is already so old, and there are some things she needs to face on her own!

Just when she was about to speak and ask again, Ruan Xue finally spoke.

"Your father and I have never wanted to believe that you would have this disease. You have been very good-natured since you were a child, and we have never forced you to study, and you have never been short of food or clothing in your life. So when the doctor said that you have this disease, When you have dissociative identity disorder, your dad and I feel like the sky is falling." She sat back on the edge of the bed with red and swollen eyes, and finally spoke to Yan Shuang.

"Identity recognition. Obstacle?" Yan Shuang muttered.

"Well, it's just a dual personality. Sometimes you do become a more indifferent person." Ruan Xue didn't want to use more negative words to describe her daughter, so she had to choose a word that sounded more acceptable to herself.

"I don't understand what kind of blow my daughter suffered that caused her to suffer from these mental illnesses one after another. During that time, your father and I have been reflecting on ourselves to see if there is anything we haven't done well."

"Mom, you and Dad have always done a good job. This is my own problem." Yan Shuang looked at her mother's painful expression, stepped forward and took her hand, and said.

"Yes, when you were sick in junior high school, you sometimes liked to wear a wig and a dress and go out in the middle of the night. But after treatment, your condition improved, and you never did such things again." Yan Lu looked at himself lovingly The daughter also spoke.

"We thought that as time goes by, as long as your life is always happy, this matter will pass. But who would have thought?"

"What's wrong, Xiaoshuang? You know, after listening to the doctor's words that day, your dad and I have been observing. When we found that you didn't behave like before, we couldn't tell how happy we were. I thought at the time , the doctor must have made a wrong diagnosis!" Ruan Xue really doesn't understand, her daughter is so good, why does God never let her go?

"But when Xiao Sun came over and said he saw you in the middle of the night, my heart suddenly seemed to be lifted into the air. Mom didn't mean to go through your things. This is what I saw at the bottom of your closet when I was cleaning up the house today. ." Ruan Xue turned her head and looked at the folded dress put aside.

Yan Shuang finally got the answer, but her heart sank completely, and she leaned on Ruan Xue resignedly. She seemed to no longer have the energy to accept the many things that had happened during this period.

He raised his hand and touched his daughter's head on his shoulder, "Your father and I always thought, we have never done anything harmful to God, why would God do this to our daughter. But later, I figured it out."

"What have you figured out?" Yan Shuang asked, letting her tears fall on Ruan Xue's shoulders.

"In life, every family has its own hardships, and ours is certainly no exception. But fortunately, mom and dad can accompany you through this difficult time. After going through this rough time, our daughter will I will live in peace for the rest of my life." Although Ruan Xue said this, tears could not help but fall down one by one.

"Yes, you will live in peace for the rest of your life! When you get better, daddy will take you to visit the great rivers and mountains of the motherland. We won't be those 'social animals' anymore, my daughter doesn't need it!" Yan Lu also straightened up and said to the mother and daughter. He said with a forced smile.

When I first learned that my condition had relapsed, before my heart could cool down, my parents warmed me up the next second.

"Are you only bringing your daughter? Not your wife?" Ruan Xue rolled her eyes at Yan Lu and decided to fight for a chance for herself.

"That must be brought! You are the first!" Yan Lu gave a thumbs up in a silly manner and said to Ruan Xue with a smile.

Seeing her parents comforting her, Yan Shuang was moved to tears and nodded firmly: "Well, mom ranks first!"

"Dad, Mom." Then she softened her voice and said, "Tomorrow, I want to go to the psychiatrist that Brother Hao introduced to me."

The couple looked at each other, Ruan Xue turned her eyes and said lovingly to Yan Shuang: "Okay, mom will accompany you tomorrow!"

"There's me, there's me." Yan Lu was also actively signing up next to him.

"Oh, how old am I? If I go to see a doctor, my whole family will accompany me. I have decided." She waved her finger between Ruan Xue and Yan Lu.

Then he hugged Ruan Xue, hugged her and said, "Mom, please accompany me!"

Ruan Xue cocked her chin at Yan Lu proudly. It seemed that her daughter should kiss him more.

"Okay, okay, you two have a good relationship. Then I will stay at home and cook my daughter's favorite winter melon and pork ribs soup, and wait for you to come back to drink it!" Yan Lu nodded slowly as if aggrieved.

"By the way, there's one more thing." Ruan Xue pushed her daughter's head away and said seriously.

"What's wrong?" Looking at her mother's serious expression, Yan Shuang felt like she was going to be scolded again.

"No matter what the reason is, it's wrong to drive away Xiaoxiao. She calls me every day these days, and she talks to me for a long time. You should find someone to reconcile with me quickly. I'm sorry for my old bones, but I still have to accompany Xiaoxiao every day. Young people spend too much time talking on the phone." She hammered her neck, which was extremely stiff from talking on the phone for a long time.

"I'm not afraid that I will hurt her again unconsciously. She stays at our house all day long. What if something bad happens?" Yan Shuang didn't want to do that.

But she was so uneasy at that time that she suddenly realized that something was wrong with her. In his chaotic thoughts, he was still thinking about how to let Lin Xiao go back first. As a result, he became anxious and chose the most hurtful method.

She has also regretted it very much these days. She should find time to apologize to Lin Xiao!

"Okay, it's not like she doesn't know! She can handle her own childhood! Let your poor mother go!" Ruan Xue was really afraid of these energetic children.

"Oh"