Newlywed in 1980s: She became rich after marrying the factory director

Chapter 39 When it turns into stars and disappears
  "Tranquility. Girl"

Behind them, Liu Xiaoyan and Zhang Jiayan's eyes trembled, tears welled up, and their hearts were complicated and complicated, which could no longer be described in words. Their gratitude to An Ning was beyond words. They could only cover their mouths that were about to cry and try their best to lower the volume so as not to disturb An Ning and distract her from taking care of them.

They knew very well that they owed An Ning too much, and they didn't know when they would be able to repay this deep kindness.

Zhang Jiayan looked up at the blue sky with tears streaming down her face.

Among the clouds swimming leisurely in the sky, there seems to be a cloud shaped like a daughter's face crying.

She was blaming, she was worried about why her mother could not live a good life for her, but chose to take revenge and die to clarify her ambition.

Countless fictitious scenes emerged in Zhang Jiayan's mind, and she suddenly felt a heavy chest and broke down in tears. While wiping away the tears that kept flowing, she sobbed and said: "My child, my child, it's your mother's fault, it's your mother who's sorry for you, it's your mother who didn't protect you, it's your mother who killed you."

"Why?"

In my mind, a familiar yet unfamiliar melody echoed.

"Why does mother always like to blame herself for unfounded crimes?"

"It was obviously my father who killed me."

Zhang Jiayan glanced back and saw a girl who was the same age as An Ning and whose appearance was very similar to hers appeared in her sight and was greeting her warmly. Despite the passage of time, Zhang Jiayan still recognized at a glance that this girl was her daughter. Her appearance when she grew up was comparable to her appearance when she was young. Zhang Jiayan couldn't help but take a few steps back, covered her mouth with her hands, and burst into tears: "Child, is it really you? My child."

hehe~
  The girl laughed playfully: "So this is what my mother looks like when she reaches middle age~ So ugly, not good-looking at all~ Haha~"

She walked forward slowly, gently wiped her mother's tears, and comforted her: "Mom, don't cry anymore. If this continues, I won't be able to help crying." Tears shone.

Zhang Jiayan touched her daughter's cold cheek in disbelief. Although it was an illusion, she still longed to hug her deceased child tightly, look at her affectionately, and pour out her heart to the child who suffered so much in his short life. apology.

She knew very well that as a mother, her failure to protect her children had caused her to suffer too much pain in the world.

However, how can a daughter blame her mother? She must be forgiving.

The mother held her cold daughter tightly in her arms, a wave of warmth surged in her heart, and her body briefly regained its temperature. Tears fell uncontrollably: "Ah, is this what it feels like to be held in my mother's arms? It's so comfortable and warm. I am satisfied to be held tightly in my mother's arms just once in this short life." "

"Mom, you know, I'm always watching you from heaven."

"You always shed tears day and night, telling me how sorry you are."

"Obviously Mother Liu has advised you several times, but you still refuse to listen and keep crying."

"Actually, you never told Mother Liu. Your right eye has long been unable to see clearly, right?"

"In order to prevent Mother Liu from worrying about you, being sad for you, going crazy for you, and seeking revenge for you."

"You have already decided to swallow your anger, resist everything, make the final decision, and die together to make your will clear. Let's die together."

"You know very well that if Mother Liu knew that you were hurt in this way, she would come to your door with a kitchen knife and chop people with Father Hua."

"So, you never said anything until Sister An Ning exposed you today."

"On the contrary, she looked away, which made Mrs. Liu relax."

"But mother, have you ever thought that if you really die, Mother Liu will die together with that devil for you."

"The devil has been hurting my mother, but why has my mother been protecting him invisibly and taking the blame on herself?"

"You know what? Mom"

"Actually, I really want to stay with my mother and accompany her."

"But I'm sorry, I can't do it anymore."

"I have always wanted to say sorry to my mother, say I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry that I can't accompany my mother throughout her whole life, that I can't provide for her until the end of her life, and that I can't grow up quickly and protect herself for my mother."

"Mom, you are actually not at fault."

"It's because the child is unfilial and fails to live well, causing you so much trouble."

"Mom, if there is an afterlife, the child will definitely repay you ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times -!!"

She hid the words in her heart and did not say them out.

Instead, he closed his eyes and enjoyed this brief, hard-won time and his mother's embrace.

"My child, my child, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

Zhang Jiayan still kept saying sorry in her daughter's ears.

She hugged her tighter and tighter, fearing that if she wasn't careful, her daughter would disappear without a trace.

She doesn't want to lose
  She doesn't want her daughter to leave
  How great would it be if such a magical resurrection technique really existed in this world?

If this technique really existed, the first person to be resurrected would undoubtedly be Zhang Jiayan's daughter.

After she wakes up, she will return to her mother as soon as possible to protect her mother and avenge her mother.

At the same time, she will also pay back ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, and ten thousand times for the injustice, insult, and domestic violence that her mother has suffered from the devil called her father over the years.

It's a pity that it's a dream come true.

This is just a distant and impossible fantasy.

Time is running out.

The daughter just wants to deal with her mother's affairs as soon as possible and pull her mother out of the abyss so that she can go on the road with peace of mind.

No longer confused, no longer left with regrets, no longer anxiously wandering around this world, unwilling to leave.

"If your mother could be stronger and not so cowardly, you might not be killed by your mother."

"You can also grow up healthy and healthy, and you will be with me, your godmother Liu Xiaoyan, and your godfather Jiang Hua."

"Unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world. It was your mother who killed you. I'm sorry." The daughter shook her head: "No." Then she held her mother's arms on both sides tightly, gently pulled her away, and said with a smile, "Mom , please remember that I have never disliked you, and I have never blamed you. The only goal in my heart is that someone can help you out of trouble, so that you will no longer cry day and night, and protect you from My father’s injury. The only person I hate is my father. No! He is not my father. He is a devil and a bad person. He should be thrown into the eighteen levels of hell and never be reincarnated."

Zhang Jiayan understood the unpredictable emotions in her daughter's expression. Although she was extremely angry and even cursed, her daughter always had a special attachment to her mother's eyes, words and tenderness.

She carefully brushed away the tears streaming down her daughter's cheeks.

Although her hands were covered with vicissitudes of life and were as rough as tree bark, her daughter's heart still felt full of love.

She caressed her old mother's old hand and said with a heartfelt smile: "Mom, thank you, I will always love you~"

"I love you too, my child~"

The daughter received a clear response, nodded vigorously, laughed and cried.

She knew that this was the last time she would see her mother in this way.

Instantly, golden light emitted from the daughter's body, and shimmering particles detached from her body one after another, and she was disappearing.

"No!!" The mother hugged her daughter, cried and begged her.

But she knew that nothing could be changed. The daughter was in her arms and said softly: "Mom, listen to me!! You still have one thing to do!! I hope you finish it."

My mother sobbed and asked, "What do I need to do?"

The daughter wiped her mother's tears and said affectionately: "To untie the bell, the person who tied it must be brave. You need to be brave and accompany Sister An Ning to solve your own affairs. Otherwise, this matter will never end and people will not be able to solve it." Really see clearly that as time goes by, the spearhead will still turn back to you, so in order to leave no room for anything, I hope that my mother will be brave, stand up and face it together, instead of hiding behind the An Ning sister who helps you and protects you. Behind me, okay?"

"But I'm afraid." Mother said hesitantly.

The daughter comforted: "Don't be afraid. I'm with you!!" She gently took her mother's hand, walked to An Ning's side, and took her hand into An Ning's hand.

"Sister?" An Ning asked puzzledly. Zhang Jiayan looked at her with sobs and said nothing. An Ning gently and carefully wiped Zhang Jiayan's tears that couldn't stop falling. In Zhang Jiayan's eyes, the tranquility in front of her was like her own daughter, caring for her tenderly.

The daughter tugged on her mother's clothes and asked softly: "Mom, do you still remember the name you gave me?" Zhang Jiayan fell into deeper memories.

"name."

"I'm sorry, my child, for giving birth to you in such an unsafe place, but my mother swears that I will let you live a happy life in the future and not live a life of never-ending peace like my mother."

The daughter smiled and said, "Isn't it called An Ning~"

"Anning. Zhang Anning."

"That's right~ The name you gave me at that time was the same as the sister An Ning who protects you now. It has the same name~ Have you forgotten?" "I haven't forgotten, I always remember it."

The daughter held her mother's hand and said:
  "Zhang Anning is no longer here and can't protect her mother, but you still have a sister Anning who is willing to stand up to help you and redress your grievances, right? Let her protect you on my behalf for once!! You should also take my place. I’ll protect my current sister An Ning and don’t let anyone bully her, okay? Mom!!”

"Um!!"

Biting his lip, he nodded while crying.

"Then, this time, it's really time to say goodbye, mother!"

The mother stood motionless and watched her daughter leave her again. It was not until her daughter turned into a star in the sky that she saw An Ning's face clearly.

She called An Ning's name as if calling her own daughter: "An Ning."

An Ning responded gently: "I'm here."

Tears welled up in her eyes. She hugged An Ning tightly and thanked her in her ear: "Thank you for coming to my side, and thank you for sacrificing so much for a stranger me. This time! Just take my place." Let’s protect you! Okay?”

Eh? ? ? ?

Images emerge in An Ning's mind
  She remembered what had happened to Xue Jingmo before and what she had said to Xue Jingmo.

"Have you really forgotten me? An Ning, or have you remembered the stories and promises we made when we were children, so you begged me not to leave or divorce you."

Looking at Xue Jingmo who was worried, An Ning did not ask further questions, but gently stroked the back of his hand and comforted him: "I'm fine, don't worry, I'm really fine, believe me, I can handle it, okay? I Dear husband, Comrade Xue Jingmo."

The intertwined sensations made Xue Jingmo feel heartbroken.

"Hide behind me and leave the rest to me."

Looking at Xue Jingmo who stepped forward to protect herself again, An Ning's heart was in turmoil. The scene of Xue Jingmo's heroic sacrifice to save herself in the previous life came to mind again.

"In the last life, Xue Jingmo was like this too. He protected me behind him time and time again to keep me safe."

"But I am hehe"

The rough palm is filled with warmth. Solid arms make people feel more stable. That slightly gloomy figure continuously conveys courage. The man in front of him was no stranger to tranquility, but instead felt guilty.

"In my last life, I actually pushed such a good person to hell for my own selfish desires."

"An Ning, you really deserve to die, you really don't know how to be blessed despite being blessed."

In the endless self-condemnation, An Ning's eyes were red and hot, and tears slid down the corners of her eyes and dripped on Xue Jingmo's hand. Xue Jingmo noticed something unusual and asked quickly.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"Did you fall somewhere just now? Quick, show me!"

Xue Jingmo asked while carefully searching for possible wounds on An Ning's body. An Ning wiped the tears from her eyes and stopped Xue Jingmo's exploration. The moment they looked at each other, An Ning saw the tension and anger on Xue Jingmo's face that had never dissipated. She quickly shook her head and said sincerely: "I'm fine. Please trust me and let me handle this matter." Then, she gently broke away from Xue Jingmo's hands, turned around and walked towards Li Laosan, secretly making up her mind:
  "Xue Jingmo, in the last life, no matter how much trouble I caused, how much trouble I caused you, or how much harm I caused, you still stood in front of me without hesitation, without asking or speaking to protect me. I solved all the troubles for me, but I betrayed you again and again, and finally made you lose your life!"

"I don't ask for your forgiveness, but please let me stay by your side."

"In this life! Let me compensate you more. Let me protect you, help you solve your problems, escort you, and resolve all the troubles and difficulties that may hurt you."

Then, she noticed something unusual. When she regained consciousness, she saw that she had exchanged places with Zhang Jiayan and was being protected by Zhang Jiayan. Immediately afterwards, Zhang Jiayan walked to the jar of delicious spirits and shouted: "I'll make this wine-!!!"

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