Douluo: A Century-old Legend I Am the Second Uncle Chenxin

Chapter 408 Liberation 2
Kong Youde closed his eyes, as if recalling that dark time. His heart was filled with anger and pain, but he also understood that he could not change the facts of the past.

He paused and continued: "After losing my mother, I seemed to have lost the whole world. I began to become taciturn and uninterested in anything. And in the Crimson Church, I also suffered from the limitations of my martial soul and soul power. , was ridiculed and ostracized by many outstanding peers."

"Just when I fell into despair, a man appeared. He was an elder of the Crimson Church. He took a fancy to my character and will. He said that I was very similar to him when he was a child, so he decided to accept me as his disciple. He told me , as long as I am willing to work hard, one day I can surpass myself, surpass him, and become the top powerhouse of the Crimson Church."

"I was moved by his words and began to practice hard. The master gave me a lot of resources, and I kept challenging myself and breaking through my limits. Finally, when I was sixteen years old, I successfully broke through to Soul Master Realm, gradually keep up with the pace of peers.”

"However, just when I thought I finally found hope, fate dealt me ​​another heavy blow. My master, the elder who once gave me hope, died on another mission, but he A friend who was alive told me that he was assassinated because of a conspiracy."

"At that moment, I felt that the whole world collapsed. I was wondering if I was a disaster, and everyone who cared about me died. I began to doubt my own existence and my own value. After a period of decadence, I found The value of my existence - revenge!"

"I want revenge, but I am an illegitimate child in the Kong family, and my status is not high, especially in the main line. I have always been a marginalized person. Without the support of my father and aunt, I have no good family resources; I have lost my master. There is no support from the church.”

"So, I chose to join the queue early to receive the Crimson Church mission, and began to perform various dangerous missions, narrowly escaping death in exchange for the resources I needed. I told myself that only in this way can I find my true self and serve my father and me. Mom, master, and aunt ask for justice."

"But the more I came into contact with them, the more I discovered my own powerlessness and insignificance. The enemy's power was huge and complex, and I couldn't shake them at all. I could only watch helplessly as they continued to stand high and do all kinds of evil, but I was powerless to do anything. "

Kong Youde closed his eyes, as if recalling that dark time. His heart was filled with anger and pain, but he also understood that he could not change the facts of the past.

Feng Qisheng listened to Kong Youde's narration, and the successive blows made his mentality unsustainable, and his sympathy became even more intense.

Chen Xiaojun on the side could also feel the grief and anger in Kong Youde's heart, and could also understand why he embarked on the path of revenge.

"Just when I thought I was going to sink forever, another person appeared in front of me. He was the head of the Yan family, Yan Wufeng, and he was a high-ranking member of the Crimson Church. He saw through my anger and pain and gave me An opportunity to change your destiny.”

"My mother is a chef, and her ancestors have been. Of course, in the Crimson Church, even being a chef is not simple. My mother, her cooking skills are very good, otherwise she would not please my father and aunt. She has taught me cooking since I was a child. , I kind of inherited her talent in cooking, and I also like cooking, so my cooking is a good identity to hide."

"Yan Wufeng told me that he could give me a chance for revenge, but only if I used my cooking skills to go undercover to the Kong family and provide him with information about the Kong family. I hesitated for a long time, but in the end I agreed. I wanted revenge. , no matter what the cost.”

"I had no choice. For the sake of my parents, cultivation resources, and finding my own path, and the Yan family could not be offended, I accepted this task. I took the task of undercovering the Ji family and started my life in the Ji family. .”

"In the Ji family, I hid my true identity and purpose and worked hard to blend in. I practiced martial arts hard to improve my strength. At the same time, I collected information about the Ji family, and even collected information about other families and forces through the Ji family, and prepared for the Ji family. The Crimson Church provides valuable information. As for Zuishenglu, the formula was given to me by them." "However, as time went by, I began to find myself caught up in contradictions and struggles. On the one hand, I wanted revenge and In the future, he had to serve the Crimson Church and the Yan family; in the process, he had to do some things that went against his conscience and even hurt some innocent people.

On the other hand, the Ji family’s family culture and human warmth infected me. These twenty years have been my peaceful twenty years. There is no need for intrigues or fighting. From my twenties to my forties, I have been in the Ji family for most of my life. In fact, it has gradually given me a sense of belonging. Just like you, Lao Qi. In fact, you have known for a long time that my soul master cultivation is not as simple as it seems, but you should think that I have another story and report me instead of thinking about being an undercover agent. "

Feng Qisheng remained silent, neither admitting nor denying.

"Then do you regret it now?" Chen Xiaojun asked, with a hint of tenderness and care in his voice.

"Regret?" Kong Youde smiled mockingly, "So what if I regret it? I can't turn back time, and I can't change everything in the past."

"So, it's this tug, the anxiety in my heart. Let me start slowly, hating those people for ruining my past, hating the Yan family for forcing me to embark on the path of undercover. But at the same time, I also hate myself for being weak and Hesitant, hating that he cannot escape from the control of the Crimson Church and the Yan family."

"But at the same time, I don't know when I started to hate the Ji family. I hate that the Ji family is the enemy of the Crimson Church, and I hate that the Ji family has put me in this dilemma. The hatred in my heart is getting deeper and deeper. Gradually, I started to lose myself.”

"Ultimately, I hate myself. If my potential and talent were higher, I wouldn't be so frustrated. I hate my incompetence and powerlessness, and I hate myself for not being able to avenge my family and master. I embarked on the road of revenge and suffered. , but found that I was just a pawn of fate, and now I am free."

Kong Youde's voice gradually became lower, and his eyes were filled with pain and helplessness.

Feng Qisheng listened quietly to Kong Youde's narration, and couldn't help but feel a sense of sympathy and understanding in his heart.

"Old Kong, why are you doing this?" Feng Qisheng sighed and said.

He understands Kong Youde's pain and struggle, and also understands why he embarked on the path of undercover.

But he also knew that no matter what, Kong Youde must be responsible for his own choices and bear the corresponding consequences.

"Old Qi, I'm a rotten person, and I'm not worth your concern." Kong Youde raised his head and looked at Feng Qisheng, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.

(End of this chapter)