Rebirth and madness, I am no longer the mistress of this high-class family!

Chapter 21 Have you ever thought about how I feel? (Please vote for favorites)
  Shen Yuan tugged on her little hand that was held but didn't move. When she was releasing her strength, she glanced at him and said with an incomprehensible tone: "My brother is here, but the situation was special at that time. Isn't it normal that he didn't react?"

Pei Zhaoxue scraped the remaining ointment on the stick onto her wound and applied it. When she felt that it was almost done, she put down the stick and went to get a clean bandage.

Normally, this kind of thing would be done by servants and maids. Shen Yuan didn't understand why he had to personally give her the medicine today.

She stared at his face that almost looked like that of Nuwa Bishe from any angle, and saw his unstained but red lips moving: "You still protect him, if I follow you, you will definitely not come back injured. "

If he had known that she would experience this in person, then he would have gone with her no matter what.

Shen Yuan laughed and asked him when he started to bandage her: "If you are so capable, why did you leave me alone in Pei's house and suffer so many injustices? With your strength, you want to protect me. Isn’t it difficult?”

She understood this truth in her previous life, but she was in love at that time and didn't want to believe that Pei Zhaoxue didn't take her to heart. She deceived herself and told herself that he was too busy to take care of her.

Pei Zhaoxue was stunned by the bandaging action she said, and raised her eyes in confusion, her beautiful and cold eyes filled with doubts.

"But I never received your flying pigeon letter while I was working in Beijing. I didn't know you needed me, so how could I help you?"

Shen Yuan was stunned for a moment. Listening to the young man's jade voice, he never thought there would be such a reason.

I was surprised, but even though I could understand it, I still found it ridiculous.

She understood because she had an in-depth understanding of Pei Zhaoxue. He was not born in the Pei Mansion. His biological mother was just a wealthy woman in a flower house. His birth to Pei Zhaoxue was completely forced by Pei's father who was drunk at the time.

Qing Guan already had a sweetheart at that time, but because of this he could not stay with her forever and was forcibly taken back to the backyard by Pei's father.

After finding an opportunity to escape, the child was too old to be aborted, so he had to be born in the mountain village where he was hiding.

But a child who was forced to appear will definitely not be loved by his mother. Pei Zhaoxue grew up under strict education and punishment when he was young and even at least for a while. Moreover, because his mother worked in Hualou and his father is unknown, the surrounding neighbors and Children don't like him either.

As a result, he developed a temperament that was very indifferent to emotions, even cold-hearted.

With his temperament, it is not surprising that he would express such doubts.

The strange thing was that even though he had said that he would work hard to make changes for her, what she saw was still the same indifference, which was why she felt so ridiculous.

"Yuan'er, what are you laughing at?" Pei Zhaoxue didn't understand. He took it for granted that she would bring up the matter of Fang Xuelin's birthday party falling into the lake, so she thought about it and said sorry.

"I actually guessed that she would do this early on."

Shen Yuan didn't know about this in her previous life, so she couldn't believe it after hearing what he said.

"You know? Then why didn't you choose to prove your innocence for me?"

In her previous life, she even took Fang Xuelin as a concubine.

"Because the benefits cannot be maximized by doing this, it is better to go with the flow and let her think that she got what she wanted first. This way you can be less susceptible to calculations, no."

"Pah!!" Shen Yuan couldn't listen any more and took back his bandaged hand and slapped him with her left hand.

"Profits? At that time, you are still thinking about interests?"

The girl looked in disbelief, feeling very unworthy of her previous life.

Pei Zhaoxue had only been slapped by her biological mother since she was a child, but now she was suddenly slapped by her little wife, and she was stunned for a moment.

"Then have you ever thought about how I feel?!" Shen Yuan couldn't really let go of the past, or even the grievances he suffered in his previous life, because he was so angry that the ends of his eyes were a little red.

"At that time, all the respectable people in Tingzhou stood there and watched my jokes, belittling me as just a vulgar and vicious business girl, and your green tea cousin was there confusing right and wrong and constantly throwing dirty water on me. Do you know how much I felt at that time? Helpless?!”

She was talking about her past life, the pitiful self who humbled herself to the dust for love.

But now when I mention her, my eyes still turn red unconsciously, and her beautiful eyes are filled with tears.

Shen Yuan took a deep breath and found Pei Zhaoxue looking at her with a complicated expression. He raised his head and wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes with his left hand, unwilling to continue to be so gaffey.

"Forget it, anyway, from the beginning to the end, you and I have been together because of interests and transactions for various purposes, including this marriage, right?"

Pei Zhaoxue froze, vaguely feeling that there was more than just what she said, and she didn't know how to speak, so the atmosphere fell into a stalemate.

"I'm a little tired. Please go out. I want to take a rest."

Shen Yuan seemed to have guessed that he would remain silent. After gathering her emotions, she got up and walked to the couch without even looking at him again.

The young man was still sitting there thinking, not understanding why doing things rationally had begun to turn into mistakes.

He raised his eyes to look at Shen Yuan, but she lowered the bed curtain to block the scene inside the couch and watched in vain.

"Then you have a good rest."

The slap mark on Pei Zhaoxue's face was still burning, but he didn't care too much. He just thought about what Shen Yuan had just said over and over in his mind, trying to find the answer.

In terms of purpose and interests, what he did at that time was the optimal solution, but why did she still feel that it was wrong? What's wrong?
  Shen Yuan heard the sound of the wooden door being closed, and cursed "Bitch Man" in his mouth. Xu Xu's mood had fluctuated greatly just now, and now he was really a little tired.

She simply fell asleep, and soon she had a dream about the day she and Pei Zhaoxue got engaged——

"Do you really want to marry me?!"

The girl's eyes were excited, stars seemed to be twinkling in her watery eyes, and she looked at the jade-like young man in front of her in surprise.

The young man's expression was much calmer than hers, and he was even still processing the letter in his hand, as if he was just focusing on informing her of this matter.

"Well, didn't you say this before? I've thought about it. I don't hate you. You are a life-saving grace to me, and you helped me a lot when I was promoted to Prime Minister."

"The most important thing is." The young man stopped writing the reply and finally looked at the girl with cold eyebrows. Although she was the only one in the reflection of his eyes, it seemed to be as calm as looking at a grass or a flower, "You I am from a merchant family and do not have any power attached to me. It would actually be more in line with His Majesty's wishes if I married you, so that he would be less afraid of me."

When the girl heard this, most of the joyful look on her face had disappeared, but she still forced a smile and stepped forward to hug the young man's arm.

"Yes, yes, you are right, so overall, the two of us are a match made in heaven, and we were meant to be together!"

Pei Zhaoxue came back at this time, bringing in the Shen Yuan earrings he picked up at the door, opening the bed curtains and planning to place them beside her.

But he saw her frowning and mumbling something in her sleep.

After hesitating for a moment, he finally attached his ear.

　Shen Yuan: Pei Gou is going to answer the question! (talking in sleep)
  　　Pei Zhaoxue:?

　　
  　
  (End of this chapter)