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Chapter 49 Changes in Sirius
  "Thanks for reminding."

Sirius didn't bother to have any more quarrels with this unstructured "protagonist". The only thought in his head now was how to trigger the ability to resurrect others later.

Of course, counting the days, it seems that it is time for the new button to be refreshed, but now he still cannot control the specific time when this button appears.

But when his thoughts returned to the resurrection ability, Sirius was hesitant again because of the side effects of the ability.

Just like the trolley problem, this is a moral dilemma. Although unlike the trolley problem, no matter what he chooses, no one other than himself will know about his choice. But even so, he can really pretend to be everything. It has nothing to do with you, and then you pretend to be innocent?

Furthermore, regardless of whether other people know it or not, the child of the deceased person will still remember who he is.

Wait...what on earth is he thinking?

Speaking of indirect killings, I may have killed many people through my passive weather control ability during the time I was in Anka, right?
  In other words, he is no longer an innocent person, and is no longer worthy of discussing moral issues.

Thinking of this, Sirius's face showed a hint of helplessness and a smile that was somewhat self-deprecating about his fate.

"Let's go in. The Queen's health is very poor. Any further delay will put more burden on her body."

Nalia said lightly that as the eldest sister among the three, it was really not a big problem for her to open the door.

The furnishings in the Queen's bedroom were very simple, probably because Skylar felt that she didn't have much time and asked the servants to move out the useless things in advance.

The only decorations left, apart from some flowers and plants used to freshen the air, were only a golden thin sword left by the former emperor, their dead father.

This thin sword was hung on the wall, as if to prove how glorious its owner had been.

And when everyone turned their attention to Skyyla who was leaning on the bed, they realized that her face was pale, her originally beautiful face had become extremely haggard, and her former charm seemed to have almost disappeared. At this moment, Skye No matter how I looked at him, I felt like he was dying and dying.

It's unclear whether the wrinkles on her face are caused by rapid aging or muscle atrophy caused by being too thin. All in all, he looks more than ten years older.

However, when Skylar saw the three people walking in, she still had a gentle smile on her face. Even if one of them was Sirius, the smile did not diminish much.

So sometimes Engli feels that his mother is really not suitable to stay in this position. Although an overly kind person can leave a good reputation to the people, he will often add trouble to his behavior. There are many frameworks and constraints.

But looking at it from another perspective, he still admires such a mother who is consistent in appearance and appearance, at least he can't do it himself.

"Engry, Nalia, and...Sirius."

Skylar's eyes scanned the three of them one by one, and did not stay too long on Sirius.

"Listen to Engli, Nalia, you went to Anka some days ago, right?"

"Yes, Mother."

Nalia stepped forward, bowed slightly and saluted, and then spoke in a calm tone about the apparent purpose of her trip to Anka, as well as some general results of the Anka war.

As for the divine punishment mentioned by the church and some of the power struggles that took place behind Anka, she concealed them all and did not drag them out at this time.

However, when Skylar listened to her daughter slowly recounting what happened during this period with a smile on her face, she still brought the topic to Sirius after a brief silence.

"Sirius, have you reflected on your mistakes during this time?"

For a moment, both Ngri and Nalia focused their attention on Sirius, but the same actions did not mean that they had the same attitude. At least Ngri was hoping that this bumpkin civilian could say something. If he said it inappropriately, he would make the queen, who was already in poor health, even more angry by him.

Unfortunately, his wish finally came true.

Sirius acted very naturally at this moment, so natural that in his eyes, he seemed to think that this person was the second prince of the empire and Skylar's third child.

"Mother, Anka and his party made me feel a lot and understand a lot of things and truths."    "Then tell me, what do you understand?"

"Well... during this period of time, because I felt that I was no longer the second prince of the empire, I often viewed everything from a civilian level.

Under this premise, I saw the incredible prices in Ankara, and the people who were still poor under such low levels of prices. I saw the despair in their eyes and knew that even survival is a great gift for ordinary people without any support. "

"Oh?"

Skylar's eyes flashed with surprise, and she looked at Sirius with more expectation.

“The luxurious life I once had in the palace and my experience in Anka made me feel that many people should not live in such poverty, and they should also have a better standard of living.

A person like me who has nothing always tries to have everything. This is simply a great sin. At the time, I had bad character, but I still tried to pretend to be a good person, which made me feel disgusted now, and made me want to die to clarify my ambition. "

Hearing this, Engri frowned slightly.

He suddenly had a feeling that the guy in front of him was scolding him intentionally?
  However, Sirius had no time to pay any attention to him. He was currently boasting and trying to improve his favorability in front of the Queen.

Although his behavior is a bit inexplicable in the eyes of others, after all, can a "fake" still become true no matter how much you say it? Especially in the eyes of Engli, this is a whimsical person who can't find his identity, really thinks of himself as the second prince, and wants to replace him.

“So I felt like I needed to change, and that change required giving up some things, like the arrogance I once had, the disgusting desire I once had for things I couldn’t have.

I understand that some things should not be obtained through dirty and despicable means, but should be earned with dignity.

This reminds me of my royal brother and sister. I feel this kind of character from them that I cannot learn. I have always used them as role models, hoping to have the opportunity to be as magnanimous as them. "

Damn, this kid is definitely scolding him!

Ngri gritted his teeth, he couldn't wait to see "Sirius" being strangled to death by Nalia.

"I learned swordsmanship from Sister Huang. Although the process was very difficult and the price I had to pay was something I had never experienced before. I even doubted whether I would persevere.

But I know that now I need to pick up more than just the sword in my hand. More importantly, there is the sword in the heart, which is the sword of dawn that shows the glory of the royal family and can cut through the thorns and cut off the darkness.

Even if I die on the battlefield of Ankh, I will not back down because I know that courage is something I can't throw away even if I give up everything. "

"...It seems that you have indeed changed a lot."

Skylar narrowed her eyes. She suddenly felt that the Sirius in front of her was very strange. At least his speaking skills had improved a lot, and he was no longer as gloomy and autistic as he had been in the past few years.

Could it be that this exile really transformed the other party?
  She is an overly kind person, and it is precisely because of this that Skylar finally decided to give her youngest son such a chance to change his ways.

"Nalia."

"I'm here."

Skylar set her sights on Nalia, but the topic was still on Sirius just now, "Are all these things he said true?"

"...Yes, it's true."

Nalia resisted the desire to tell the truth, but even so, she couldn't help but admire Sirius's "eloquence".

This person is definitely a talent.

(End of this chapter)