After rebirth, I became very good

Chapter 81 How should I describe my dull and barren love to you?

I learned that Qi Wenwen was going abroad.

To be honest, Xu Mo felt a little uncomfortable at this time. Xu Mo felt that people's desires would really expand infinitely. In his previous life, Xu Mo always thought about Bai Yue patronizing Gu Yuxin in high school, and thought about what if there was If given the chance to live over again, Xu Mo would definitely spend the rest of his life in love with each other, fighting over each other's passions.

But now, Xu Mo really doesn't know what his feelings are for Qi Wenwen.

Gu Yuxin saw Xu Mo's absent-mindedness.

Although Gu Yuxin would be unhappy if her boyfriend was thinking about another girl, she was considerate after all.

Moreover, Qi Wenwen was kind to Gu Yuxin. No matter what, Gu Yuxin should not be jealous of Qi Wenwen.

"Otherwise, let's go to Wenwen's house to see Wenwen?" Gu Yuxin asked tentatively.

"It's not necessary. The college entrance examination is coming soon. Didn't his brother say he won't go abroad until next month? It would be nice to get together after the college entrance examination. With her results, going abroad is indeed better than staying at home."

Although Xu Mo said this, in the dead of night, looking at Qi Wenwen who had not replied to him, Xu Mo suddenly missed the days when he was harassed by Qi Wenwen.

I wonder how Qi Wenwen is doing now?

So after reviewing his homework at home, Xu Mo went out for a walk around ten o'clock in the evening and went around the villa area of ​​Qi Wenwen's family, where he stayed for a long time.

Xu Mo never said anything about going over and knocking on the door.

He told himself that he had a girlfriend, so what should he say even if he met Qi Wenwen.

Xu Mo really felt that it would be better for Qi Wenwen to go abroad than to stay at home.

Xu Mo is an adult and he feels that he has to think about Qi Wenwen.

If that doesn't work, I can go abroad to find her in the future.

In the future, I will definitely take my career abroad. If Qi Wenwen is abroad, it will also be helpful to my career. It is not difficult to go abroad now.

Thinking of this, Xu Mo felt better.

Finally, a person went home silently.

The last period of my senior year of high school went by very quickly.

The campus in June was the same as in my memory, with white walls and red tiled teaching buildings.

The red flag fluttered in the wind.

When the wind blows, the plane trees will make a chirping sound.

In the past few days, everyone has been busy taking graduation photos, registering identity information, and many other things.

The head teacher no longer nags about studying, but laments the passing of three years.

When you arrive at the examination room, be sure to bring your admission ticket and ID card.

Also, some students like to do things for themselves.

But don't just go out through one door and go in through that door again.

Tagore said:

Go ahead and collect flowers to preserve.

Because along the way, flowers will continue to bloom.

Starting today, their high school is officially over.

It's strange to say that he has already experienced it once, but when Xu Mo experiences it again, he will inevitably feel a little sad.

Sitting alone in the empty classroom, Xu Mo didn't know what he was missing, but he just liked the atmosphere.

"Xu Mo!"

After a while, Gu Yuxin ran into the class with a smile on her face, wearing a gray sailor suit.

"Let's go take pictures!"

Today is the last day of high school. Students are taking pictures everywhere in the school. They customized various beautiful uniforms at the clothing store outside the school and took class photos there.

Even Gu Yuxin was dressed in a sailor suit. Under the gray pleated skirt, her long legs wearing white socks were exposed, which gave her a particularly youthful look.

She dragged Xu Mo and took pictures everywhere in the school, in front of the library, in front of the purple wisteria flower stand, and under the sycamore tree.

Poor Gu Yuze was used as a tool and was dragged around by Gu Yuxin.

Everyone took their graduation photos together. When Xu Mo took his graduation photos, Gu Yuxin was also there. She showed the most beautiful smile, and her specially dressed girlish look always attracted others' attention.

Everyone envied Xu Mo for having such a girlfriend.

There were two people who didn't show up for the graduation photos of Class 2. One was Xiao Min. Xiao Min rarely came to school after that time, and her grades were neither good nor bad.

Last month, a certain aviation school offered separate admissions, exempting tuition and fees, but the premise is that students must work for the airline for three years after graduation.

Xiao Min's family background was not good and she had no hope of going to college. So after learning that tuition was exempted, she decided to sign up without hesitation.

Individual exams and personal physical examinations, Xiao Min's image and temperament can definitely be selected.

And all aspects of physical examination are very healthy.

This school is very strict about personal physical examination. If Xiao Min can pass the physical examination of this school, it means that there is really nothing wrong with Xiao Min's body.

I don’t know who mentioned it in class that day.

But no one replied to this sentence.

No one wanted to mention Xiao Min. No one thought that they had done something wrong. They just made a few jokes with her.

The other one is Qi Wenwen.

On the day of graduation, many people came over with their classmates and asked Xu Mo to leave messages. Xu Mo did not refuse, but after so many years, who still remembers this thing.

In the afternoon, everyone gathered in the class again, and the teacher began to hand out admission tickets, and once again told them not to forget to bring their ID cards and admission tickets tomorrow.

By the time the teacher said everyone should go back to their respective homes, the school's senior high school students were almost gone.

Xu Mo packed his schoolbag and stood outside the door of Class 1 waiting for Gu Yuxin to finish school. Gu Yuxin couldn't wait to see Xu Mo in the classroom.

As the head teacher, Lin Qingle said: "Yuxin, you are here, and you don't know where your heart has flown to?"

The classmates in the class burst into laughter.

As the last class of high school, Lin Qingle stopped pretending and started making jokes about Gu Yuxin, such as, don't forget to treat me to a wedding banquet in the future.

Gu Yuxin's face turned red and she was too embarrassed to raise her head from the table.

As for the students, they were definitely laughing with joy as they followed Lin Qingle's words one after another.

Because I laughed too loudly.

Xu Mo could hear it outside.

"Xu Mo," while Xu Mo was waiting for Gu Yuxin outside, someone called him.

Turning around, I found it was Xiao Min.

Probably here to get personal files.

Xiao Min is much thinner than before.

His temperament became even more intense.

Xu Mo only knew that she majored in aviation, but he didn't know which school she went to.

When they met this time, Xu Mo asked with a smile.

However, Xiao Min said that it was a place no one knew about.

"Here is one thousand yuan. I will pay it back to you first. The remaining five thousand yuan will be paid back to you during my work-study program in college." Xiao Min said, taking out a thin envelope and handing it to Xu Mo.

Xu Mo said: "I'm not in a hurry to use the money, and there's no rush in returning it to me in the future."

Xiao Min didn't say anything, but stubbornly put the money in front of Xu Mo.

Seeing Xiao Min's determined expression, Xu Mo took the money and said, "After the college entrance examination, let's have a meal together. Gu Yuze was still talking about love to me the day before yesterday.",

"I heard that you blocked his phone number." Xu Mo asked.

Thinking of Gu Yuze, Xiao Min thought of the big boy who helped her. She said, "He is a good man, please let him forget me."

At this time, there were noisy sounds in the classroom. It must be that they had finished class.

Xu Mo asked Xiao Min and Gu Yuxin to say hello.

It turned out to be just a matter of turning around.

Xiao Min left quietly.

Xu Mo told Gu Yuxin that Xiao Min had been here just now.

Gu Yuxin smiled slightly: "She always has her own plans."

"Yeah." Xu Mo thought about it. At least in this life, Gu Yuxin did not leave, and Xiao Min did not say that the one who was bullied in the end would jump into the river.

Xu Mo felt that the main mission of his rebirth was quite successful.

In the dead of night, Xu Mo stayed alone in his room.

High school is over, and Xu Mo actually has a sense of accomplishment. In his previous life, he was an unknown student. When he graduated in this life, his class teacher greeted Xu Mo and asked him to go back more often.

Principal Zhang and Director Pan also patted Xu Mo's shoulders and asked to take a photo with Xu Mo.

There were also classmates who were familiar or unfamiliar, who came over and asked Xu Mo to write a classmate list.

When taking pictures, Gu Yuxin held Xu Mo's arm.

The two are the divine couple that everyone envies.

Just why, when all the prosperity dissipates.

Why did Xu Mo feel empty in his heart.

When packing her schoolbag, Xiao Min's envelope fell down.

Xu Mo opened it and took out the one thousand yuan.

In addition to the thousand dollars, there was also a note.

Xu Mo picked it up curiously and took a look at it, only to see Juanxiu's small words written on it:

How should I describe to you my dull and barren love?

It is an abstract poem,

It's a watery path,

Also, the time is slowly crawling under the window.

Many days, just after closing my gray eyes,

Only then did some light and color finally emerge from the water.

But my love cannot see the light,

I have stared at the sun ninety-nine times,

And there are whispering birch trees planted along the way.

Meeting you is the sparkling beginning of this life,

The bright moon rises over a deserted suburb with few human traces,

It is within the boundless understanding,

One day there was a sudden sign of brightness.

But later on, loneliness was always one step ahead of me, filling those mountains and corridors under the setting sun.

My heart is like an apple that was overturned in the summer. I saw it rotting and deteriorating with my own eyes until it finally dissipated in the sky, leaving nothing behind.

When there is no wind,

It is like a silent night in a rose garden,

Turn the darkness into a light,

Throw it into every hidden corner.

(End of this chapter)