Don’t be too poisonous to the concubine of the Wu family who was born in Wu

The candlelight flickered as Qin Furong finished writing, but she was unknowingly stained with a few drops of tears. She originally thought that copying the scriptures would calm her heart, but when she recalled the hardships of being with Marquis Shangguan, it was painful. extremely.

Every day in Liyuan, although I was very depressed and miserable, it was a great comfort to my heart to be with the people I liked.

At first, Tan Furong could endure the physical fatigue, but after returning from the Huang Mansion, her mood changed.

She knew very well that hiding in the pear garden with Marquis Shangguan was not a long-term solution. Their identities would be exposed sooner or later, and it was also clear that Marquis Shangguan had regretted it.

Did he, an aspiring young man with a passionate ambition, give up his promising future and hide in a pear orchard to become a fruit farmer for the sake of so-called love?

Do you think Marquis Shangguan is really willing? If he was really willing, he wouldn't always say something like wanting to go home late at night...

There were even some nights when Marquis Shangguan murmured in his sleep with tears streaming down his face, all about homesickness.

Every time at this time, Tan Furong wakes up and cannot fall asleep, and the deep guilt makes it even more painful.

If I hadn't been too young and imagined that the so-called love could conquer everything, and when I only asked for love, I would have realized how ridiculous my remarks were, and I would have realized that without material love, I couldn't hold it at all.

Tan Furong also knew her situation. Marquis Shangguan was young and ignorant and made the wrong choice. In addition, because of Yahe's incident, she had poor mental endurance, so she encouraged Marquis Shangguan to escape with her.

However, the result was far from what the two of them expected.

Marquis Shangguan must have been thinking about going back, otherwise he would not have allowed himself to sneak into the Huang Mansion to inquire about the military situation. This was also to find a suitable excuse for him to go back.

During the period of time when Tan Furong had a close relationship with Shangguan Marquis, she discovered that the other person was far from as good as she imagined. His will to love was not firm, and what he was thinking about was the power and status of their Shangguan family.

Similarly, under the polish of reality, Qin Furong also understood her own heart. It was clear that she did not fall in love with Marquis Guan as much as she imagined, especially on the issue of life and death. After weighing the pros and cons, she would not choose to give up. He sacrificed his own life to fulfill the other party's needs.

Therefore, returning to the Quan Clan is their best choice...

Although this person and Yihu didn't usually discuss going back, they knew each other too well and knew how ridiculous the young promise was back then, and how humble their situation was now.

Without power and power, they are really like a phoenix on the ground, worse than a chicken.

Nanxiang can't tolerate people like them who are full of vulgar ideas. The soil and water support the people, and they just go back and forth where they come from.

Since it was me who encouraged Marquis Shangguan to take me away from Di Jiuli, I must clean up this mess...

Therefore, without any communication with Marquis Shangguan, Tan Furong took matters into her own hands and tried her best to allow the Quan clan to gain access to her position.

When I returned, I naturally saw my own heart clearly and understood the position of my identity in the heart of Marquis Shangguan.

A monarch and his subjects are monarchs and subjects, so what if they like them no matter how much they do? Due to the unequal status, the dangerous environment, and the misalignment of all relationships, no matter how hard I struggled, I could never become the Marquis Shangguan's pillow...

This is what is called destiny.

The more Qin Furong reflected on herself, the more she felt that her situation was ridiculous... Why couldn't she have both? When you fall in love with someone, if you have a material foundation, the relationship is misplaced; if you don't have a material foundation, you don't even have the ability to protect yourself, so how can you be qualified to love someone?

hehe! It's just my own whims and oversimplification of things.

Tan Furong closed her eyes and sighed deeply. She only regretted that she was born in the wrong era and into the wrong family, or that she should never have known Shangguan Marquis at all. Maybe if she didn't know him, she wouldn't be so painful.

So...just think that knowing this man was just a dream. It's over. When you wake up from the dream, it's time to return to your original position and be yourselves.

While copying the scriptures, Tan Furong comforted her heart. People always have to grow up. When it is over, it will be over. Don't be entangled. If you let go of yourself, you won't be in pain.

From that day on, Tan Furong has separated love from her heart. She knows that in the world of power, love is the most useless. The more you yearn for it, the more you will be implicated.

Only by letting go of your obsessions and being yourself can you be freed.

So what if you like someone again? If you can't get it, don't want it. So what if you get it by force? I will definitely pay double the amount back in the future, so why bother?

Let everything take its course...

After thinking about this, Tan Furong didn't feel so painful.

In the days to come, as soon as Tan Furong heard that the second prince was coming to the Paradise Pavilion, she would subconsciously choose to escape.

The very interesting thing is that when the second prince came to Jile Pavilion again, he never mentioned Tan Furong. In the past, whenever he came, he would always ask Tan Furong to serve him. However, after Zi Da came back from Nanxiang, the relationship between the two changed. Subtle changes have occurred.

They all know that from the day they came back from Nanxiang, they all lost. The so-called love is nothing more than this in their eyes.

However, after all, this person has been together day and night for so long, and has developed a relationship that cannot be separated for a while. If they meet again, they will definitely be overwhelmed with emotions.

They all know that they can't go back to the past. If they continue to be unable to extricate themselves from the whirlpool of emotions, it will be neither good for him nor themselves.

What I have to bear is that the feelings I paid for those years are real, but the fact that we can't be together is also real. Since we know clearly that we can't do it, and we have already tasted the bitter consequences, before it causes a catastrophe, everyone will Finding your own position and returning to your respective positions is the best arrangement for two people.

Shangguan Marquis no longer mentions Tan Furong when meeting people, and Tan Furong also learns to avoid each other at the right time. This kind of tacit understanding is the tacit understanding between the two of them.

Even the breakup was so tacit, without any words, they really broke up as we walked...

Even looking back is so powerless, for fear that if I look at you one more time, I will be reluctant to part with you, and I am also afraid that if the other person looks at me one more time, I will never forget him...

Only being cruel and never looking back is my most sincere blessing to you——

I hope that you will cherish and be happy in the days when I am not with you...